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CHRIST ON THE JEWISH ROAD

By the same author:
TORTURED FOR CHRIST
m god's underground
THE SOVIET SAINTS
SERMONS IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT
THE CHURCH IN CHAINS

CHRIST
ON THE JEWISH ROAD
Richard Wurmbrand
Living Sacrifice Books
P.O. Box 938
Middlebury, IN 46540
U.S.A.

To the memory of
Isac Feinstein and others who gave their lives under the
Nazis and Communists for being
Jews and Christians
Copyright © igyô by Richard Wurmbrand. First printed in cased edition 1970. This
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CONTENTS
page
PREFACE		7
1	I SET OUT ON THE ROAD
A German carpenter shows a Jew the way to Christ	16
Rabbis help to dispel my doubts ....	19
The path of belief from reason to the heart   .        .	25
Isac Feinstein and my rebirth      ....	30
Difficulties with some Christian traditions     .        .	37
I am baptised and my wife is won for the Lord      .	51
2	JEWS WHO WITNESSED FOR CHRIST
Clarutza   ........	54
Alba		61
Mircea Petrescu		68
Holy Moishe     .......	74
Bertha		76
A witness in our family       .        ....	81
Converting anti-Semites		84
Christ's martyrs among the Jewish people     .        .	86
3	ARGUMENTS FOR THE RESURRECTION
Encounter on a train ......	96
We discover modern theology      ....	107
4	THE FASCIST PERIOD
The beginning of the persecution         .        .        .119
"What shall I do to be saved?"    .        .        .        .125
Underground religious activity    .        .        .        .	128
Pastor Magne Solheim and his wife      .        .        .132
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6	CONTENTS
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Difficulties of our position ..... 136
Two old people .......    141
5	ADDING TO THE CHURCH
The gambler and the police informer    .        .        .    147
The struggle for a soul        .        .        .        .        .150
A soul lost and a soul found        ....    156
Practical action .        .        .        .        .        .        .    159
In-fighting        .        .        .        .        .        .        .    162
Unusual phenomena  .        .        .        .        .        .166
6	CONVERSATIONS WITH ZIONISTS AND
OTHER JEWS
The sins of the Jews  ......    173
Discussion in a prison cell   .        .        .        .        .176
"I shall stick to our old religion" .        .        .        .183
All things to all men  ......    185
Anti-Klausner   .        .        .        .        .        .        .188
Is Jesus God?    .......    194
7	OUR ATTITUDE TO COMMUNISM
Communism as part of God's plan . . .198
Christian revolutionism ..... 202
Conflict with Communism .....    208
EPILOGUE	214

PREFACE
Looking back on my life, I, too, am astonished how much
I have been through.
For a Christian, life is not retrospective: he wastes no time
writing obituaries about what is past; instead, he writes, in the
hearts of men, with the pen of the Holy Spirit, the preface to a
bright and eternal future. As a rule, memoirs are written by
people who no longer have a satisfactory, rich present.
But I have a different reason for recording my memories.
A quarter of a century has passed since I started the work of
preaching the Christian message to Jews under particularly
difficult circumstances—Fascist terror, war, and later on the
Communist regime in Rumania. I have endured the heat of
battle in a most important part of the battlefield, where the
eternal struggle between light and darkness is waged.
"Thou hast chosen us from amongst the peoples," the Jews
declare daily in their synagogues. "Salvation is of the Jews,"
said Jesus (John 4.22). "The dirty Jews are the cause of all our
troubles," say the anti-Semites. The "international" Jew has
been copiously depicted in literature.
Some people find in Christianity their true happiness: others
hate Christianity and would like to see it destroyed. It is a Jew,
Jesus, who is the cause of their happiness or their fury.
Some people benefit from capitalism; others feel they are
exploited by the capitalist system, and would like to see it over-
thrown. No one would deny that the Jews were instrumental at
an early point in time in founding this system, and that they still
play a highly important role in economic and financial life, out
of all proportion to their numbers. Whether you feel attracted

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or repelled by capitalism, your attitude will to a large extent be
determined by Jews, whom you will probably never have seen
face to face, as the people who have the final say in the capitalist
world are almost always anonymous.
Communism may be to you a source of joy or suffering ; it
derives from the Jew Marx and a host of Jewish champions of
this idea, without whom the revolution in the East would have
been impossible. The fate of a farmer in Vietnam, who has
never seen a Jew in his life, will, in the last resort, depend on
whether he reads the book about the Jew Jesus or the book
about the Jew Marx. Whichever triumphs, either the Christian
civilisation or the Marxist world, both are closely bound up
with a Jewish name.
Some people place their confidence in modern science, whose
peak achievement is in atomic physics, a science capable of
enabling mankind to live in a Utopia. Others wait, in fear and
terror, for the destructive atomic war which they believe will be
the final result of this science. In both the West and the East,
atomic science is to a large extent in the hands of Jews. Einstein
gave the United States a start in atomic weapons. The Jew
Teller is the father of the nuclear bomb. The Rosenbergs,
Jews, gave atomic secrets to Russia. In scientific books the
universe is named after a Jew: we speak of Einstein's
universe, as though we lived in this universe as the guests of
a Jew.
And this is really so, for we are in very fact the guests of a
Jew; only his name is not Einstein, but Jesus Christ. He is a
human being and a Jew, but also God—a marvellous God, of
whom we read in His holy book, in Paul's Epistle to the Romans :
". . . of whom [the Jews] as concerning the flesh Christ came,
who is over all, God blessed for ever" (Rom. 9.5). A people
from whom God came!
Mine has not been ordinary missionary work; I have worked
among those people who in the holy book of the Christians are
called "a chosen people", a people from whom a God has come,
but who nevertheless are ignorant of this God, a nation which
is either blessed or cursed by millions of people—as the source
of their happiness or their misery—a race whose fate has deter-

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mined and will determine, more than any other nation, the
fate of the entire world.
The Jewish people have given to the world the Bible, con-
sisting of the Old and New Testaments, a book written by
Jews, but which is at the same time the Word of God—the only
book capable of satisfying the spiritual needs of the world. And
it will satisfy these needs when it is once again in the hands of
those who have written it, and when they gather round Him
who is the chief subject of the book, Jesus, the Messiah of the
Jews and the Saviour of nations.
The overwhelming majority of mankind lives in dire sin,
bereft of the true faith. Murder, exploitation, oppression, forni-
cation, defeat, envy, debauchery and slander are widespread.
Mankind is bound to suffer speedy destruction unless it is
converted and rouses itself from the spiritual death in which it
now lies. But the Scriptures tell us that the conversion of Israel
will be life from the dead (Rom. 11.15).
Jesus and the Jews are indissolubly linked to one another.
"Where is He that is born King of the Jews?" the Magi enquired
when He came into this world (Matt. 2.2). "This is Jesus, the
King of the Jews", was the inscription on the Cross (Matt.
27-37)-
The Old Testament prophecies have the same message.
Moses told the Jews: "The Lord thy God will raise up unto
thee a Prophet from the midst of thee, of thy brethren" (Deut.
18.15). Isaiah, who prophesied the birth of Jesus eight hundred
years before it took place, declared: "Unto us a child is born,
unto us a son is given" (Isa. 9.6)—"us" meaning the Jews. When
he foretold the new covenant which Jesus would establish by
shedding His blood on the Cross, Jeremiah declared: "Behold
... I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel, and
with the house ofjudah" (Jer. 31.31).
Jesus himself said: "I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of
the house of Israel" (Matt. 15.24). He also declared that he was
the Saviour of the world, but in the passage above and in
similar statements he established his special relationship with
the Jewish people.
The intention of my entire missionary work, of which I

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give an account in this book, was to make Israel conscious of
this relationship, a relationship which can never be broken,
however much we may oppose it. The Jew today is no longer
what he was two thousand years ago; he is not even the Jew
who lived in the ghettos of medieval Europe, from which the
French Revolution liberated us. We have made progress in
science, art, literature, and in social life: only in religion there is
stagnation, or, at least, the progress is not so rapid as in other
spheres.
Those Jews may perhaps have had good commonsense
reasons for rejecting a carpenter who declared that He was the
Saviour of the world. But we are in a much better position than
they were to realise who Jesus was. Had He been an ordinary
child born outside the bonds of matrimony, an enthusiastic
dilettante—as some people believed He was—He would not
have conquered as indeed He did.
People of brilliant intellectual powers have paid homage to
Him.
The Jew Spinoza declared: "Jesus is the highest symbol of
Jewish wisdom."
Rousseau wrote: "If the death of Socrates was the death of
a sage, then the death of Jesus was the death of a God."
Strauss, who wrote several works in order to prove that Jesus
is not God, nevertheless declares that He is the highest goal
to which we can aspire in our thoughts.
Ernest Renan, who caused a great many people to doubt
the divinity of Jesus, says that His beauty is eternal and that
His kingdom will never come to an end.
Some find it difficult to believe what His disciples said of
Him, but let us at any rate believe His enemies, such as the
Pharisees who declared: "Master, we know that thou art true,
and carest for no man: for thou regardest not the person of men,
but teachest the way of God in truth" (Mark 12.14). Judas
confessed: "I have betrayed innocent blood." (Matt. 27.4).
Pilate said: "I am innocent of the blood of this just person"
(Matt. 27.24). The captain of the guard, in charge of the cruci-
fixion, declared: "Truly this was the Sort of God." (Matt. 27.54).
Belief in Jesus gives the believer confidence. True belief in

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Jesus turns stubborn minds into hearts burning with love. True
belief of Jesus breaks down barriers between races and nations.
The Court of the Gentiles in the Temple of Jerusalem was
separated from the Holy of Holies by a fence, on which was
written in three languages: "He who is not a Jew and passes
further will be punished by death". The Christian religion
breaks down national boundaries, and makes God's house a
place where all peoples meet in prayer.
But someone will raise the objection: If belief in Jesus trans-
forms us into love, how are we to explain the violent conflicts
that take place within a Christian congregation, and the disputes
between the various confessions? And if Christianity makes the
people of every nation brothers, how are we to explain the
murderous wars that are waged between Christian nations?
Do not the naked facts refute the claims of Christianity?
The answer is that we are still living in prehistoric times, as
far as the Christian Church is concerned. The various con-
fessions are merely parts of the framework of the proud and
magnificent building which will one day arise.
The task to which those Jews are called who have been
converted to belief in Jesus, is to give the world life out of
spiritual death. The Scriptures declare that the purpose of
saving the Gentiles—who have given what they could—was to
make the Jews jealous for their God. The Jews have been called,
and specially equipped by God, to give a real inner meaning to
the Christian Church. Don't look at the church as she is, but
as she will be when the Jews whom she expects will have become
Christians, and will give her an unequalled beauty. Then she
will be one and burning with love.
God has called me to bring Jews to Christ. When He calls,
He always gives a man the capacity and the facilities to obey
His call. Every human being possesses spiritual powers of
which he himself is ignorant. When he pledges himself in love
to Jesus, he discovers what powers are latent within him. Even
I, at the beginning of my Christian life, had no idea for how
many works I would be used.
For these were not my acts: the Christian believer is like a
child who Is allowed by the driver to hold the steering-wheel

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of a car, while the driver himself keeps his hands over the
child's. The child is delighted to be driving a car—without being
able to make a single mistake—because there is someone who is
in charge, and knows everything. Even while we are carrying
our burdens, we ourselves are borne aloft on eagles' wings.
He who works through His children is the same God who
scattered the stars in the firmament of heaven. Within us we
have His power enabling us to sacrifice ourselves, that same
power which was in the Son when He was crucified for our sakes.
Through us the sanctifying power of the Spirit is at work. In
us it moves like a mighty storm, and through us this storm
arouses others to passionate zeal, because God dwells within us.
It is as though the fulness of His grace all but shatters the
vessel which is too narrow for Him.
When I look back on these past years, I can seldom discover
any logic between what happened and the attitude I adopted
at the time. "The heart has its reasons, which reason does not
know." The birth of a man's deepest conviction is not the result
of a process of thought; the subconscious cannot be trained,
and does not behave in a logical way. It does not think in con-
formity with the ordinary laws of reason. It is in some dreams
that one can see the magnitude of man's hidden values. This
subconsciousness is the darkness where God likes to dwell:
here He has openly done things through me that even I cannot
understand. Beyond the world of phenomena perceived through
the senses, lies the real, invisible world, the essential world.
This is where the divine works; and what is seen in our nature
is governed from it.
I do not understand everything that has happened to me,
but I believe that my whole life, and the life of all His children,
has been planned by God, down to the smallest detail. Our lives
are planned in eternity; our lives serve God's purpose. I can be
confident, even when I understand nothing.
When I first became a follower of Jesus, I did not want to
have quarrels with anyone, I merely wanted to rest from all
that had gone before. Religion must put an end to striving, it
must bring cahn. But a calm life, lived only in love and in the
interpretation of the truth, raises new storms; one's religion is

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attacked, one must defend it, and so, without having wished it,
one is at war again. We have to actively put into practice faith
and love, and only Gcd knows why, as sons of peace, we do
not bring peace, but a sword.
I have come into conflict with many of the Jewish people of
whom I am a part. Jews often call Christian Jews traitors to
their people. I shall not dwell on this terrible term. It could be
said more simply, and with greater love, that the Christian
Jews use a different scale of values.
But is it really one's own people who constitute the supreme
value? Both the Old and the New Testaments depict as holy a
priestess of a Canaanite temple, where religious prostitution
was practised. Her name was Rahab. At a point of time when the
Jews were going to war, with a view to the complete destruction
of the Canaanites, Rahab concluded a pact with the Jews,
against the interests of her own people. Was she a traitor? Was
she thereby degraded? No, she was a woman who put the new
religion—represented by the Jews—above the interests of the
people to whom she belonged. In this way she became one
of the ancestors of Jesus. She is also honoured by the Mosaic
Jews.
We love our people whole-heartedly: but we consider the
glory of Christ of more value than our own people. And, faced
with the alternative of choosing between Jesus and our people,
if they demand that we should renounce Him, we choose Jesus
because we know fully that those who do not in truth serve
Him, cannot serve their own people best.
When my wife and I became Christians, we found beloved
brothers and sisters in all confessions; but no single one of these
confessions constitutes the Christian Church. None of them
possesses the unadulterated truth, nor a truly burning love.
Many Christian pastors are not what a pastor should be; a
person in whom Christ is present, an ardent soul who sees the
truth, declares it, and carries it out, a man through whom God
himself speaks. The sheep are not listened to. The gifts of grace
possessed by members of the Church are not sufficiently
utilised. They stand unemployed in the marketplace, or else
their strength and their ability are not given full scope. The

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work of the Church lacks the co-ordinated action in which all
God's children should take part.
We are the most poorly organised army. Jesus's melancholy
remark, that the children of this world are wiser than the sons
of light (Luke 16.8) has not inspired us to change things. In the
old days a Christian army was recruited in order to win an empty
tomb. Why do we not organise an army to win living souls?
When we, who were new to the Christian faith, raised these
problems, Christian leaders became angry with us.
There is a club for dwarfs. Membership is open only to
persons who are not more than four feet tall. Dwarfs say that
they are closest to human perfection, because the first men were
taller than those of today; hand in hand with progress, the
human form has become smaller. We could in fact set up a club
for Christian dwarfs, with a great many members. It is the
dwarfs of Christianity who are regarded as the standard, while
the giants are considered to be fanatics. The dwarfs, the cold
and indifferent, are considered the ones who are wise. I find
myself in opposition to people who think along these lines.
Even more, I was opposed to the atheist world. The bodies
and souls of many Hebrew Christians bear the scars of wounds
received in this struggle. But only the soldier who risks his life
is a true soldier, and scars are a soldier's badge of honour.
For twenty-five years I have had one single task, because I
knew that it is only the man who concentrates on one goal who
can accomplish great things. Amateurs do not make great
athletes; nor are those clergymen the best pastors who, apart
from being clergymen, are also devoted philatelists, football
players, chess players, musicians, politicians, and a great many
other things. You may have many gifts, but they must be all
subject to the same aim.
I have done only one thing. I have worked for Christ. I am not
satisfied with what I have accomplished. If I were, I should not
be able to make any progress. But I know that Jesus will forgive
me if I have erred in my thought and sinned in my life. He has
not abandoned me, and He will help me to do better in future.
And because this is not the work of an individual—the true
Christian belongs to the assembly of God's children—I have

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written this book, in order that what has been right and what
has been wrong in what I have accomplished, may serve as a
lesson to the Church and to the Jewish people, in order that
others may do better.

I SET OUT ON THE ROAD
A German carpenter shows a Jew the way to Christ
It was 1937. Hitler was in power.
In a small village in Rumania, a German carpenter was
spending the remaining years of his old age. His name was
Christian Wölfkes.
During a revivalist campaign in the Evangelical Lutheran
Church, conducted by Pastor Scherg, he had been converted to
Christianity. Later on, he joined a congregation of brethren
who called themselves "Christians according to the Gospel".
Wölfkes realised that a Christian who is not a missionary,
even if on a very small scale, is not fulfilling his duty, which
is to be a light for the world. One night when he was seriously
ill, a Christian Jew watched by his bedside. In gratitude, from
the depths of his heart, he now longed to be used to bring Jews
to Christ.
His daily prayer was: "O Lord, I have served Thee on earth,
and on earth I desire my reward. I pray that I may not die before
I have converted a Jew to the faith. But there are no Jews in
this neighbourhood, and I am old, sick and poor. I am not able
to go and look for them elsewhere. Thou art all-powerful.
Bring a Jew here to me in my village, and I promise I will do my
utmost to convert him to the faith."
The first Jew who came to the village that spring was myself.
I do not know if there was ever a girl so passionately wooed by
her lover as I was wooed by this old man, who saw in me the
answer to his prayer.
He gave me the Bible to read.
I had read it before, but it had not made any impression on
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me. But the Bible I now held in my hand was not like any other
Bible: later I discovered its secret. Wölfkes and his wife were
spending many hours daily praying for the conversion of myself
and my wife. Actually, I couldn't really read it; rather, I wept
over it. My tears always started to flow whenever I compared my
selfish and wi etched life with the life of Him who went around
doing good.
Wölfkes allowed the Bible and his own prayer to work in my
heart. He hardly talked to me at all. Instinctively he knew, what
so many trained missionaries do not know, that the most
effective missionary method lies in reticence, silence, concen-
trated meditation, so as to give peace to the soul you wish to
win; so as not to arouse love precociously; to pray ceaselessly,
to be content to scatter a little seed, and allow it to take root
and grow in its own time.
A long time passed. One evening the old man asked me:
"What do you think of the Bible?"
I answered: "I was left an orphan while I was still a child,
and we were very poor. Sometimes I would stand for hours on
end in ecstasy outside a baker's shop, gazing with burning
desire at the cakes. I would say to myself, 'These are not for me.
I shall never be able to eat anything like this.' The Bible brings
back these memories. Once again I can see wonderful things,
but I know that they are not for me, because I am a Jew. I know
that there are Jews who have been converted to Christianity, in
order to marry Rumanian girls, or in order to escape anti-
Semitic persecution. But I have not yet met a Jew who believes
in Jesus."
From that moment Wölfkes became God's instrument to tear
the veil from my eyes. He spoke to me in simple words, words
that came from the heart, about things that a Jew should have
known, but that I did not know: about the fulfilment of the
messianic promise in Jesus; of Jesus's tender summons with
which he called his people; of the love which God still has
for the Jews, for the sake of their forefathers who were bearers
of the faith . . .
God opened my heart, so that I was able to believe the
gospel.

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Wölfkes introduced me to a number of Christian Jews, who
were so full of purity—even in their very looks—that I could
never till then have believed in the existence of such people.
This humble carpenter provided the first impetus for my
conversion. Later, my wife also joined the faith. She brought
with her other souls, who in turn brought others, and so on,
until a Christian Jewish congregation was formed in Bucharest,
which flourished actively for many years.
The existence of this congregation, which was the fruit of
his soul's work, was the carpenter's great source of comfort in
his last years.
He died during the war. I had to fight on, and later I spent
many years in prison. Meanwhile, practically all the Rumanian
Christian Jews emigrated, and they have formed congregations
in several towns in Israel.
After my release from prison I attended a large meeting of
Christians in a village where hundreds of brothers and sisters
had come together. I was not strong enough to be able to
preach, but I was asked to tell in a few words the story of my
conversion. While I was describing it, I noticed that a very old
man was weeping. After the meeting was over, I started to talk
to him. He told me that his name was Pitter, that he was a
wheelwright, and that it was he who had brought Wölfkes to
the faith. Up to then he had believed that all he had ever
accomplished in life was to convert a carpenter. Now he realised
that he had contributed greatly to the struggle of the Christian
Jews for Jesus in Israel, and that he was a great-grandfather in
the faith to many souls.
Hitler killed the Jews. German Christians worked to save the
Jews. Here were two different worlds. When I think of these
humble Germans, who gave me spiritual birth, I am reminded
of what Martin Luther wrote to a Jew by the name of Jesel:
"Would it not be right for you to believe that because
Gentiles and Jews have always been mortal enemies, we should
not even bend the knee to the best of your kings? So much the
less to such a Jew, crucified and cursed, unless this revealed the
power and work of God, He who with His strength implanted
them in our proud Gentile hearts? You Jews would never worship

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as Lord a dead Gentile who had been crucified or suffered some
other shameful death. For this reason you must not consider us
Christians to be fools or geese, but you must one day realise that
God will lead you out of the misery which you have endured for
more than fifteen hundred years—but this he will not do unless
you, together with us Gentiles, accept the beloved Jesus, the
crucified."
It is a miracle, with no logical explanation, that even amid the
fierce anti-Semitism of Hitler's oppression, there were Germans
who believed with all their hearts in the crucified Jew as their
Saviour, some of them suffering profoundly because the Jews
remained indifferent to Him who is the glory of His people Israel.
Rabbis help to dispel my doubts
Though the rabbis are the shepherds of the Jewish people, I
had reached my twenty-seventh year without experiencing their
leadership. They did not lead me into green pastures, nor by still
waters. I do not know what other business they had; but they did
not come to find the lost sheep. It might have been just my mis-
fortune. There probably are rabbis who fulfil their duty.
Sometimes I would go to the synagogue, but I understood
nothing of what was chanted there. Nor did the other Jews. The
cantors realised that we could not understand Hebrew, but still
they sang for hours on end in that language. It was obvious that
they cared little if we knew anything about God. Indeed I wonder
whether they themselves were "in God". Reformed Judaism
was unknown in Rumania.
But I must not be unfair: Christian priests and pastors made
just as little effort to seek me out. Priests and pastors generally
have other things to do than to look for lost souls where they are
to be found, in pubs, in brothels, in gambling dens and among
the atheist organisations. I was found by a carpenter, a man
whom priests and pastors of the official denominations would
have called a "sectarian".
The rabbis did not begin to take an interest in me until their
opportunity was past, and I had been sought and found by
Israel's great shepherd, Jesus of Nazareth, of whom the Jewish*
prophets had prophesied.

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I was sitting in the house of a rabbi who was one of the out-
standing personalities of Rumanian Judaism. I had come to tell
him why I believed in Jesus as the Messiah.
Rabbi H. officiated at my marriage: I was married in the
synagogue, for the family's sake. He knew then that I was a
militant atheist and an anarchic element. Yet he made not the
slightest attempt to tell me anything about God. He carried
out the ceremony, and that was all.
Now that I had come to God by way of Jesus, he was displeased.
He asked me: "What makes you believe in Christ?"
I told him that the prophecy of Isaiah, about eight hundred
years before Jesus, had particularly struck me. Reading this
prophecy, in the fifty-third chapter, I had the impression that,
centuries before the birth of the Saviour, the prophet had fore-
seen His entire life, and had depicted it in outline, so that the
Jews should recognise Him when he came.
The rabbi stroked his beard, and said to us (my wife was also
present): "You should not have read that. That chapter is
forbidden to you."
I have subsequently verified this ban in the calendars issued by
the Orthodox Jewish congregations, which give the texts from
the prophets to be read at public services in the synagogue (the
so-called Haftorahs). After the part of the Law of Moses called
Shophtim, Isaiah Chapters 51 and 52 are to be read. On the next
Sabbath there follows Chapter 54. Chapter 53 has been omitted.
The prophecy about Jesus contained in this chapter is too
revealing.
The rabbi urged us: "My children, leave these things alone!"
I answered: "I should like to do so, but the prophecies will
not leave me in peace. What other interpretation of this part of
the Bible can you give me?"
The rabbi shook his head sadly, and dismissed us without
trying to give an explanation. I don't know why.
Several years passed. In 1940, in the course of a pogrom, the
Fascists killed two of his, sons before his very eyes. They also
fired at him, but failed to hit him.
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greatly moved all those present to see him place his hands on
both coffins, and to hear him begin his sermon with the words of
the psalmist: "The Lord is righteous in all His ways, and holy
in aÙ His works" (Ps. 145. 17).
Thousands of Bucharest Jews were present in the cemetery:
I was also there, though I was ostracised because of my Christian
faith. I stood by myself at the entrance to the chapel. After the
ceremony was over, as the rabbi was leaving, supported by two
Jews, he caught sight of me, and called to me from a distance:
"Richard 1" He embraced me in the sight of all who were present.
Among the thousands of Jews he had chosen me to whom to pour
out his sorrow.
I have met him several times since then, and he has always
listened to me lovingly when I have told him about my faith.
I have never tried to force myself upon him. The man who had
organised the murder of over a hundred Jews in the Jilava Forest,
and hanged about forty others in the municipal slaughterhouse
under a sign "Kosher Meat", had been a Greek Orthodox priest.
It is difficult to bring a Jew to Christianity.
The other rabbi with whom I spoke about Jesus at the
beginning of my belief, while I was still doubting and suffering
intellectual scruples, was Rabbi R. from Satu-Mare.
I met him one evening in a synagogue. When I mentioned the
Saviour to him, he answered: "If you are prepared to listen
quietly to me for half an hour, I will free you from this delusion."
I answered: "I am prepared to listen to you, not for half an
hour, but for many days."
He came home with me, and we agreed to read the New
Testament together, so that he should have an opportunity of
interrupting me from time to time, and of pointing out anything
that was incorrect. We read together from eight in the evening
until one o'clock next morning. He listened attentively, inter-
rupting me from time to time, always with the same exclamation :
"Oi, vi shein, oi vi shein! Dus hob ich nicht gewist" (Ah, how
beautiful 1 How beautiful! I never knew that.) Not once did he
contradict. That night he slept at my house. Next day, as we left
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the synagogue what has taken place." I agreed, but added : "I
think it should be a point of honour for you to tell the Jews that
you consider the New Testament a wonderfully beautiful book."
Rabbi R. did not do that. Later, he moved to Cernauti. A year
later I visited him, and found him sitting among his pupils.
When I mentioned Jesus to him, he reviled Him with ugly jokes.
During the war he was killed by the Nazis.
When he heard that I was a lost sheep, Rabbi G., who was
the successor of a well-known dynasty of miracle-working
rabbis, called me to him.
He was an impressive figure, an old man with a white beard
and white hair and a lofty forehead. His face shone with goodness.
He apologised for having asked me to come to his house; had it
not been for his advanced years, he would have come to mine.
He asked me what it was that attracted me to Christianity.
I told him briefly the story of my life in sin, and of the peace
I had achieved in my conscience through the certainty that my
sins are forgiven through Jesus. "Jesus gives me peace in my
soul, and joy. I know that He has given peace to millions of
people. I know of no evil that He has done. Tell me, Rabbi,
why should I abandon Him?"
The rabbi answered: "Jesus did no ev^- On the contrary,
through Him many people have been saved from the worship of
idols and made to know the true God. But you are a Jew. It is
your duty to remain in the Jewish religion."
"No," I replied vehemently. "The Jewish religion is false
because it is Jewish. Religion must provide men with an exact
knowledge of God, and of how man can achieve unity with Him.
Just as there can never be a Rumanian theory of physics or a
German theory of mathematics, so there can never be a Jewish
religion. There is only religion or non-religion. Religion is either
true for everyone, or else wrong for everyone.
"In religion we must apply the same principle as in justice.
No form of justice to which we give a prefix such as race, caste,
class, military, emergency, can be true justice. Justice stands by
itself, without any prefix. And for the same reason I accept no
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union with Him. Any religion which has a prefix may prove an
obstacle in this search for a union. The Jewish religion binds me
to Judaism, the Orthodox and Roman Catholic religions to
certain traditions, the Protestant religions to the ideas of their
reformers. All these are horizontal unions, not vertical unions
with God. It is this vertical union that I seek."
In amazement the rabbi asked me: "I must say with great
regret and profound sympathy—not with scorn and malice—that
in you I see a person uprooted from his people. Do you not hear
within you the voices of your forefathers, calling you back?"
I replied: "Yes, every Jew with sidecurls, the music of a
synagogue, the mere sight of the letters in the Hebrew Bible—all
these remind me of my forefathers. It is almost like the sight of
Abraham with his family, coming to Canaan on his camel. I see
before me the scenes from the Bible. I feel myself experiencing
the departure of the Jews from Egypt, all their difficulties in the
desert, the miraculous event when the Jews received the tablets
of the law through Moses. I experience the whole shattering
history of my people. But personal biographies and history are
one thing, objective truth another.
"The most profound philosophers, politicians and religious
thinkers have always offered as objective thinking a system which
was nothing but the result of the tragedy of their own personal
lives, and they themselves sometimes admit this. Marx wrote in
a letter to Engels: 'If Titus had not destroyed my fatherland,
I would not have been the enemy of all fatherlands.' One must
not allow oneself to be guided by a criterion of this kind in
deciding whether to be a patriot or an änti-patriot. And so, even
in the religious sphere we must not allow ourselves to be guided by
feelings, but we must seek the true religion. That is what I want."
The rabbi shook his head sceptically. "Which is the true
religion?"
My reply was: "I don't know, yet. But I think I have made a
long step towards discovering it, in so far as I have discovered
the religion which is certainly incomplete. That is the religion to
which I belong by birth. In my opinion it is absurd that religious
convictions should depend on the results of a sexual association.
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the same faith. The child born of this union is regarded as an
apostate if he does not believe in Moses. One of his neighbours
is a man who is the child of a marriage between a Catholic man
and a Catholic woman: he believes that he is compelled to abide
by all Catholic dogma. The same applies to a Protestant, or a
Mohammedan, or a Buddhist, and the result of this is incom-
parable confusion. This kind of religion is obviously not the
true one, and I do not intend to abide by it."
The rabbi answered: "Jesus did not do what you are doing.
He followed in the paths of His forefathers, He kept the sabbath,
the laws pertaining to food, and the other laws. He worshipped
God in the synagogue. Why do you not do the same?"
I replied: "Jesus was a unique person with a unique vocation.
The revelation He made was new; He presented a new and
eternally valid truth. In order to win the good will of those who
heard Him, He did what every sensible creature does, He clothed
His teaching in a form that was acceptable and attractive to His
listeners. This is how we can understand His conformism. But
through Him the prophecy of Jeremiah, in Chapter 31, is fulfilled :
'Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will make a new
covenant with the House of Israel, and with the house of Judah;
not according to the covenant that I made with their fathers in the
day that I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of
Egypt ; which my covenant they brake, although I was an husband
unto them, saith the Lord: but this shall be the covenant that I
will make with the house of Israel; After those days, saith the
Lord, I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their
hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be my people.'
"We are no longer governed by an old covenant, but by a
new revelation, which I can characterise in a few words : freedom
in our daily life, and love. One of the renowned Christian
teachers, Augustine, declared that the Christian norm in the
conduct of his life is: 'Love, and do what you will!' I no longer
find Jewish customs imperative or necessary."
To my amazement, the rabbi answered: "I cannot recall such
a passage in Jeremiah."
I asked him to take the book from his shelf, and I showed
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Some rabbis in truth neglect the prophecies because they are
continually concerned with the Talmud, the Kabala and
numerous commentaries. As a rule, the Books of Moses are the
only parts of the Bible they know well.
Among Christian clergy, some of whom have doctors' degrees
in theology, it is even worse. I have often come across a profound
ignorance of even the simplest Bible texts. If they are Catholics,
they are well acquainted with Thomas Aquinas, and if they are
Protestants with the works of Barth or Bultmann. They are as a
rule ignorant of the theological writings of the great Christian
mystics, nor do they know the Holy Scriptures.
The rabbi tried to put an end to our discussion: "I realise
that there is no point in arguing. I shall never be able to convince
you that you should return to Judaism."
"You do not possess the truth, and therefore you have no
confidence either," I replied before I left him. "You have given
up all hope of bringing me back to the Mosaic faith, to which
I never subscribed. But I shall never give up the hope that one
day you will become a disciple of Jesus."
The rabbi shook hands with me hurriedly, and dismissed me.
As a result of what Christians had told me about Jesus, I was
still in doubt as to whether He really was the Saviour. The rabbis
removed the last shred of doubt on this score, thanks to the com-
plete inability they showed in contradicting the Christian
arguments.
The path of belief from reason to the heart
The Jews have an ancient story, so old that Jesus as a boy may
have heard it, perhaps from His mother.
One day, a taxidermist caught a beautiful bird, which he
intended to kill and stuff. But when he raised his knife to plunge
it into its body, a miracle occurred. The bird began to talk to
him in human language, saying: "Spare my life, as I have young
in my nest. If you will do so, I shall give you three simple pieces
of advice, which will prove of great use to you."
The taxidermist thought to himself: "There are many other
birds in the woods which I can stuff. But what I am now experi-
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get?" And so he promised to liberate the bird, if the advice he
received was good.
The little bird pronounced three words of wisdom: "If anyone
tells you anything absurd, don't believe him, whoever he may
be. If you do someone a good turn, you must not regret it after-
wards, but rejoice that you have acted benevolently. Do not
attempt to reach what is too high for you."
The taxidermist recognised the value of this advice. He had
often made the mistake of listening to the counsel of people
merely because they were well known. He had often regretted
spending money on charity, and he had wasted a great deal of
time and energy trying to attain what he could not reach. He
released the bird, saying: "Go with God, little bird, because
your words were clever."
The bird flew off, to perch on the nearest branch. Then she
called out to the man: "Fool! Why did you release me? I have a
large diamond in my belly; if you had killed me, you would have
found it, and you would have been rich for the rest of your life."
When the taxidermist heard this, he regretted freeing the
bird, and began to climb the tree to catch her again. But it is no
easy job to catch a bird with bare hands! When he reached the
lowest branch, the bird flew off to another. When he reached
the second, the bird was yet higher up, and in this way he went
on climbing up the tree, until he missed his footing, fell down
and broke both his legs.
As he lay groaning at the foot of the tree, the bird hopped
down on to the lowest branch and called out to him: "Fool!
Did I not give you three good pieces of advice, which you knew
in your mind were correct, and admitted with your mouth were
good? The first was that you should not believe anything absurd,
whoever told you to believe it. How, then, could you be so
foolish as to believe that a bird had a diamond in its belly? The
second was that you should never regret doing a good turn. You
acted charitably by sparing my life. Why did you regret this
afterwards? And the third piece of advice was that you should
not try to reach something that was too high for you. You know
very well that it is impossible to catch a bird with your bare
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head and the human heart, between the human mouth and the
human ear. You saw that my advice was good, but you did not
listen to your own words, and you did not believe in the value
of your thoughts. A few minutes after approving of my advice,
you did the exact opposite of what I had taught you."
Today, we can hear what people are saying and singing on the
other side of the world, but our own words are lost, and we live
as though we had never pronounced them. Our understanding
is one thing, our feelings something quite different. I was to
experience the truth contained in this little story.
With my understanding I knew that Jesus is the Saviour; but
my life, instead of conforming more and'more to His teaching,
became, if anything, worse. To my horror, I discovered that I
possessed the will to do good, but not the power to carry it out.
"For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I
would not, that I do ...
"I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present
with me . . .
"For I delight in the law of God after the inward man . . .
But I see another law in my members, warring against the law
of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin
which is in my members ..." (Rom. 7.19-23).
There were two aspects to my inner conflict. On the one hand
I knew—or rather I felt—instinctively that conversion would
mean that I should have to live a life of suffering and conflict.
I should have to take my stand against some of my own people,
against their customs and ideas which had survived for thousands
of years. I knew that—while it was my duty to remain patient
and mild—I should have to suffer abuse and condemnation,
and yet remain unbowed in every storm.
I should have to be prepared to oppose my people, the
people in which I was rooted with all my soul. I heard a
voice inside me saying: "Are you, you alone, wiser than all your
people? The Jewish nation has fostered so many geniuses, so
many mystics, so many men of action, and countless martyrs
for the faith of their forefathers! Are all these people wrong,
and only you—a small group of Jesus's disciples among the
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pelled to realise that the multitude and the famous men who
support a cause are of no argument against God's unequivocal
word.
And then, what prospects were in store for me when this con-
flict had been resolved? Assuming that the Jews were prepared to
be converted, where should they go? Later on, I shall relate some
of the disappointments I experienced with the various Christian
confessions. Very soon I realised that in this world there was no
house of the Father to which Israel, the Prodigal Son, could
return.
All these thoughts compelled me to compare myself to some
Don Quixote going forth to a meaningless battle. The sin in me
exploited the difficulties, preventing me from being born anew.
"Eat, drink and enjoy yourself, for youth is fleeting," it always
whispered.
It was in this period of conflict that I experienced the presence
of Jesus for the first time. I cannot say that I saw Him: He had
no outward appearance, but He was present. This phenomenon
was repeated for several days running. It was at midday; I had
cast myself down on a sofa. The tears ran down my cheeks : it was
as though I heard a voice calling me—not with words—but if I
were to describe what I felt, it would be something like this:
"Come! I will give you happiness. All your sins will be forgiven.
Unspeakable joys await you." My wife was at my side, saddened
by the conflict within me, which she shared with all her heart.
But I answered: "No, no, I shall not come. You are calling me
to tread a heavy path. Too much renunciation, too many
sufferings await me. I do not want them. Depart from me!"
May God forgive me if, without wanting to do so, I appear
to blaspheme: I had the impression that Jesus, the Lord of
Heaven, was kneeling before me, a sinner, instead of the other
way round. And He begged me to turn to God. I felt that my
heart would burst with the weight of His sorrow, but I could
not. My answer was always "No".
I did not accept, because I was evil. Nevertheless, I believe
that some sermons and Christian books on which I fed my soul
at that time were in part responsible for the answer I gave. In
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was shown as a police officer, demanding rigid obedience to
hundreds of laws. These laws started by insisting that one should
renounce smoking and the wearing of jewellery, and ended by
insisting that one should sacrifice one's life for Him. The
emphasis was on all these "don'ts", and on our duty to give to
God, instead of depicting Him as the giver of gifts of immeasure-
able worth—forgiveness of sins, peace of heart, communion with
God, truth, life in the Light, the Spirit which gives power and
holiness, the joy in fighting the good fight—with the angels
fighting on your side—an eternal life of glory, and so much
more—and all these gifts bestowed without any conditions.
In one of the Talmudic writings, we read that any love
which depends on a thing ceases when that thing ceases to
be; but a love which is not dependent on a thing, never ceases.
If the salvation which Jesus gives us depended on a state of soul,
it would not endure because the state of our soul varies. The
salvation bestowed by Jesus is free, unconditional; it does not
depend on what is in us, or on what we do. It springs from His
loving character, and for this reason it is eternal.
Christian preaching is often bound up with "don'ts" and
demands, and this gave me a false idea of Jesus. But what
restrained me, more than anything else, was the fact that I was
in bondage to sin: love of money, love of illicit pleasures, hatred,
evil, dishonesty, and much besides. I continued to commit
grave and gross sins, even after I was intellectually convinced
that Jesus is the Saviour.
But what Luther said happened in my life: "Sins do not
destroy the saints,* but they stifle only those who are without
God." There are two reasons for this. The first is that the saints
believe in Christ, in whom they are completely absorbed, and
through whom they rise again (even though in their ignorance
they do many things for which, without God, they would be
condemned), and in whom they are preserved. They do not fall
into mischief, as Solomon says (Prov. 24.16). For those who have
never experienced it, it is inconceivable how great is the power
* The word "saint" is not used here in the sense that the Roman Catholics
use it to describe a person who has been canonised, but is a title which,
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that faith will give, especially where sin is concerned. Those who
are without God sin, even if they were to do the deeds of all the
saints. The other reason is that the saints, through faith, realise
that they depend only on God's mercy: yet they recognise in the
depths of their hearts that their deeds are sinful and futile. This
humility and this testimony prevents them from being destroyed
by their sin, ignorance or evil, because God cannot abandon such
humble people. The mercy he shows to those who confess their
guilt is all the greater. This was true of Bernard of Clairvaux,
when he exclaimed in his grief: "I have wasted my time, for I
have lived a life which deserves condemnation!" It was true of
Augustine when he said: "Woe to the lives of all men, however
holy they may be, should they be judged without mercy!"
The seed which God planted in my heart was not corrupted by
visible sins. The inner man continued to grow; and the Holy
Ghost triumphed by transplanting my belief from my reason to
my heart.
Isac Feinstein and my rebirth
The man who was to play a very special role in all this was
Isac Feinstein, one of the most glorious triumphs the grace of
Jesus has won among the Jewish people.
At the time of his conversion he was a minor business executive.
One evening, in a Christian gathering, he heard the message of
Jesus. Immediately he believed. When he came home, he ran up
to the bedroom of his parents, who had already retired for the
night, woke them up and exclaimed : "I have found the Messiah !"
From that evening he never wavered in his faith, although
he encountered great resistance from his family.
His father, a pious Jew, tried to persuade him to deny Jesus.
When this proved unsuccessful, he arranged for the ceremony to
be carried out which is prescribed by rabbis in cases of this kind.
He declared that his son was dead, carried out a symbolic burial
with a coffin in which the branch of a tree was placed, tore his
clothes, and wept for his son together with his family, sitting
on the floor for seven whole days.
All this time the "dead man" rejoiced in a life which was
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After he had been a Christian for some time, he prepared to
work heart and soul to spread the gospel among the Jews of
Rumania. He took a missionary training in Poland, and on his
return to Rumania he entered the service of the Norwegian
Israel Mission in Galatz.
This man had an unlimited capacity for work. He published
a periodical for adults and one for children, as well as countless
Christian pamphlets. He preached all over the country, and
wrote numerous letters. He became an outstanding personality
among the disciples of Jesus in Rumania, a pillar of God's temple.
But in order to assess a man's real value, one must consider the
conclusion of his career. Napoleon wrote: "Great men are
meteors which are extinguished in order to give light to the
universe." But Napoleon gave no light to the universe; on the
contrary, he caused the world to bleed and weep, by creating a
science without which the world would have been a better place—
the science of warfare.
Meteors do not bring light to the universe: even the biggest
meteor merely leaves behind briefly a transient stream of light
which the vast universe does not even notice. The people who
are the light of the world are those who add sacrifice to sacrifice-
just as islands are formed of coral, one tiny body upon the other.
They are the people who are seldom known, who generally re-
main anonymous, who play a humble role in raising children,
running a household, in art, in political, economic and academic
life; these are the people who shine with truth, love and faith,
shedding a light on those around them. Feinstein was such a
burning light.
Feinstein was still a young man when war broke out. He was
thirty-seven years old, a pastor in a Jewish-Christian con-
gregation he had formed in Jassy, and from here his benevolent
activity spread over the whole country.
The atmosphere in Jassy was infected with anti-Semitism,
with the ever-present overhanging threat of a pogrom. Feinstein
was on a short visit to Bucharest, staying in my flat. I suggested
that he should not return to Jassy, where death lay in wait for him.
"We could send a Rumanian brother to bring your wife and your
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He answered: "The shepherd's duty is to die together with
his flock. I know they will kill me, but I cannot abandon my
brethren. I am returning to Jassy."
A few days after his return, on June 28th, 1941, the pogrom
broke loose. The number of Jews killed was eleven thousand.
Rumanians, too, were killed if they looked like Jews. Christian
Jews were also killed by the Fascist authorities and by the
incensed populace, who maintained that the country was waging
a holy crusade.
Feinstein was among those arrested. He was taken at first to
the police prison. Criminals who were in prison at that time have
recounted since their release that Feinstein told the Jews not to
have any illusions. He knew that they would be killed, and he
exhorted them to be converted in order that they might prepare
to meet their God.
Thousand of Jews were crammed together in sealed cattle-
trucks, and sent off beneath the scorching sun, without a drop of
water, with the result that most of them were suffocated. Among
these was Feinstein. The few survivors were interned in a
concentration camp.
Some of these related how, when Feinstein realised that death
was at hand, he turned to a rabbi who was standing near him
and said : "It is time for us to sing the psalms!"
He died while the rabbi was reciting the psalms aloud, and
Feinstein was explaining what they foretold about Jesus. When
death came with suffocation, his head was resting on the rabbi's
shoulder. The rabbi himself died only a few minutes later—a
Mosaic Jew and a Christian Jew were the victims of the same
hatred, the hatred which in Rumania was doubly vile because
it masqueraded behind the name of "Christian".
Not a single man from the Jewish-Christian congregation
in Jassy survived; all were killed in the pogrom. Only a few girls
escaped with their lives.
I have described Feinstein's death—a martyr of the Christian
faith who was of the Jewish race.
This outstanding man, who had a shepherd's heart such as
I have seldom come across since, played an important role in
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He used to visit our home and I would talk to him about my
sin, and how impossible it was for me to rid myself of it. He
explained that Jesus's words, "Judge not", referred not only to
pther people, but also to myself. "In spiritual matters any form
of self-diagnosis is wrong. When you raise your right hand in
front of a mirror, the mirror will show you that you are raising
your left hand, and when you stand in front of a mirror with
your face towards the south, it will show you standing with your
face towards the north. Your conscience mirrors your spiritual
condition, and for that reason your conscience will distort reality
unless it is illuminated by the Holy Spirit.
"The Gospels tell us of two men who went up to the temple to
pray: one was a Pharisee, the other a publican. The first man
diagnosed himself, and was sincere when he came to the con-
clusion that he was good because he fasted often, and gave
generously to the temple. The other man did the same thing, but
he discovered that he was sinful because he lived on ill-gotten
gains. The self-diagnosis of both men was wrong. God does not
take account of what is seen on the surface, but of what is hidden
in the hearts of men. In the depths of his heart the first man was
a proud person, condemning others, while the publican was
humble, and confessed his sin."
"Don't judge yourself," was the advice Feinstem always gave
me. "Don't distress yourself, don't worry yourself about your
sin. It is written, 'Take no thought for your soul* [Matt. 6.25, in
the original Greek version]. The care of the soul is Jesus's
concern. Just tell Him quite simply about your sin, and from
that moment it will be His concern to deal with it.
"Our own understanding is the hypocrite whom Jesus re-
proaches for observing the mote in his brother's eye, which is the
sin of brother flesh, a result of our heredity, a faulty upbringing,
the pressure of social circumstances, the influence of the devil,
and a large number of imponderable factors. But the hypocrisy of
the understanding lies in the fact that it does not come down from
the lofty pinnacle from which it judges all things and all men, in
order to observe the beam in its own eye—its false criteria of
truth, its selfishness, its passion, its ignorance of condemning
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beam is in the eye of reason, is that reason cannot remove the
mote from its brother's eye, but is merely content to reproach
him for it, and make life intolerable for him.
"Try to conquer sin by making an indirect attack on it. In the
heart, Satan is strong, because he provides the heart with
pleasures. Here it is difficult to overcome him. In the reason he is
weak, because here he creates only difficulties. 'Be ye transformed
by the renewing of your mind,' says Paul (Rom. 12.2). Jesus fought
His battle at Golgotha, which in Aramaic means 'The Place of
the Skull'. This is where you, too, must fight your battle. Make
every thought a captive, in obedience to Christ. Accept Him
as the criterion of truth. Superficial truth, which is easily grasped,
will not change men's hearts. The daily truth which you ponder
deeply, which you contantly chew over until it is transformed
within you, will undoubtedly change your life.
"The Talmud tells the story of the rabbi Akiba, who as a young
man was both ignorant and profane, and whose intelligence was
not fully developed. But he had a wife who had great faith in God,
and who asked her husband to sanctify himself and become a
teacher of the law. Akiba used to object: 'But I have no talent for
this.' She took him to a well, on the parapet of which the rope had
worn away the stonework, so that there was a small depression.
'Can you see this groove in the stone?' she said to him. 'The rope
is much softer than the stone, yet for many years it has worn away
at the hard stone, and formed a depression. Be like the rope—up
and down, up and down, always the same motion: the Scriptures
and prayer, the Scriptures and prayer. Even if the heart and
mind are as hard as stone, they will eventually be penetrated by
the Word of God.'
"Akiba listened to the words of his wife, and became one of
the great lights of Judaism; he was finally crowned with a
martyr's death. Do as he did ! Be zealous in thinking what is right
and Christian, and you will not need to run away from sin, for
sin will run away from you."
It was thanks to Feinstein, who had a beautiful singing voice,
that I was for the first time in my life introduced to Bach's hymn
"O sacred Head". The song went straight to my heart.
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Jewish day of repentance and fasting, I was in Feinstein's office.
My soul was greatly troubled, as indeed it had been from my
earliest childhood years. I said to Feinstein: "The demands of
Christianity are too extreme, they are impossible to fulfil. It is
written in the Bible that he who says that he is Christ's must
also live as Jesus lived. But is that possible? It's like asking a wolf
to live like a lamb, and then condemning it for not succeeding.
Since I have not been Christ through all eternity, since I was not
born of a virgin, since I have not had Jesus's especially chosen rnd
holy upbringing, since I have no clear perception of spiritual
realities, nor do I have His mind, since God's angels are not
continually ascending and descending upon me, since I do not
live in celibacy, nor am I a carpenter—how, then, should I be able
to live as He did? Must the snail run like the hare? From the little
I have seen of Christians so far, conversion for some means
merely making Jesus an interesting subject of conversion; it
does not mean that they are converted to be a Jesus in miniature.
At any rate I have not seen people of Jesus's type."
Feinstein answered with his inimitable smile: "Don't allow
yourself to be guided by what you see, because it is possible that
you do not see very well. The Jews who lived two thousand years
ago didn't see in Jesus anything that made Him worthy of honour,
despite the fact that He was the incarnation of God. Unless a man
is born anew he cannot see God's kingdom, even though it is per-
fectly incarnate in the man who is standing face to face with him.
"But is it not expected of us that we should be like Jesus, that
we should live like Him? The verse in St. John's Epistle to which
you referred—'He that saith he abideth in Him ought himself also
to walk' (i John 2.6)—does not make our belief absurd, it is
merely a warning to those who go round proudly declaring:
'I am in Christ.'
"There was once a country in which there were two great
painters. The country was divided into two: one half of the
population preferred one painter, the other part preferred the
other. The king of that country was asked to pronounce his
verdict. He had the marble hall in his palace divided into two by a
curtain; then he summoned the first painter, and ordered him to
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other painter an4 ordered him to paint on the opposite wall. The
first painter, who was just as talented as he was conceited, im-
mediately set to work and painted a great many beautiful things,
assisted by his pupils. The painter on the other side was a humble
man. He said to his pupils: 'It is foolish for me to try to compete
with my excellent rival. I cannot paint as he can. But I shall ask
you to do something else. Stay here from morning to evening,
and polish the marble until it shines.' And so it was done. On one
side of the curtain they painted, and on the other side they
polished the wall. On the appointed day, the king came to see the
work of the two painters. He admired the work of the first, and
declared that he had never seen more beautiful pictures. Then
he ordered the curtain to be pulled to one side, so that he might
see what the other painter had done. He stepped back in amaze-
ment. The pictures painted by the first artist were reflected in
the marble which had been polished by the other, and their
beauty was dazzling. The second painter received the prize.
"The moral of this story is very simple. Only a very proud
person could imagine himself capable of living like Jesus. The
commandment to live like Jesus did, like all the other command-
ments in the Bible, was not given to us so that we should fulfil it,
but merely so that we should understand—as a result of our
constantly unsuccessful attempts—that it is impossible for us to
accomplish it, and so that it should reveal to us the depth of our
sinfulness. We should not attempt to live like Jesus, but we should
daily 'polish' our hearts by concentrated meditation and by faith,
and then the beauty of Jesus will be reflected in us—it will give
a still more beautiful picture than the picture of His own life,
because the living Christ, incarnate in a human being who had
been broken and had gone astray, is more beautiful than the
Christ incarnate born of a virgin."
"No, no!" I cried, with tears in my eyes. "I do not want a
Jesus who has been calculated, explained, and believed in, but
a real Jesus. And the hope of ever having this Jesus seems to me
to be an impossible ideal." So saying, I ran out of Feinstein's
office, without taking leave of him.
He ran after me; I could not escape from him. I went into a
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suaded nie to accompany him that very evening to a prayer
meeting which was being held by a small group of Christians in
Bucharest, in the hall of the Anglican Mission to the Jews.
There, after most of the congregation had offered up prayers,
I was involuntarily lifted up by the Spirit. I was astonished to
hear myself for the first time praying aloud in a public gathering.
I heard my own words, but they did not seem to be words that
I had formulated. They sprang from the depths of my soul, to
which as a rule my ego cannot gain access. Proof that the depths
had been stirred was the fact that I prayed in Yiddish—the
centuries-old language of my people in their suffering, a
language which in other circumstances I never spoke.
I consider the eve of Yom-Kippur 1937 as the day of my
rebirth, because—this is obvious—the teaching of Jesus cannot
be written clearly on a page which already bears some other
writing. What is required is a complete break with the past, and
a completely new beginning, the starting point of which is a
constant and uncompromising siege of one's thinking.
The person who was most astonished at this change, a man
who had once been a militant atheist and an active participant in
the worst anarchic disturbances, was myself. My will was not
free when this change occurred. My hand was forced. Everything
is of the grace of God.
I believe that just as there is in nature a biological timetable
which governs the time when a young bird has to emerge from
its egg and when it has to migrate to another country, and to
return at a definite date, and just as there is a biological timetable
in man's physical life, so there is a spiritual timetable which is
also determined in the same way. For every person who is chosen
by God, there is a particular foreordained hour when he dis-
covers the Son of God, who has always been in him but who
has waited patiently for the moment when He is to reveal
Himself. In that particular hour, internal and external factors,
which have been prepared a long time ago, come together in
order to produce this rebirth.
Difficulties with some Christian traditions
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made this decision must discover the true face of Jesus among the
countless forgeries that have accumulated in the course of time;
he must decide for himself on one version of this face, in order
to be able to serve Him wholly and entirely, and without doubting
that he has chosen the right confession. I was very interested in
the difference between the confessions: I was anxious to be
well-informed before I commenced my life as a Christian.
But it was not easy to make a choice.
Throughout Church history there has been much vexation of
spirit, and striving for riches. In Jassy there is a Greek Orthodox
church which is so crammed with golden ikons, candlesticks, and
vessels that the only way they have discovered of guarding all
this wealth has been not to open the church for services. In this
way the words of St. Augustine have been fulfilled when he says
that religion has produced riches and fortunes, but the daughters
have consumed their mother.
There was striving for fame; there was the blind rage felt
by a theologian when he was contradicted or eclipsed by one
who was more attractive than himself; there was a storing up
of feuds and hatreds which lasted a whole lifetime—even several
centuries—without any respect for the beautiful proverb from
the Babylonian Talmud: "The sun has set and the day is clear."
The teaching of God has been made into a "crown to glorify
oneself with, and a spade to dig with," as the Talmud says. The
word of God has been used to promote transient political
interests, and to stifle the truth with misdeeds.
The different ways of thinking, which could have led to a very
fruitful competition in the study of the word of God if only the
royal law, the law of love, had been kept, combined with repulsive
sins to replace the Church, the one Church, with many con-
fessions, some of which allow themselves to be guided by the
arrogant slogan formulated by Hitler: "Where we are, there is
no room for others." '
Between the various confessions flow the rivers of blood shed
during religious persecutions, not only in the past but also in
our own generation. During the last war the Rumanian Orthodox
Church violently persecuted not only Jews, at the killing of
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that is to say, Baptists, Brethren, Adventists and the like,
thousands of whom were imprisoned.
The convert seeks in vain for "the House of the Father",
the Church that was founded by Jesus. In its place he finds
many other churches with barbarian names, which the one-time
carpenter, Jesus, would not even have understood: Catholic,
Orthodox, Lutheran, Baptist, and many others.
As far back as the fourth century St. Epiphanius, when he
spoke about the Audians—members of a sect, founded by a
certain Audius, who insisted that God has a body like that of a
man—declared: "It is a terrible thing that a member of the
Church should change the name of the Christians while the
Church only rejoices when Christians bear the name of Christ
and reject all other designations. But instead of bearing the name
of Christ, they bear the name of the founder of their sect, and as
a sign they have the name of a human being. This is in-
admissible."
This warning went unheeded: we still have confessions that
bear strange names, and the soul of the bride wanders around like
one who has lost her way, while she seeks her bridegroom.
One wonders whether the astronauts would have ventured
into space if twenty scientists had submitted their calculations,
all with divergent results, and had told them contradictory things
from the world of physics. They were launched into space,
relying on the accurate data of science and mathematics. But how
should we fly to the Throne of God, when the trumpets of the
different confessions produce such discordant noises, and each
one destroys confidence in everything that the others have said?
It was in this labyrinth that I had to find my way.
Let me describe a few episodes. I trust that the reader will
forgive me if, in doing so, I cite some examples of human frailty.
One of Melanchthon's biographers wrote: "Anyone who con-
siders it shameful to discover anything worth criticising in great
and famous men, entertains too high an opinion of human beings,
since God alone is privileged to be faultless. Human nature is
incapable of this." As the reader will soon discover, I find a great
deal of good, too, in the various confessions and their leaders,
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I was once in Sinaia, with one of my brothers-in-law, who was
later converted. We were visiting the Orthodox monasteries in
the town. It was the day after Easter Monday. We knocked at
one of the gates, and an old monk admitted us.
"What do you want?" he asked.
"Father, we have come to ask what we must do to be saved."
"You are unlucky, because today of all days I have drunk
too much."
"It is Easter, Father. Have you not found a worthier way of
celebrating Easter than by getting drunk?" I asked, no longer
concerned with my original errand, which was to seek enlighten-
ment from him.
"Young man," the monk answered, with a merry laugh, "I
have drunk according to the commandment of the Scriptures,
since I have not drunk alone but in company with.two or three
other brethren. For it is written that 'where two or three are
gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them,'
as the Saviour said."
I had come to learn, but I was now compelled to assume the
role of teacher, and to teach him the most elementary things.
"Father, I believe that when Jesus said that He would be
together with His people, where two or three were gathered, he
was referring to a gathering of people who had come to do good
deeds or to pray, not to get drunk."
With a humility which impressed me, he answered: "Do you
know, young man, you are right?" and he invited us into his
cell, as we had been standing talking on the threshold.
This monk was a man accustomed to drinking. The wine had
not gone to his head, and it was possible to talk to him.
I repeated my question: "What should I do to be saved?"
"Are you rich?"
"I am neither rich nor poor. I have what I need. But why do
you ask?"
"The rich man is easily saved. He gives money to the Church
and to the needy, and he goes to Heaven. But it is difficult for
a poor man to be saved, since he has nothing to give."
The man to whom I had gone in order to learn the way of
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I asked him: "But what role does Jesus play in our salvation?"
He answered: "I know nothing about that."
Once again I asked: "But Father, do you not say in the
liturgy: 'This is my blood, the blood of the new covenant,
which is shed for many for the forgiveness of sins'? Is it not
true that the blood the Saviour shed on the Cross cleanses us
of our sins?"
The old monk started up and exclaimed: "Do you know,
young man, you are very enlightened?"
There was obviously no point in asking him to guide me. A
Christian Jew, who was still trying to find the way, had helped
the old monk to take the first steps along this very road.
I was in the office of Bishop X. At his side were two of his
advisers, priests. I told him who I was, and of my wish to be
guided in the labyrinth of the many different confessions.
When he heard tfeat I was a Jew, the bishop burst out laughing :
"Ha, ha, ha. Dumb Jew! Have you ever heard a more pre-
sumptuous dirty Jew, wanting to be a Christian?" The two
priests at his side joined deferentially in his laughter.
I was prepared for a reception of this kind. Feinstein had told
me of another bishop who raised his crozier to strike him when
he heard that he was a Christian Jew.
This was not surprising. Bishops and priests had been
nourished on the so-called holy tradition, on the writings of the
Church fathers; that is, if they had ever read them. But many
of the "holy Church fathers", often so-called quite fraudulently,
were rabid anti-Semites.
St. Cyril personally conducted a pogrom against the Jews.
The houses of Jews were destroyed, and their inhabitants driven
out of Alexandria. As an excuse for this "holy" bishop, it may
be mentioned that he did not persecute only Jews: he behaved
just as outrageously against his own colleagues in his see. He was
also involved in the murder of the philosopher Hypatia in a
church.
St. John Chrysostom declared: "I know that a great many
Christians have a certain reverence for the Jews and their
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opinions of this kind, which are fraught with danger. I have
previously declared that the synagogue is worth no more than
a theatre." He then proceeds to call the synagogue "a whore-
house", "a den of thieves", and so on, and concludes: "In their
shamelessness and greed the Jews exceed even the pigs and the
goats . .. The Jews are possessed of demons and delivered into
the hands of unclean spirits. Instead of greeting them and doing
them the honour of addressing a few words to them, you must
turn your backs on them, and avoid them like the pestilence and
a plague to humanity."
St. Ambrose insisted that the Jews, as the enemies of Christ,
cannot claim just treatment—they are not under the protection
of the law. Ambrose threatened to excommunicate the Emperor
if he sided with some Jews who had been unjustly treated. The
mild Bernard of Clairvaux was furious, and lodged an official
protest, when Anacletus II was elected Pope, because one of his
grandparents had been a Jew. The doctrine held by another
Church father is briefly set out in the Abbé Gayragand's book on
The Antisemitism of St. Thomas Aquinas: "The Jew is the enemy
of Jesus. In a Christian country Jews must be treated as a foreign
and hostile race, and must be deprived of every political right
accorded to the citizens. They must, however, be allowed to
practise their religion without being punished for it, since they
are living testimonies to our Lord's suffering. For this reason
they are scattered about in all the countries of the world,
suffering just punishment for their terrible crime, so that they
can witness to our redemption." Until recently, every Good
Friday, worshippers in the Catholic Church prayed for the
"perfidious Jews". This formula has now been omitted from
Roman Catholic services, but in the anti-Semitic writings of
their Church fathers future priests continue to imbibe this
doctrine.
It was normal for the disciples of the "holy" fathers to laugh
at me. In so doing they were following in the footsteps of their
teachers.
I rose from the chair in which I was sitting, strode over to the
bishop's desk, and struck it with my clenched fist. "Aren't you
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laugh at a Jew because he believes in Jesus. What nationality
was Jesus? And His Mother? And the Apostles? You fill your
churches with pictures of 'dirty' Jews, yet you laugh at Jews.
Do you not fear God?"
The bishop was a little man, and I am very tall. When his
advisers saw me gesticulating violently, they were afraid that I
might strike him, and they got ready to restrain me. But the
bishop waved them aside, and called out: "Stop! Let him be!
There is good in this young man. I wish to speak with him."
The conversation which then ensued was calm. He congratu-
lated me on the new path on which I had set my feet. He was also
anxious that I should win over other Jews to Christ. But there
would have been no point in asking him in any detail about this
path.
The Orthodox priest in the parish to which I belonged was
sitting in the yard in front of his house. When I told him I was
a Jew who believed in Jesus, he set his dogs on me.
I could describe numerous encounters of this kind with
Orthodox priests, but it would be pointless. Such men have no
right to the title of shepherd, instituted by Jesus to lead the
Church of Christ. Anyway, I am convinced that Jesus never
instituted a separate clergy. AU disciples of Jesus are priests.
I have studied the dogma taught by the Greek Orthodox
Church, and have found that it contains a great many falsehoods.
Personally, it would never have occurred to me to join this
Church. Its ritual used at the baptism of a Jew compels the
convert to spit three times and declare: "I deny, curse and spit
on Jews," in other words on his own parents, brothers and sisters
and all his family. I know of cases where the person who was
being baptised fainted during the ceremony when compelled to
pronounce this curse. One Jewish man was quite incapable of
uttering a word.
Furthermore, as soon as the Fascist regime had been estab-
lished in Rumania, the Holy Synod of the Greek Orthodox
Church declared that no Jew should be received into the Church.
What wretched person can have placed this barrier in the way of
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after all, once said: *'I am not sent but to the lost sheep of the
house of Israel*' (Matt. 15.24). In fairness, I must say that I have
since met Orthodox priests who were saints, but my early
experiences were bad.
In my search for the right Church the facts which proved to
my satisfaction which was not the true Church proved an
important step in the right direction.
People call me a Lutheran. The Lutheran Church is a
remarkable one, a Church which exists against the wishes of
the man who founded it.
This is what Luther wrote: "To establish and to follow many
sects and multitudes in the faith is tantamount to dividing God
into many gods, and to giving Him many names. Â sect is nothing
but a schism, which is forbidden by God, from the true, universal,
invisible Church, an act committed by an earthly being. I do not
approve of the doctrine and the people that are called Lutheran,
and yet I must suffer that God's word should be mocked
in this way by my name. I pray that my name may not be
mentioned, and that men should call themselves not Lutherans
but Christians. Why should I, a putrid bag filled with maggots,
deserve that the Children of Christ should bear my wretched
name? No one must say: 'I am a Lutheran' or 'I am a Papist', for
neither Luther nor the Pope died for us, and neither of them was
our teacher, but Christ alone was our teacher. For this reason we
should call ourselves Christians."
In his table talks he said: "Let the Devil take Luther, if he
can. Christ shall live."
Nevertheless, the Lutheran Church exists, and from Luther
it has inherited anti-Semitic doctrines which come to light as
soon as appropriate conditions exist.
You cannot ask a Jew to be pro-Hitler. How can you expect
him to be a Lutheran, when Luther wrote in a letter to his wife,
who also despised the Jews profoundly: "I must now deal with
the expulsion of the Jews. Count Albrecht is their enemy, and
he has also opposed them, but as yet no one is dealing with them.
If it is God's will, I shall assist Count Albrecht from the pulpit,
and I too shall oppose them. I am drinking Naumburger beer
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I have selected a mild passage; there are others in which he
openly incites his readers to kill Jews—just as he had incited them
to kill Catholics, peasants and Anabaptists. He criticised the
Inquisition because it had not subjected his former friend,
Thomas Münzer, to sufficient torture.
When I was converted, the bishop of the Lutheran Church in
Rumania was a pro-Hitler man by the name of Stadel, who
preached a combination of Christianity, racialism and National
Socialism. Anyone who entered the vestry of a Lutheran church
was greeted with a "Heil Hitler"—"Heil to the murderer of
millions of Jews".
In truth, this Church did not represent Christ either.
The Lutheran churches in Scandinavia and Holland rose
gallantly to the occasion during the difficult years experienced
by the Jews, and this is to their credit. But in doing so they were
obeying another Luther.
Luther was something of a split personality. He also wrote
some very beautiful things about the Jews: "We should not treat
the Jews so badly, because among them are future Christians. If
we were to live in a Christian manner and bring them to Christ
with goodness, this would be the right thing to do. Who will
become a Christian when he sees Christians acting in such an
unchristian manner towards men? Not so, dear Christians. Let
us tell them the truth with goodness. If they do not want it, give
them peace. We give peace to so many Christians who do not care
about Christ and do not listen to His words ... If I had been a
Jew and had seen such fools and idiots leading and teaching the
Christian faith, I would rather have become a pig than a Christian.
If the apostles, who also were Jews, had treated us, the Gentiles,
as we treat the Jews, no Gentile would ever have become a
Christian."
I will not tell of my experiences with Catholicism, which is
changing so much just now, even beyond what Luther would
have hoped. The Second Vatican Council has absolved the Jews
of the guilt of killing Jesus. The Crucified had absolved them long
before with the words, "No man taketh [my life] from me, but I
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Council would have done better to have apologised for killing the
Jews over the centuries. To be fair, I should add that it is not
only Christians who have hated and killed Jews. It has also some-
times been the other way round. Jews such as Trotsky in Russia,
Rakosi in Hungary and Anna Pauker in Rumania killed many
Christians, though not from religious motives. And in any case,
hatred on one side is no excuse for hatred on the other.
As time went on, all the great Christian confessions seemed
to me to be a Babel. They bore no resemblance to the Church
that Jesus left behind, as described in the Acts of the Apostles:
"And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and
of one soul : neither said any of them that ought of the things which
he possessed was his own; but they had all things common. And
with great power gave the apostles witness of the resurrection of
the Lord Jesus, and great grace was upon them all. Neither was
there any among them that lacked : for as many as were possessors
of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things
that were sold, and laid them down at the apostles' feet: and
distribution was made unto every man according as he had need"
(Acts 4.32-35).
"And they continued steadfastly in the apostles' doctrine and
fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers. And fear
came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done
by the apostles... And they, continuing daily with one accord in
the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat
their meat with gladness and singleness of heart, praising God,
and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the
church daily such as should be saved" (Acts 2.42-43, 46-47).
The great confessions are not the historical successors of the
first Church. But the glorious beams from the light of Jesus
penetrate even the densest cloud. The gospel breaks through the
obstacles which these confessions have set up, and brings
salvation to men and women, even to those who follow an
erroneous religious system. But the great Church congregations
cannot prove effective instruments for the salvation of Israel.
Israel will never come to Christ through them.
I felt, and still feel, at home in pietistic circles. Even before I
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I felt a sense of brotherhood with every child of God who had
been born anew.
I found brothers and sisters of this kind in "The Army of the
Lord", a religious movement within the Orthodox Church. I
have met brethren in the faith among Roman Catholic priests
and laymen who loved Christ with all their heart, and who did
things which I considered wrong, merely because they thought
Jesus had prescribed them. In the same way I have met many
brethren in the Lutheran Church, and in other Protestant
denominations.
Could I ever forget the Greek Orthodox Archimandrite
Scriban, who throughout the most violent anti-Semitic perse-
cutions was ready day and night to help us, intervening on our
behalf on countless occasions? This man, who had been head of
the theological seminary, and most of whose former students
were now priests in Bucharest, rebuked those at the head of the
Ministry of Culture whenever they made life difficult for us,
dismissing us as "dirty Jews". "Is this what I taught you?" he
would ask. "Was not Jesus, too, a 'dirty Jew'? And was not the
Mother of our Lord ä 'dirty Jewess'?"
Among the Lutherans, could I ever forget Bishop Friedrich
Müller, the staunch friend of Christian Jews? Or the Norwegian
Lutheran clergyman Magne Solheim, head of the Norwegian
Israel Mission in Rumania, whose life consisted of nothing but
preaching the Word of Christ to the Jews from morning till
night, and exerting every effort to help them in their hour of
misery?
I have no space to mention the many who acted as these did.
God's children, no matter to what denomination they be-
longed, were close to me. But I have felt most at my ease among
those who have left the great denominations. The hard facts I
discovered in the big denominations destroyed the picture of
Christ which I had in my heart: I rediscovered this picture in
the small Christian groups.
That they were not numerous was no disadvantage as far as
I was concerned. I knew that God looks at the heart of man, and
not at the number of men. Gregory of Nazianzus declared:
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their thousands, but God counts those who accept salvation.
Men count insignificant dust, He the instruments of grace."
The pietistic circles which exist within the large denominations
and in the sects are the only Christian groups in Rumania whose
hands are not soiled with Jewish blood. During the persecutions
they assisted, sheltered and rescued Jews. With them it is easiest
and best to preach the gospel of Christ to the Jews.
But even among them there were disputes. People of profound
faith disagreed among themselves on trivial interpretations of
Bible texts.
Believers quarrel over things about which they really know
nothing. I have heard that in the Middle Ages there were two
believers who were condemned by the Inquisition to be burnt
at the stake. They asked to be bound back to back, so that they
should not look one another in the eye, as each of them regarded
the other as a heretic.
When I heard this story, I thought it was an exaggerated
legend. Later on, in prison, I saw people who gave their lives for
the same gentle Jesus, but who would not even say "Good
morning" to one another, because they belonged to different
confessions, or to two different groups within the same con-
fession. We all allow such things to be done, without realising
how difficult it will be for us to give an account of the sin we have
committed, the sin of making it difficult for those who seek the
truth to find it.
I, and other Jews with me, were almost in despair when we
,tried to find our way through the chaos of religious differences.
So far I have not discovered a single Christian organisation
which is qualified to tackle the task of preparing the world for
the Kingdom of God, and making disciples of all nations. Not a
single one of them takes this task seriously, striving towards it
according to a definite strategic plan. Many of their efforts are
wasted in trivial everyday affairs.
The grace of God helped us to overcome these difficulties,
prevented us from losing our way in petty things, and helped us
to understand the most important passages in the New Testa-
ment, which are so clear, and which alone by their teaching and
the practice of this teaching, can bring the Jews to Christ:

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"Love is the fulfilling of the law" (Rom. 13.10).
"For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this: Thou
shalt love thy neighbour as thyself" (Gal. 5.14).
"Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should
do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the
prophets" (Matt. 7.12).
"Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with
all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great
commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love
thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang
all the law and the prophets" (Matt. 22.37-40).
Despite the fact that the Bible contains numerous passages
which state that God commanded circumcision, we know that
Paul rejected these holy words, declared the commandment null
and void, and wrote: "For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision
availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision, but a new creature"
(Gal. 6.15).
Should not we, too, be in a position to maintain that the various
doctrines which separate us, although they are based on im-
portant passages in the Bible, really mean nothing? Instead, we
must become "new creatures", people who rebuild their lives on
the principle of love, the principle which Jesus gave us an
example to follow. If Luther was able to write as much as four
centuries ago: "Jesus did not command us to confess, but gave
us all liberty, so that he who so desired could avail himself of
confession... You will not be condemned by God if you do not
confess ... All sacraments must be free; he who does not desire
to take the Holy Communion, is entitled by God not to do so,"
how much more should we in the twentieth century be able to
distinguish what is most important in the doctrine of the Bible-
love—from what is less important!
The spiritual condition of most Jews, especially young people,
may be described as religious indifference. Our theological dis-
cussions will surely not help to stir up enthusiasm in them. Our
sermons leave them indifferent. Dogmas do not move their
hearts.
But it is not in these dogmas that Christianity is to be found.
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His disciples should be recognised. Love leaves no normal person
indifferent. The Jews, more than any other people, are thirsting
for love. If love were our religion, then their indifference would
melt away.
For my own part, after seeking long, to right and left, I have
found what I am seeking: my confession is love. My brothers
and sisters are all those who love one another, no matter to what
denomination they belong. My Lord is Jesus, because He is the
incarnation of love. "God is love" and "every one that loveth
is born of God" (i John 4.8, 7).
The Cross of Christ demonstrates the catastrophic results of
violating the law of love. Hate crucified truth and the Deity. But
at the same time the Cross of Christ is an expression of God's
love. Because He loves, Christ takes upon Himself the sins of
His murderers, and gives them an opportunity of starting life
afresh. This truth, of which I have been allowed to partake, has
given me freedom with regard to Christian confessions. I can
decide as I like whether I wish or do not wish to join any one of
them. They provide the background against which I can exercise
the religion of Christ, the religion of love. I am now in a position
to worship in churches and assemblies belonging to all con-
fessions. On one and the same day I have preached to Orthodox,
Catholics, Lutherans and Pentecostalists.
If you want the truth, you must renounce attitudes and
opinions, for every attitude and opinion is also a blind spot
which makes you quite incapable of understanding other views
and opinions apart from your own. Reality knows itself, because
there is spirit in it. Christ is the truth, He is the reality, as it
knows itself, without being distorted by being looked at through
prisms or from different angles.
Most of the Christian Jews who have subsequently comprised
our congregation, have adopted the same interdenominational
attitude, despite the fact that our church was formally Lutheran.
It was known as "The Church of Love". Pastor Solheim's
greeting was "Love". We were the only church in Rumania
which—long before the modern ecumenical trend—had men of
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/ am baptised and my wife is toon for the Lord
In my wife I have truly found what the Bible describes as "a
helper who is his like". There is a certain value in celibacy, but
I have also noticed that the competence of many labourers in
God's vineyard has been to a large extent due to the fact that
they had found an excellent helpmeet in their wives. St. John
Chrysostom cannot have known our wives, otherwise this holy
father could never have recorded the monstrous statement that
"woman is a necessary evil and a deadly fascination".
. It is obvious that a woman is a worthy helpmeet if her husband
does not browbeat hen We could all take Adam as an example
of a good husband. Because of Eve, he lost à paradise, but he
did not say a word of reproach to her—whereas we abuse our
wives for the merest trifle.
At first, I had difficulties with my wife. When I left home to be
baptised, she wanted to commit suicide. My mother fainted
when she heard of my decision. Thus I grievously offended
two beloved persons when I went to receive my baptism.
At that time I thought it right; I should not advise anyone
now to behave in the same way. If one is to witness and to suffer
for Christ, it is not right to renounce this for the sake of another
person. But some Jews are not so prejudiced against Jesus as
they are against baptism. They have too many painful memories
of the time when the Inquisitors dragged the Jews by their
beards to baptism, under the threat of death. They remember
so often that their forefathers cut the throats of their own
children, after pronouncing a blessing, in order to save them in
this way from forced baptism. All too many Jews allowed them-
selves to be baptised in order to deny their people. This resulted
in an emotional antipathy which can be easily understood. I
once knew an old Jewess, who was a faithful follower of Jesus,
but who had a strong antipathy against pronouncing the word
"baptism". She used to say: "I still have to fulfil this matter."
Complexes of this kind must be carefully dealt with. The duty
to love is greater than the duty to be baptised. A person should
never be in a hurry to be baptised, before his family is familiar
with the idea, and realises what it involves and means. The
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witness not forthe sign of baptism, but for Him who gave it to
us. It is wrong for a missionary to make it a point of honour to
baptise as many Jews as possible.
But at that time I was of a different mind. I went to my
baptism, leaving behind a weeping wife and a sorrowing mother.
I cannot say into what confession I was baptised. My
baptism took place in the chapel of the Lutheran Norwegian
Israel Mission, the head of which was a Free Church Christian,
Feinstein. The act of baptism was carried out by Brother Ellison,
who had been an Anglican priest, but had left that Church after
being baptised a second time as an adult. He continued neverthe-
less to conduct services in the Anglican mission. Chaos has
become a commonplace in Christianity, as Jesus's last plea is
ignored: "I pray . . . that they all may be one" (Johni 7.21).
It was sufficient for me to know that Ellison was a true-hearted
disciple of Jesus, as were the others who assisted at my baptism.
Two other Jews were baptised with me. One of them,
Blitzstein, was a former Communist. The other was a much
abused man. He was small of stature, and was married to a wife
twice his size, who would assault him every Sunday on his
return from the service. The wretched man continued to attend
our meetings, and was regularly beaten up. After his baptism I
saw to it that his hair was thoroughly dried in front of the stove,
so that she should not realise that he had been baptised. Had
she guessed, she would almost certainly have killed him.
One Sunday, late at night after he had gone to bed, Feinstein
heard a knock at his door, and when he opened it he saw this
brother standing there, as pale as a ghost. He asked what had
happened. The man answered, completely heartbroken: "I have
forfeited my salvation. Today my wife beat me more than ever
before. I could stand it no longer, and I slapped her face." With
a twinkle in his eye, Feinstein replied: "Well, seeing you have
forfeited your salvation, why didn't you at least give her a proper
beating, so that she would have something to remember you by?"
Later on, this Xantippe was also baptised, but she did not remain
steadfast in the faith.
Our baptism took place in a very cordial atmosphere. Ellison,
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received robes of white, and it is your duty to keep them pure."
Feinstein, who was more down-to-earth in his approach, also
preached: "You are human beings, and you will still sin like all
human beings. You will not keep your robes white, but when
you do sin, go immediately to Jesus so that He can cleanse you
of your stains."
After the ceremony was over, late that evening when everyone
had gone to bed, I was unable to sleep. That night I read The
Mysteries of the Cross by Tohoyiko Kagawa, a Japanese Christian
who had devoted not only his entire fortune, but his life and all
his knowledge, to help the poor of Japan.
The house where my baptism took place is no longer a chapel.
The Communist State now uses it for an entirely different
purpose. I am sad to think that I have not been able to see it for
many years. Saint Louis, King of France, used to make an annual
pilgrimage to the village church at Poissy, where he had been
baptised. He used to say: "In this place I received the Crown
of Life, while in Rheims I received the royal crown—which has
only occasioned me much labour and many cares."
When I returned home after my baptism, I found that my
wife had altered. During my absence she had carefully examined
her life, and had now taken a big step forward. I still took her
with me to secular gatherings, whenever she wanted to go, but
she felt more and more out of place there. Late one evening,
on our return from a party of this kind, she said to me : "I should
like to wake the pastor, so that he can baptise me, and cleanse
me of all my impurity."
Not long after this, Ellison baptised her, too. She has been
compelled to suffer a great deal since that time. She spent some
years in prison; she was separated from her husband for as many
years as Jacob served for Rachel. All the sufferings and sorrows
of the Christians were hers, too, but she considered that all her
worries had been of a few days' duration, because she loved.

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FOR CHRIST
Clarutza
At the time of my conversion there were small groups of
Christian Jews in Bucharest, Galatz, Jassy and other towns.
Among them were souls who had reached a very high spiritual
level.
In Bucharest, the Anglican Church Mission was active,
under the guidance of the Reverend J. Adenay, a clergyman
with a rare depth of faith and spirit of sacrifice.
Gradually the number of Christian Jews grew. The first
soul I won for the Lord was Clarutza, a young girl of about
sixteen. Her great-grandfather had been a Greek Orthodox
priest, who had been converted to Mosaic Judaism during a
movement of Judaisers which originated in the Ukraine at the
beginning of the last century. (A similar movement exists to
this day in Rumania among peasants who originally belonged
to a branch of the Adventists. Native Rumanian peasants are
circumcised and worship in the synagogues with a more burning
zeal than the Jews, many of whom, truth to say, show no
particular enthusiasm in carrying out their religious duties.)
This girl had been chosen by God to make good her great-
grandfather's error, by becoming a Christian. As soon as she
started attending our meetings, her parents began to persecute
her. They forbade her to meet with us. Then she decided
to start a hunger strike. She refused to eat until she was allowed
to go and visit her brethren in the faith. She fasted for three
days; on the fourth day, when her parents saw how weak she
had become, they told her she was free to go. "Not at all," she
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answered. "I shall continue my hunger strike, and I shall not
go until you come with me." After she had fasted for another
day, her parents yielded on this point too, and from then on
they regularly accompanied her to our meetings. '
Clarutza was young in the faith; but I, her spiritual father,
was also young in the faith. I, who had not yet been cured myself
began to cure others. It was bound to have consequences.
One day, while she was having a meal at our house, she
suddenly asked: "Brother, do you take a ticket in the lottery?"
I had a ticket in my pocket, but for a long time I had been
engaged in a spiritual struggle, because an inner voice had told
me that God's children are not allowed to indulge in a game of
chance—while at the same time the prospect of winning a large
sum tempted me considerably. My conscience had not been
appeased. Before I had time to consider, the answer came from
my lips: "No", when I should have said "Yes". This was not
the only lie I told at this time. Lying had become second nature
to me, and even after I had been converted it played many
tricks on me.
How I wished I could unsay the lie that had escaped my
lips, but it was no longer possible. Never in my life have I
regretted things I have not said, but I have often regretted words
I have said. It is a good thing to keep the door locked, and not
to let a word slip out. The man who does not take care to reduce
the volume of his spoken words, has not been converted.
Pride, and maybe fear too, fear of undermining the confidence
which this young girl had in me, prevented me from putting
things right immediately. For a week afterwards I found it
impossible to pray. When I knelt down to recite "Our Father",
I seemed to hear a voice answering: "Liar".
It is said that when the Roman general Titus, who afterwards
became Emperor, was besieging Jerusalem in the year A.D. 71,
and starvation and plague broke out in the city, the rabbi
Johanan ben Zacai, one of the Jewish leaders, broke through
the lines and made his way to Titus's tent, where he knelt before
the general and said: "Lord, spare this city, where there are
so many women and innocent children!" Titus answered: "You
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asked in astonishment. "The lie," answered Titus, "is the first
word you said. You called me 'Lord'. If I am Lord, why do you
not open the gates of the city and receive me with triumphal
arches and flowers? If I am Lord, why do you not obey
me?"
In the same way, the first word we offer in our prayers is a
lie. We say "Father" to Him whose commandments we do not
fulfil. We lie, although the Father offers us the truth.
In the anguish of my soul, I went to Tudor Popescu, who at
that time was the "senior" believer among us in Rumania. He
had once been an Orthodox priest, but like Luther he had had
the courage to oppose his Church's hierarchy, and to preach
the true gospel. For this reason he had been expelled from the
Church. But thousands of believers followed him, and he was
now a leading personality in Christian circles in Rumania. He
was a sincere friend of Christian Jews, and he preached to the
Jews with great blessing.
I told this old brother of my affliction, and asked him what
I should do. I told him of my fear that if I confessed to the girl
that I had lied to her—I who had planted the seed of the love of
Christ in her—then perhaps she would lose her faith.
Tudor Popescu answered: "You are right to be afraid. The
least sin a man commits may prove a stumbling-block to another
soul, and condemn that soul to perdition. For this reason you
must be more vigilant another time. Nevertheless, my advice
is that you should simply confess to her that you have lied. If,
as a consequence of this, the girl loses her faith, then this will
show that she was not one of the chosen ones of the Lord. You,
on the other hand, will continue in the way of the Lord,
fulfilling His commandments."
This experience revealed to me how profitable it is for
believers to confess their sins not only to God, but also to a
wise brother, who can give them advice. The biblical word for
confession is exomohgeo, which means "to confess outwardly".
It is not wise for us to wallow in our own sin, and allow it to
remain within us until it chokes our spiritual life.
I called Clarutza to me; I placed her in a comfortable chair
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to forgive me. She listened earnestly, and said: "This time I
shall forgive you, but you must not do it again."
Full of joy that the burden had fallen from me, I related this
to all who were present at the meeting the following Sunday.
Immediately, one after the other, Christian Jews stood up and
confessed various lies, dishonesties, and thefts, and this con-
fession proved a great blessing to us all.
If a believer from another nation had been present and heard
all these confessions, he would have received a very poor
impression of the moral standard of the Christian Jews—and
he would have been right.
In judging the moral condition of Christian Jews, one
should first consider what is its cause. The great Christian
church communities, with their many faults, have one in-
disputable good—they educate men and women in the belief that
Christ is the Saviour. If a longing for God is aroused in the
average Rumanian, Frenchman or German, he should have no
problem in finding the road that leads to God. It is quite natural
for him to turn to Christ as the Saviour. It would not occur to
him to have to make a choice between Christ, Krishna or
Mohammed.
Those who have not had the advantage of being born of
Christian parents are in an entirely different situation. When a
longing for God is aroused in them, they are offered the way
of their own religious tradition—Mosaic, Mohammedan,
Buddhist or Hindu. If they hear the gospel, a large proportion
of their spiritual energy must be employed in overcoming the
old prejudices against Christianity and the love of the religion
into which they were born. They must overcome great intel-
lectual difficulties before they can accept what must appear
sheer madness to the human mind and logic—that my sins have
been atoned for by the death of a carpenter on a cross two
thousand years ago ; because this carpenter, who made glue and
doors, and sold his goods, just as all carpenters do, was really
God, incarnate in man. And what is more, those who believe
in Him are regarded by God not as sinners who have been for-
given, but as though they had never sinned. In the sight of God
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commandments as Jesus Christ himself, says the Heidelberg
Catechism.
Still more spiritual energy is wasted when a Jew becomes a
Protestant, because no one Protestant speaks with sufficient
authority, and you cannot therefore simply follow in his foot-
steps. From the pulpit and in their writings Protestants fight
against other Protestants. What one says is contradicted by
others. Thus a Jew inevitably wastes a great deal of his spiritual
energy before he discovers the truth. People who are Christian
by birth are saved a great deal of this trouble.
No man, however, has unlimited stores of spiritual energy.
The more energy he spends on one thing, the less he has left
for anything else. The consumption of spiritual energy which
is required to liberate him from traditional emotions derived
from the religion of his people, and to solve the intellectual
difficulties that face him, is so great that little is left for the
struggle on the moral front.
Anyone who reads the Epistles of Paul carefully will note
that this was the situation among the converts in the first
congregations. Even Paul himself, a great believer, complained
about his thorn in the flesh.
The low moral standards of Christian Jews, of converts from
other non-Christian religions and from atheism must be under-
stood and accepted as an inevitable reality. The strong souls,
those who have reached a high moral level—some because they
have centuries of Christian influence behind them—must
patiently and lovingly welcome the weaker brethren who are
making their first steps on the new road of love. They belong to
a race which for two thousand years has been separated from its
Lord. Older Christians must not be frightened by the many and
grievous lapses which the Jewish Christians suffer, nor by any
relapse.
Clarutza gave us great joy.
Once she went with us to the summer resort of Sinaia. I went
to call on the abbot of the monastery, and asked for permission
to sell gospels and other Christian literature outside the church
on Sunday morning. He was far too lazy to investigate whether
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Church, compared to the Roman Catholic Church, is like a
village without any dogs. Its priests have fallen asleep. This
allows great scope for evangelical work within its walls—
occasionally, too, under the protection of its leaders, who take
no interest in what is going on under their roof. So we set up
a stall with Protestant literature right in front of the church
entrance, where those who came to worship at this time of year
belonged to the élite of Rumania, since Sinaia was the King's
summer residence.
Our stall was surrounded by a great crowd. They were
astonished, having never seen a gospel, because the Greek
Orthodox Church does not place these books in the hands of
believers. I had copies of St. John's Gospel, beautifully bound.
Churchgoers, even monks, asked whether it had been written
by John the Baptist, of whom they had heard. Clarutza stood
by my side, and our books sold like hot cakes; we could hardly
satisfy the demand.
On several occasions a police constable patrolled the fringe
of the crowd. We looked like suspicious characters. It is a highly
debatable point whether all criminals have typical character-
istics, but at that time in Rumania one was justified in assuming
that faces so typically Jewish obviously suggested that a
crime was in the offing; and the two of us looked decidedly
Jewish.
The police constable came nearer, and asked me politely
what my name was. I answered him pointedly: "Richard
Wurmbrand." He was somewhat taken aback, as it sounded
German. It was a name I might well have borne in common with
any of Hitler's supporters. He retired, with a salute.
A little further off he paused, and looked back at us. Our
faces were hardly what he would have described as typically
Aryan. He approached once again, and asked us to produce our
identity cards. This was our undoing. At that time our identity
cards specified our ethnic origins; and we were guilty of having
the same ethnic origins as Jesus, whom the policeman, too,
worshipped.
It is hard to describe the uproar that followed. He started to
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our church and our gospel!" A crowd soon gathered. When the
people inside the church heard the noise, they came out, and
when they heard that the gospel had been desecrated by Jews
they demanded their money back, as they refused to read any-
thing written by a Jew. The hubbub increased. One Orthodox
lady who knew us, had the courage to stand up in public and
call out aloud to those who were standing on the church steps:
"You should be ashamed of yourselves! Instead of rejoicing
with Jews who belong to the same people as Jesus, who love
Him, and give us His gospel, which our priests have not given
us, you are picking a quarrel with these innocent people!" The
others refused to listen to her; the abbot, to whom we had
appealed, excused himself and vanished. The result was that
we were arrested, and accused of the serious offence of daring
to sell Christian literature, that is, gospels written by Jews,
despite the fact that we were Jews.
We were taken to the police station. As it was Sunday morning
there was only one officer there, and we were left in his charge.
He told us that the police inspector would arrive and determine
our fate, and handed us over to a third person, omitting to tell
him that we were under arrest. The telephone rang, summoning
him to the scene of a traffic accident, which left only Clarutza,
myself, and a junior constable who did not know why we were
there. I asked Clarutza: "Are you frightened?"—"Far from it,"
she replied. "I am enjoying myself. It is lovely to have an
experience of this kind with Jesus." Calmly we awaited the
arrival of the police inspector.
When he arrived, without asking the permission of the
constable, I went up to him. I introduced myself, without
mentioning that I was a Jew, or that I had been arrested. I told
him: "I've come to sell religious literature in your town, and
I want to ask your permission first." "Have you a permit from
the Ministry of Culture?" he asked me. "No," I answered.
"Then I'm afraid you cannot sell your literature," the inspector
declared. I said: "Then I'll take my literature with me and go."
"Very good," he said, instructing the constable accordingly.
Without waiting for him to say any more, we disappeared.
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a good laugh when we thought of the face the inspector must
have made when he discovered that we had already sold our
literature and had been under arrest.
Clarutza was baptised. Shortly after her baptism she emigrated
with her parents to the Soviet Union, to escape from Fascism,
which was then flourishing in Rumania. She wrote to us from
Russia. Not long afterwards, the Fascists penetrated deep into
Russian territory. The Rumanian brethren, who were of one
mind and heart with us, went to look for her in the ghettoes that
were set up by the Hitlerites. In answer to our prayer the Greek
Orthodox Bishop Antim Nica and other monks went through
the ghettoes, giving help to the Jews, an act of mercy that might
well have cost them their lives. They found no trace of Clarutza.
Alba
Life had dragged Alba into the mire of sin. But Christ saved
her while she was still a young girl, perhaps about twenty years
old. Seldom have I met such an ardent soul as this daughter of
Israel.
One day she came to see me, and said: "Brother, you cannot
guess where I have been." I knew that she did unusual things,
and I was prepared for anything. "Brother, I've been to see
the renowned Rabbi X."
"What should you want of him?"
"I told him I was a great sinner, and asked him what I should
do to be saved. He was not used to questions of this kind, but
looked at me in astonishment over his glasses, and said: 'If up
till now you have done many evil things, then from now on you
must do good things.' I said: 'For the simple reason that God
has given me this day as a gift, I owe it to Him to do as many
good deeds as possible. But how can the good that I do today
atone for the evil I did yesterday? This will not appease my
conscience. What can I do?' The rabbi answered: 'The only
thing I can tell you to do is to do good.' I then put this question
to him: 'Is it not true that the blood shed by Jesus on the Cross
cleanses me of my former sin?' The rabbi, who had grown
suspicious, answered with another question: 'Is it not true that
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come from him. He preaches that the sacrifice which Jesus made
on the Cross purifies us from all our sins, and I have come to
ask you whether what he preaches is true.' Shaking his head,
the rabbi replied: 'Beliefs differ. Some believe in Moses,
others in Jesus, others in the Buddha or Mohammed. Everyone
according to his wish.' 'No,' I answered, 'Jesus cannot be
compared with any of the founders of other religions. It is
written of Jesus in the Song of Solomon: "My beloved is the
chiefest among ten thousand" (Song of Sol. 5.10). All honour
to all the founders of the great religions: they are not Jesus's
competitors. Jesus cannot be rivalled. The Scriptures call them
the Saviour's companions, as in the Song of Solomon 1.7, but
Jesus is unique among them.'"
Such was Alba.
She was always present at the street meetings which we held
at that time, and which in Rumania were an entirely new and
unusual phenomenon. She was tireless in the work of dis-
tributing- gospels to Russian soldiers, and in front of the
synagogues.
One of the pamphlets we distributed caused a considerable
stir. It was called The Meaning of the Easter Ritual. On the Jewish
Easter Eve a ritual is carried out by the master of the house
in every household; this ritual is called Afikoimen. An evening
meal is prepared, and everyone in the house, including guests,
partakes of it. The meal is called Seder. During this meal the
master of the house takes a dish containing three pieees of
matza or unleavened bread, which up till then have been
covered with a towel. A special prayer is said; the first piece of
matza is placed to one side. The second piece is broken (in
Poland it was customary to pierce it). The children are sent
out of the room, and then the broken piece is hidden. The
children return. All the grown-ups taking part in the meal have
to drink three goblets of wine, but before the third goblet is
drunk, the children are told to look for the hidden pieces of
bread. When they find them, they are given presents, and cries
of delight are uttered.
The pamphlet we distributed commented on this custom,
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bread represent the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost; thus
the second piece represents the second person of the Deity.
The breaking of bread signifies the body of our Saviour broken
on the Cross, the hiding signifies the burial. The three goblets
represent the three days he had to spend in the tomb, and the
rediscovery of the bread and the shouts of delight represent
the joy of the Resurrection.
It was then explained that Israel had received prophecies
foretelling the Messiah, both in writings and in symbolical
acts. Afikoimen is a symbolical act which has survived from the
pre-Christian era. Owing to their religious conservatism, the
religious Jews continue to practise it, but it is now an empty
husk, stripped of its contents. The Jews carry out this ritual
act without realising that it symbolises the sufferings and
resurrection of the Saviour. The pamphlet concluded with a
request to anyone who had a better explanation to let us have it.
Our pamphlets had a very attractive appearance. On the
outside was printed: Jewish Religious Library. If we had put
Christian Library, no Jew would have read them. The cover
was in the national colours of the Jews, white and blue, with
the Star of David.
Alba and the other brethren and sisters sold great quantities
of this pamphlet on the Eve of the Passover in front of the
synagogues.
The Jewish community and the Zionist papers, which
reviled me in practically every edition, fumed with rage, but
in a way that was very gratifying to .us, for under the heading
"A New Lie from Pastor Wurmbrand" they repeated the
essential points of our argument, and in this way those Jews
who had not read our booklet learned what it contained. After
the text had been reproduced, there followed such words of
abuse as "traitor", "mercenary lackey", "disgusting" and so on,
words which also convinced us of the need to examine ourselves
spiritually, and provided a serious warning from God that we
should beware of treading the slippery path to which these
terms of abuse might lead.
Alba could not bear the thought that her elder brother
hould be insulted. Without a word to us, she went to the

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editor of the newspaper and asked to speak to the author of the
article attacking me.
She told him: "I have read your article, and I should like to
know what is the real interpretation of the Afikoimen ritual.
"It is not the interpretation given by that traitor Wurmbrand."
"So I understand from your article. I should now like to ask
you respectfully if you could give me the true interpretation."
"It is quite different from the one which that disgusting
Wurmbrand has given."
"Would you be so kind as to tell me what it is?"
"Mr. Wurmbrand is a man who has sold himself."
"That may be so, but what is the true interpretation of
the ritual?"
Neither he nor anyone else could disprove our statements,
neither in this respect nor in any others. All that remained was
their abuse.
At night Alba and the others fixed posters on the walls of
houses and on fences, calling on the Jews to be converted.
During the cold winter nights placards were posted, bearing the
title: "Chrjstmas-the National Holiday of the Jews". The text
underneath stated that every nation gladly celebrates the
birthday of its great men, of whom they are proud. It was at
Christmas that the greatest man, He who is celebrated and
worshipped by all peoples, was born to the Jewish people.
Everyone honours the greatest Jew, only the Jews remain
indifferent to Him who is called in the Bible "The glory of
His people Israel". The posters advised the Jews once again to
relent, and to rejoice with other peoples at the Christmas
festival.
We were now the target of a new and furious attack.
A Zionist paper wrote: "Mr. Wurmbrand wishes to introduce
Christmas and other Christian customs among the Jews. As
he is very importunate, it is possible that he might finally
convince us. We shall adopt the various customs, including that
of coiiva (a cake which is distributed at funerals in the Greek
Orthodox Church). And the first coiiva we shall eat will be
at Mr. Wurmbrand's funeral."
This was a threat of death.

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Alba lived by our side: she shared with us in all our struggles,
all our dangers, and in all our battles she was in the front
line.
A poor alcoholic, a profoundly religious man, asked me to
heal him of his affliction. At that time I was still ignorant of the
technique of healing alcoholics by faith, which is very simple.
I was unsuccessful. But Alba would not give up. She went to
visit him in the tavern, where he was sitting in a drunken
stupor, and talked to him until he was converted and was
healed. He has since converted other souls to the faith, and
these again have converted others.
Let me at this point make a few general observations.
People with a burning desire to carry out missionary work
are apt to hurt the feelings of Jews, often causing a violent
reaction. It has been questioned whether this kind of missionary
work can be right. Even Jesus warned against proselytising
when He said: "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypo-
crites! For ye compass sea and land to make one proselyte, and
when he is made, ye make him twofold more the child of hell
than yourselves" (Matt. 23.15).
But all these considerations, both for and against, cannot
prevent people like Alba from being what they are at a particular
stage in their.development. Lamartine wrote:
Je chantais, mes amis, comme l'homme respire,
comme Voiseau gémit, comme le vent soupire
comme Veau murmure en coulant.
I sang, my friends, as a man breathes,
As the bird laments, as the wind sighs,
As the water murmurs when it flows.
The many Albas of this world speak about Jesus because it is
their nature to do so; no argument can make me stop breathing;
no argument can prevent those who love Jesus from witnessing
for Him, just as no argument can prevent some people reacting
violently to their witness instead of taking it calmly.
There are many different psychological types among human
beings; the extrovert, when he is converted, becomes a mission-

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ary, the introvert becomes a contemplative. God's law is one:
"Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should
do to you, do ye even so to them" (Matt. 7.12). With all my
heart I long that any man who is convinced that he possesses
a truth which can make me blessed here and in eternity should
spare no effort to tell it to me. We consider as normal com-
pulsory schooling, compulsory vaccination, forcing a child to
eat something good, even though he may not appreciate it.
Why then should we consider missionary activity as morally
unjustified? I am grateful to old Wölfkes because he showed me
the way, and it is my conviction that the children of God ought
to exercise their missionary activity likewise.
We, too, say to Jesus the words which Abner, the captain of
the host, once said to David: "I will arise and go, and will
gather all Israel unto my lord the king, that they may make a
league with thee, and that thou mayest reign over all that thine
heart desireth" (2 Sam. 3.21).
The memory of Alba reminds me of something else: we
must have patience with a soul. Alba grew in grace from day
to day.
In Leviticus we read that whoever touches the carcase of
an unclean animal shall wash his clothes—and be unclean until
the evening (11.25). Even after you have washed your clothes,
you are still unclean for a while. The salvation which Jesus
gives is like medicine: one must wait a little while after taking
it before feeling its effect. With some people it is necessary to
wait longer than with others. The seed that falls on good ground
brings forth good fruit; but we sow in spring and gather the
fruit in autumn. However good the soilmay be, it is impossible
to harvest as soon as we have sown. Some trees produce fruit
only after several years.
During the period of growth we must be grateful for the
small fruits these souls produce, or for the future fruit that is
still developing. The whole intention of Leviticus Chapter 5
is to teach us that, if we cannot offer the Lord as much as we
should like to, we must offer whatever we can, at every stage
of our development. All categories of believers have the same
chances of finding favour with God.

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New-born babies are usually ugly. A new-born soul who
appears beautiful is probably striking a pose.
Alba not only overcaine against sin, but in time she also wore
the garment of great virtue. Those who were like her learned
to understand a legend about Jesus which I often made use of
in my sermons.
It is said that Jesus sent a message to one of his disciples,
telling him that He would visit him together with His apostles.
The man who received the message was very glad, and said
to his son, who also loved the Saviour: "I shall make my house
ready, and you must tidy the garden, so that the Lord will find
it clean and swept."
The boy set to work energetically, sweeping and watering
the garden. When everything was ready, his father came to see
how his son had carried out his orders. He said to him: "Well
done, my dear son. I can see that you have worked with great
zeal. You have made the garden beautiful and tidy, but it is not
tidy enough for the Lord. Work at it a little more."
The boy, who felt that this was a reproach, tidied up the
garden once more. This time he gathered up every withered
leaf, spruced up every drooping flower, and did all he possibly
could to remove the least traces of disorder.
Once again his father inspected his work, and this time he
said: "Very good; now it is really tidy, but it is still not tidy
enough for the Lord."
The boy, who did not know what else he could do, asked:
"But how does one make a garden neat for the Lord?"
His father's answer was: "If you work for His sake, it is not
sufficient that you should remove all untidiness from the
garden—you must also decorate it with everything that is
beautiful, and which has not been grown in it so far. Go to the
neighbours, and see if you can find some new plants that you can
put in the ground; hang up beautiful carpets, and light lanterns.
That is the way to make everything pleasant for the Lord.""
This is precisely what Alba did.
It was her privilege to trace me to the prison where I was
being secretly held under an assumed name, and she was the
first to tell my family that I was still alive.

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I did not see her for many years. Before I was released fron
prison, she left for Israel. But after coming to the West, I me
her again, the same faithful, loving woman.
Mircea Petrescu
One day, Alba was sitting on a bus; opposite her was a mai
who, judging by his appearance, was an Orthodox Jew. Sh
was filled with the desire to speak to him of Jesus.
We never missed an opportunity on the bus, in the market
place, on the street, wherever occasion offered.
The thought that all people could become like Jesus, bd
that they do not know this and die in affliction; the though
that man is second in rank after God Himself (angels are thf
ministering spirits of mankind), and that he nevertheless live
without being aware of the truth, made us weep. Our prayei
meetings were harrowing, and many tears were shed.
My suffering became unbearable; when I walked in the
streets it was like a stab in my heart every time someone passed
by and the question arose: "I wonder if he has been saved?'
One of our sisters in the faith, who is now dead, always had
tears in her eyes when she thought of the eternal fate thai
awaited the people she met in the street. I prayed God to take
this suffering from me, or I should not be able to live, and th<
Lord heard my prayer.
Alba did not weep; she always smiled her winning smile, '<
smile which had the same source as my suffering. She said t(
herself: "Since bad girls attract men with their smiles, wh]
should I not use my smile to convert men to good?"
But however would she be able to get into conversation with
this Orthodox Jew? These men are serious, sober citizens,
not in the habit of opening up a conversation with an unknown
woman. It is written in the Pirkei Abot, the Teachings of the
Parents, in the Babylonian Talmud: "Do not speak to a
woman." The rabbis say: "This refers to one's own woman-
how much more to another's woman!" For this reason the
wise men said: "As often as a man speaks to a woman, it shall
be his misfortune."
Alba therefore decided to sing a song in the crowded bus.

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The message of her song, she hoped, would go straight to the
heart of the Jew.
To her amazement the man asked her: "What sort of song
is that?" She answered his question, and told him about the
Saviour who had given His life on the Cross. He listened to
her with the closest attention, and finally expressed a wish to
hear more about our faith. She asked him to leave the bus with
her, and to accompany her to my house.
And so it came about that they both walked in through my
door.
When the Jew introduced himself, I expected to hear a
Jewish name, but instead I heard a rattling good Rumanian
one. And the story he told me was a strange one.
Despite his highly Jewish appearance, he was not a Jew, but
a Rumanian who had been converted to Judaism and had
adopted Jewisn dress and all Jewish customs.
This man, who was a talented painter, told me how it had
happened. While he was still a small boy, he was incensed
when he saw Christian children hitting Jewish children. He
defended the Jews, and his reward was that he was persecuted
together with them.
When the war broke out and he realised that it was not a
question of defending his fatherland only, but of committing
crimes and sacrilege by murdering innocent Jews who were
killed in their hundreds of thousands together with their women
and children, he deserted from the front, at the risk of his life.
He would rather die than be a murderer. He loved the victims
of this cruel and senseless persecution, and he asked himself:
"If Jesus were in Rumania now, whose side would He be on:
on the side of the Jews or of the Christians who kill Jews?"
There could only be one answer to this question: on the side
of the victims.
The Pharisees, who hated Jesus with a violent and profound
hatred, remembered vividly His burning love for Israel, how He
once said: "Salvation is of the Jews" (John 4.22). This clearly
emerges in a fantastic and unattractive, but highly significant,
story in the Talmud, the holy book of the Pharisees.
In the Gittim we read of Onkelos bar Kalinikos, a grandchild

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of the Roman emperor Titus, the man who destroyed Jerusalem.
This young man wished to adopt the Jewish religion. But before
he did so he summoned the spirit of Titus, and asked him:
"Which people is most highly thought of in the other world?"
"Israel," answered Titus. "Shall I join them?" Titus replied
that they had too many rules and regulations, which cannot
be fulfilled. "It would be better if you persecuted them, for
then you would be great. For it is written in the Book of
Lamentations that 'her [Israel's] children are gone into cap-
tivity before the enemy'" (Lam. 1.5). Titus was then asked
what his punishment was, and he said that he had brought his
punishment down upon his own head: every day his ashes
were gathered together, he was brought to life, he was con-
demned, he was burned again, and his ashes spread over the
seven seas.
After this Onkelos summoned Balaam, the false prophet,
and asked him: "Which people is most highly thought of in the
other world?" "Israel," answered Balaam. "Shall I join them?"
Balaam answered: "You must not seek their fortune or their
prosperity eternally all your days." Then Onkelos asked him
what his punishment was, and Balaam replied that he had
boiling filth poured over him. (As Balaam had failed to carry
out the command of Balak, King of the Moabites, to curse the
Jews, he advised the Midianites, who were the neighbours of
the Moabites, to send their daughters into the Jewish camp,
in order to lead the Jews into sin, and in that way bring down
the wrath of the Lord upon them. Hence this punishment.)
Then Onkelos summoned the spirit of Jesus (this name occurs
only in the old editions of the Tahnud, which were not censored
by the Inquisition. The censored editions, instead of using the
name Jesus, have inserted the phrase Poske Israel, the Sinner
of Israel) and "asked Him: "Which people is most highly
thought of in the other world?" Jesus answered: "Israel."
"Shall I join them?" Jesus answered: "You must seek to
promote the best interests of Israel and not its destruction.
To destroy Israel is to destroy the light of God's eyes."
Even Jesus's bitterest enemies repeat the undeniable fact
that Jesus loved Israel.

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Petrescu loved Jesus: for this reason it was natural for him
to side with the Jews, against anti-Semitic Christians.
Only that human soul who receives no help from the grace
of God cannot abide by the golden mean, but lapses into
extremes. Petrescu was right to deny a false Christianity, a
Christianity full of hatred. But in denying it, we must also
realise the secret of the great decline of the Church, the Church
that Jesus had promised He would be with all its days.
In Matthew's Gospel, after the account of the healing of
many who were sick and possessed of devils, we are told that
in this way Jesus "Himself took our infirmities, and bare our
sicknesses" (Matt. 8.17). (The literal translation is: He
assumed our weaknesses.)
When Christ was made man, He subjected Himself to all
the circumstances of life; He could exert His influence through
the Word, but He was also able to be moved by others. He
healed thousands of their sins, and destroyed the hatred with
which thousands of others were consumed. But the sin and
hatred which He took away from others fell on Him. All the
weaknesses which people have taken with them into church, all
the sins which Christians have committed for two thousand
years, have become His weaknesses, His powerlessness. A
refusal on His part to accept the weak would mean lack of love;
to receive them would mean that He assumed the shame of
their weakness and sin—it meant in fact allowing the crimes of
Christians to fall upon His head.
Leviticus contains the phrase "all these abominations"
(Lev. 18.27). The word for "these" is Eteh; but the text actually
contains what no translator has dared to translate, toevot ha-El,
which means nothing less than—horribile dictu—"God's abomina-
tions". The serious thing about any abomination committed
by someone who worships God, is precisely that it redounds
to the Holy Name, and in the eyes of men it passes for an
abomination of God. And is it not so that people judge God
unjustly for the injustices which they, who pass for His wor-
shippers, commit?
A Latin proverb says: Qui bette distingue^ bette docet,vt\àùi
means, "He who distinguishes well, teaches well".

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Sins are only reflected back on Jesus—they are associated
with His name, He bears them, but He is innocent. Nobody
should reject Christ because of crimes committed by Christians.
In this respect the Jews created confusion in the sentimental
heart of our artist friend. A Kabalistic rabbi caught him in his
net, and persuaded him to abandon the Christian faith, and
adopt the Mosaic. We endeavour to turn Jews into Christians;
he had been converted from Christianity to Judaism.
The struggle was a difficult one, because we were dealing
with an idealist, and a person with high moral standards. It is
always difficult to convert someone who knows himself to be
a decent person. Step by step, I showed him the prayers of the
synagogue, and asked him if he accepted them, because—
credulous as he had been—he had been made to say them while
at the same time he had failed to realise that in entering the
synagogue he had made a clean break with the Jesus who had
taught him to be good and to love.
Every morning the Jews say: "Blessed art Thou, Jehovah,
King of the World, because Thou hast not made me a 'goy'
(gentile), a slave or a woman." I asked him: "Do you accept
the belief that you are an inferior creature, lower than every
Jew, merely because you were born a Rumanian? What else
is this but racial prejudice? At the Feast of the Passover the
Jews stand up to pray to God : lShfoh hamotha al hagoim asher
lo iediuha, that is to say, 'Pour out Thy wrath over the peoples
that do not know Thee!' Do you agree with a prayer of
this kind? Is not Jesus's advice to His apostles superior, to
go to all people and preach the gospel, and in this way teach
them how to escape the wrath of God and to start a new life
in love?"
I also showed him the inconsistencies of the Jewish prayer
book. There were prayers used in the ritual on the great Day
of Atonement which had been inserted by Jews who believed
secretly in Jesus. They ask God that these prayers may be
received "al-iad Jeshu Metatron"—through Jesus standing
before the Throne. Metatron is the Kabalistic name for the
Messiah.
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not yet been translated in any of the vernacular editions of
the Hebrew prayer books. This starts with the words "Az
milifnei beresit". The rabbis have good grounds for leaving
this prayer untranslated, because it says: "The Messiah, our
justification, has forsaken us. We are defeated, and there is
no one to bring us justice. He has been killed and pierced for
our sins. We have been healed by His wounds. The time for
the victory of the new creation is at hand. He ascendeth on high
in a chariot. He shines forth from Seir to hear us for a second
time on the mountains of Lebanon."
It is obvious that He who has been pierced for our sins, in
order that we should have forgiveness, capt be none other than
Jesus. The synagogue sings hymns of .adoration to Him,
although it rejects Him, in the same way as, some priests, while
singing of repentance in every liturgy, are furious if anyone
mentions repentance to them.
Gradually a light dawned in Petrescu's heart. He realised that
the Mosaic religion is of necessity a false religion, because it
is an autosoteric religion, that is to say, a religion in which
one's salvation depends on one's own exertions. Autosoterism
is lack of humility; neither sin nor salvation comes from us.
Men's fates have been determined a long time ago, and from a
long way away, and eternal life is a gift of God, just as sin comes
from Satan and is not an act of free will.
One Christmas Eve, when the candles were lit, Petrescu
said calmly: "Today, Jesus has been born in me, too."
Petrescu is unique: he is a pure Rumanian, and at the same
time a Christian Jew, seeing that he has come to Christianity
from Judaism. Later he also became chairman of the board of
trustees in our church. He is still a steadfast brother and a
faithful friend. He is married to a Christian Jewess.
One day I was preparing my sermon in a park; I was reading
the Bible, and a young girl beside me was also reading a book.
I tried to see what it was. It was a novel by a Rumanian author.
I said to her: "I have read your book, but do you know my
book?" Thus started a conversation which ended with the
young lady's conversion—and subsequently that of her mother.
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attack. The girl is now married to Petrescu, and they are living
happily together.
Spurgeon says that when God closed the gates of Paradise,
He did not entirely close them; He left a small corner of it, a
truly Christian marriage. Their home is a corner of Paradise
just like that.
Holy Moishe
Let others praise their great intellectuals: I should like to
praise the fool whom God chose to shame the wise.   .
Our brother Moishe was by trade a pall-bearer at funerals;
he suffered from a gentle form of madness, which was not
dangerous to others. At our meetings he would weep copiously,
and make an awful din when the preacher spoke of our
Saviour's sufferings, and laughed aloud when he spoke of His
victory.
The other believers in the congregation considered Moishe
a disturbing element. One of them promised him—he was very
poor—that if he would only keep quiet during the services, he
could come and dine at his house every Sunday, and enjoy
roast meat, cakes and fruit.
For one whole Sunday Moishe kept comparatively calm; but
the following week, when the preacher spoke of the Resurrection,
he stood up in the middle of the sermon and shouted: "Roast
or no roast, hallelujah!"
In 1939 an anti-Semite fired a shot at the Chief Rabbi
Niemerover. The intended victim was not hurt, the bullet
passing through his overcoat, but the excitement made him ill,
and he was forced to stay in bed. A great many Jews called
to congratulate him on his lucky escape. Among these was
Moishe. He said to the rabbi: "Don't you see, Your Eminence,
that God does not want sinners to die, but He wants them to
be converted and saved?"
He came to our house to dinner, and as we were about to
start he said to my wife: "Sister, will you please remove my
knife. I know that I am mad, and I have promised God never
to touch a knife, lest in an unguarded moment I should injure
someone. After all, Adam and Eve ate without using knives."

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I reflected that a great many wise men had a lot to learn from
this madman.
In January 1940, a revolt took place in Bucharest led by
the Legion of the Archangel Michael, a Fascist organisation.
A great many Jews were killed; some of them were flayed, and
suspended on hooks in the slaughterhouse under the inscription
"Kosher Meat".
Moishe was sitting in a cheap teahouse when a gang of
Fascists burst in. Their leader shouted: "All dirty Jews clear
out!" The Jews went outside, where they were herded into
lorries, to be driven to the woods and shot. Moishe, who
was easily recognisable as a Jew, sat quietly drinking his tea.
The leader of the greenshirts shouted at him: "You dirty
Jew, didn't you hear me? I told you to get out!" Moishe
answered calmly: "Dear brother, dirty Jews are those who
do what Judas did—he sold Jesus. I am an Israelite who loves
our Saviour."—"Shut up and get outside!" So Moishe went
outside. The order rang out: "Into the lorry, you dirty Jew!"
Moishe repeated what he had said: "Dirty Jews are those
who do what Judas did—they sell Jesus. I am an Israelite who
loves Him." One of the leaders of the gang exclaimed: "Leave
him alone. You can see that he is a preacher." And they left
him in peace.
But Moishe, instead of departing, said to the man: "I can
see that you are good and merciful. God will reward you for
this. But don't stop at half measures; let the other Jews in
the lorry go home, too." Mad people often possess tremendous
powers of suggestion, and I believe that Moishe had this power,
but from another source. At any rate, the greenshirt ordered the
other Jews out of the lorry, and allowed them to go home.
Now Moishe was thoroughly scared; he went home and
remained in hiding throughout the time that the pogrom
lasted.
All the Jews he had saved told this story of Moishe to every-
one they met, and because he had vanished, and was believed
to be dead, he was referred to as "Holy Moishe".
He later suffered a tragic fate, dying of jaundice in a
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Bertha
Christian missions have often been reproached for giving
material help to poor Jews, and in this way buying souls.
This is a difficult problem.
Many of the Jews lived in poverty, and our work was directed
especially to assisting these needy persons. How could we
avoid helping them materially? How could we avoid helping
Jewish refugees out of Hitler's Germany? It is written that
Jesus had compassion on the multitude. This compassion is
also a characteristic of His true followers. Jesus had compassion
on men and women because they were hungry, not only because
they were not saved. He was concerned with the problem of
feeding them. If we help a person and at the same time preach
the gospel to him, these two things will be associated in the
minds of onlookers, and of those who obtain relief. Jesus
encountered the same difficulty. He preached the new teaching,
but at the same time He gave bread to the poor and hungry.
The result of this was that many people came to Him only
to receive loaves and fishes, which He also gave them.
There is a very old Jewish legend about Abraham. One day he
invited a beggar into his tent. He wished to show him hospitality
and prepared a meal for him. But when he said grace, the
beggar began to curse God, declaring that he could not bear
to hear His name. The pious Abraham drove the beggar away;
he could not stand hearing anyone cursing his heavenly Friend
in his own tent. But God appeared to him, and said: "This
man has cursed me and reviled me for fifty years, and yet I
give him food to eat every day, and could you not show him
hospitality for one single day? You might at any rate have
waited to drive him out until after he had eaten."
If we must feed those who curse God, how much more
those who pretend they are worshipping Him! Also, it is very
difficult to be certain whether a man is pretending, or whether
he is really a believer.
In Jesus's well-known parable the prodigal son returned
to his father for material reasons, and yet he was received with
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Truth is weak; it has never triumphed unless it has been
able to offer material advantages, unless it has dressed itself in
beautiful apparel, and unless it has been able to make an appeal
to the emotions.
Old Simeon said of Jesus: "This child is set for the fall and
rising again of many in Israel" (Luke 2.34), in other words not
only for raising up but also for a fall.
Some Jews who were shown Christian charity in the form
of material assistance, were thereby raised to unexpected heights
of belief. Such was Bertha.
One might say of Bertha what Disraeli once said when he
was reproached for having married for money: "Yes, when
I married I knew so little about my wife that I would not have
taken her without her money. But now that I know her so well,
I would be willing to marry her even if she were poor."
Other Jews, on the other hand, have suffered a disastrous
fall as a result of material help, which brought a corruption to
their souls from which they have never been able to recover.
A certain sculptor who was profoundly moved by stories
of the first Christian martyrs had made up his mind to create
works of art which would immortalise the Christians who
had been thrown to the wild beasts. He sculpted a young man
and a young woman—the man holding a cross in his hand—
and then started to work on a lion, crouched ready to hurl
himself at the two figures.
One day he called his friends to his studio to show them
his work. The lion was still only an unshaped lump of clay.
One of his friends said: "You are a poor man. How can
you sell this work? There are many artists who make sculptures
like this, and no Jew would buy a work of art with a cross
in it. Remove the cross, and replace it with a key. The key
is a holy symbol in many religions. It might remind you of the
keys of St. Peter, but it is also a holy symbol for spiritualists
and other occultists. This will make it easier for you to find a
buyer."
And so the sculptor changed the cross into a key.
Then a wealthy American walked into his studio and ex-
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thrift. The little lump of clay might represent a money-safe,
and the young man with the key teaches people to be thrifty
in spending their money. I will give you a thousand dollars
for this work."
In this way a sculpture which was originally intended to extol
martyrdom was transformed into a work in honour of money.
There are many souls who are inspired at first with the
love of Jesus, but as they are poor and receive material aid,
the picture of the Master is gradually blotted out. What really
concerns them is how much help they can get, and where they
can get it, and above all, whether anyone else has received
more than they have.
But this only happens to some.
Bertha openly confessed that, to start with, she came to
us because she was attracted by the rumour that we helped
poor Jews. But after she believed in Jesus with all her heart,
she never again appealed to us for help, although she was
very poor.
She was married to a German citizen, who was half-Jewish.
He was not converted. They had three sons. In 1943 the
German legation in Rumania published an order to the
effect that all German citizens were to be repatriated. She
stayed behind in Rumania. He and their three children,
who according to the racial thinking at that time suffered
the great tragedy of being three-quarters Jewish, made their
way to Germany.
In Germany an informer revealed that the husband was
not only half-Jewish, but was even married to a Jewess, and
that his children therefore had mostly Jewish blood in their
veins, and only a drop of Siegfried's blood.
They were all imprisoned by the Gestapo, and over their
head hung the threat of the death camp. In order to save
his life, the man told a lie, declaring that his wife was
Rumanian. The German police offered him the chance of
writing home to ask the authorities to forward documents
to show that his wife was of Aryan extraction. If this could
be proved, the children would be three-quarters Aryan, and
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In those days in Rumania, everything could be arranged
with the help of money. Bertha's family obtained papers showing
she was of pure Aryan blood—more Aryan than Hitler, whose
origins, according to rumour, were a little mixed.
I was in her home when her relatives brought her the
false documents which would save her husband and three
children from the gas chambers of Auschwitz, and I witnessed
a scene which I shall remember to my dying day. She tore
the false documents to pieces and declared: "Abraham was
willing to sacrifice one child to God; I shall sacrifice three
children and a husband, but I refuse to tell a lie!"
She had no further news of her husband and children.
Meister Eckhardt wrote that he who leaves behind things
in the form in which they exist—empty, haphazard—will
receive them back in their pure essence, in the eternal essence.
He who leaves things in their lowest form, in which they
are mortal, will receive them back from God in their true
form. Bertha will have her family restored to her in glory.
Bertha will never know how magnificent was her gesture:
she is a humble sister. The brethren do not know of her
sacrifice, because she has not breathed a word of it to them.
And, what is more, when she discussed with the brethren
the case of someone who had obtained false documents in
order to escape persecution, she declared: "Let us not judge
him ! Every man must follow his own conscience."
Did Bertha do right or wrong? She judges no one, and in
this way she is raised above the judgement of men.
This raises the question of whether we should always speak
the truth.
Christian writings from the fourth century record the
lives and meditations of the first generations of monks. These
monks lived in the desert of the Thebaid, where they had
fled from the corruption which entered the Church when
Christianity became the recognised religion. In this book we
read that one day Father Agathon asked Father Alonie:
"How shall I contrive to keep my tongue from telling lies?"
The answer was: "If you do not lie you will commit many
sins." So he asked him: "How is this possible?" And he

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answered: "Lo, two men have committed a murder before
your eyes, and one of them has taken refuge in your cell.
Then comes the judge, seeking him, and he asks you: 'Was
a murder committed before your eyes?' If you do not lie you
will condemn a man to death. It is better that you should let
him be judged by God, since He knows everything."
Luther says that to lie to protect someone else or in jest
is not a lie. For myself, I believe that there is a confusion
between the concept of a lie and an untruth. Faust, Othello
and Parsifal are not the truth, but neither are they lies;
they are art. The fairy stories we tell our children, or the
jokes we tell grown-ups to amuse them, are not lies. They
belong to an entirely different sphere, the realm of fantasy
and play. Is it a lie to tell an untruth in order to save the life,
honour or property of an innocent person who is being hounded
by an executioner who persecutes truth and purity? Should
we give such an unpleasant name to an action which springs
from love?
A lie is the untruth I speak in order to injure my neighbour.
"Love and do what you will," says Augustine. Is good better
than truth; and an untruth that saves a life is better than a
truth that destroys it. In the dictatorial, anti-Christian countries,
this is an everyday and acute problem for believers.
But what about Abraham's sacrifice of Isaac? There is
a sphere of sanctity where our practical judgements lose their
power.
I wonder if truth could have survived in the many laby-
rinths of life if, here and there, there had not lived anonymous
heroes of the calibre of Bertha, who sacrificed all they held
dear for the sake of truth? I have often heard superficial
sermons, in which the preacher asked: "What would you
lose if you became a Christian? Only the brandy bottle, your
clothes, the stick with which you beat your wife, your name
and reputation, your bad conscience, or the hell that exists
in your home!" No, there are people who for the sake of
their Christian convinction are prepared to lose their fortune,
their freedom, their health, and even the persons they love
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A witness in our family
My wife comes from an orthodox Jewish family. After
she was converted, she was unable to sleep at night for the
thought of her parents, who were pious Jews. We travelled
to Cernauti in order to talk to them, and we arrived on Friday
evening, the start of the Jewish Sabbath.
The table was set for the ritual feast; the candles had been
lit. The three sisters, who were younger than my wife, and
my little brother-in-law who was only eight years old, looked
at us respectfully. The parents' delight was unbounded; after
all, I was the husband of their eldest daughter.
My father-in-law rose to his feet and recited the Kidush,
the blessing of the wine. He was very surprised when he
noticed me—whom he knew to be an atheist—joining in
singing the old prayer based on Genesis 2.1-3: "Thus the
heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them.
And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had
made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work
which he had made. And God blessed the seventh day,
and sanctified it: because that in it he had rested from all his
work which God created and made. Blessed art Thou,
Jehovah, King of the World, that hast created the fruit of
the vine."
After this, the bread was blessed, and the meal started.
When it was over, and only the candles cast their shadows
on the walls, I began to say: "It is written that God com-
pleted His work on the seventh day; and it is written again
that on the seventh day God rested. What was it that was not
perfect in all that had been created in the six days? What did
God complete on the seventh? How did He complete it while
He was resting?
"What He created in six days was not complete. Man
still needed one thing: rest. God created this on the seventh
day, and in this way He filled His world with His own rest.
"The Law of Moses may be compared to the first six
days of the Creation. The Law contains six hundred and
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which torment our conscience. We are constantly trans-
gressing the Law. Who can maintain that he has kept at least
two commandments: to love God with all his heart and all
his soul and all his might and to love his neighbour as
himself? The Law cannot be kept. It is only a mirror in
which we see our own sinfulness, and how impossible it is
for us as human beings to live apart from God, the God
whose laws are just and holy and which have become a burden
which we, sinners, cannot bear.
"In the old days the Jews could not be saved by keeping
the Law—all the great men in the Bible describe how they
themselves have often transgressed it—but by the sacrifice
of atonement which was made in the temple. There was no
forgiveness of sins without bloodshed. Sin was transferred,
by the laying on of hands, to an innocent animal which
symbolically represented the sacrifice which the future Messiah
would make by His death for the sins of man. By slaughtering
the animal the Jews appeased their conscience ; it was brought
as a sacrifice for their transgressions of the Law. But now
we have neither a temple nor a sacrifice. How, then, can we
be saved?"
My father-in-law answered: "The rabbis have taught us
that if we recite daily a chapter of the Law of Moses dealing
with sacrifice, God will count this as though we ourselves had
made the sacrifice.
I answered: "I know that. One day a Christian walked
into the shop of a very orthodox Jew, and started to talk to
him on the subject we have just been discussing, the sacrifice,
and he got the same answer as you have given me. This man
did not continue the argument, but said: 'Every man should
hold to his own convictions. I have not come here to discuss
religion, but to buy goods.' And he asked for three shirts,
six pairs of socks, a dozen handkerchiefs, and various other
articles. Finally he asked the shopkeeper to give him a bill
specifying all that he had purchased. The shopkeeper, who
was delighted to have done such good business, wrote out a
bill, and wrapped the purchases. The Christian, read the bill
aloud, took the parcel in his hand, and walked out of the shop.

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The shopkeeper called after him: 'You have forgotten to pay!'
The customer answered: 'Didn't I read the bill to you?' 'Yes,
but you never paid.' To which the customer replied: 'Is'nt
reading the bill the same as paying it?'
"If we reduce this to its purely practical meaning, we may
say that the merchant was not satisfied with precisely the
same approach as he used in his religion. The sacrifice must
be made; reading about it is not enough."
I spoke with my father-in-law about .the Messianic
prophecies, which were fulfilled in Jesus. But acts speak more-
eloquently than verses in the Bible. The Jews are God's
chosen people, chosen to bring the Light of God into the
world. Millions of people who in ancient times worshipped
Zeus, Jupiter, Wotan or other idols, today worship the true
God, and regard the books written by our great prophets as
their holy book. Who has raised the nations out of polytheism,
and converted them to the worship of the only just, good
God, the God of Israel, who demands a moral life? Jesus!
Through Him the Messianic vocation with which our people
had been entrusted was fufilled. Through Jesus's sufferings,
crucifixion, and resurrection on the third day, through His
life and death as a servant of God, through His existence as
a man of suffering, as Isaiah had foretold, He has caused
mankind to give their hearts to our God, and caused those
who believed in a Saviour who died and rose again, whether
they called him Adonis, Osiris, Dionysus or Heracles, to know
the fulfilment in history of these ancient myths.
Jesus is the King of the Jews, the Messiah of Israel.
I told the children a great many other stories, and they
listened to me with the deepest respect. My father-in-law
became pensive. That evening my mother-in-law knelt in
prayer with us.
The children began attending Christian meetings regularly;
not long afterwards they embraced the faith. The old man was
ashamed of being seen at a meeting, but as the time to go
came nearer, he would call out in a loud voice that re-echoed
through the house: "Hurry, hurry! Everyone gets there in
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My little brother-in-law, who was receiving religious
instruction from a great rabbi, resisted stubbornly. I have
often been forced to wonder at the independence of thought
and action shown by Jewish children when they are small.
They are living examples of Blaise Pascal's remark: "Man
is born as an original, and dies as a copy."
Converting anti-Semites
The community of Christian Jews was the very place where
a great many anti-Semitic persons found Christ, during the
period when Nazism reigned.
One anti-Semite who attended our church took part in the
ill-treatment of a number of Jews on his way to a meeting;
he had not been told by the person who had invited him that
a Jew was going to preach. He became converted that very
Sunday. He has never since that day struck a Jew.
Once, when a Rumanian sister brought another anti-Semite
to our meeting, I preached a sermon based on Jesus's saying:
"I am not sent but to the lost sheep of the house of Israel."
(Matt. 15.24). It was a sermon meant to call the Jews to
conversion; so I quoted biblical texts which aimed to prove
that the gospel is first and foremost a message addressed to
the Jews: "Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into
any city of the Samaritans enter ye not: but go rather to the
lost sheep of the house of Israel" (Matt. 10.5-6) "Repentance
and remission of sins should be preached in his name among
all nations, beginning at Jerusalem" (Luke 24.47). "The
gospel of Christ ... is the power of God unto salvation to
every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the
Greek" (Rom. 1.16).
When the meeting was over, the sister reproached me
bitterly: "You know very well that we often bring to our
meetings people who are not Jews, and who usually hate you.
Why do you preach like that? The Rumanians would be
offended by your sermons, which are too pro-Jewish."
Our anti-Semitic friend went home after the meeting, and
argued to himself as follows: "Did you hear what the Bible
says? The Jew first, and then the other nations. But where

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does the hater of the Jews come in? Nowhere." He gave up
his anti-Semitism, as well as his other sins, and was converted.
He became an enthusiastic fisher of men, and a true friend of
Jews and Hebrew Christians.
The Jews were often offended at the warmth and love
with which we treated those who hated Jews; they were
shocked, and often left our meetings when they heard us
praying openly for the anti-Jewish authorities. They were
angry because we maintained good relations with anti-Semitic
clergymen and laymen.
Pope Gregory VII once said: "Just as a spiritual thing
cannot be seen except through its earthly being, and just
as the soul cannot function without a body, so religion cannot
work without a Church. But if the Church has a body, then it
also has its sins and weaknesses." Anti-Semitism is one of
the many weaknesses suffered by the body of the Church;
but it is not an isolated phenomenon. It has its diametric
opposite: Jewish chauvinism and contempt for Christian
people and for Christian Jews.
We must tolerate the weaknesses of the weak, and endeavour
to cure them with love: In some cases we have succeeded
in doing this. We believe that love can triumph over hatred.
Confucius wrote: "I have seen a man trying to put out a
great fire with a cup of water. He failed, and concluded that
water does not extinguish fire. The fool! A cup of water
cannot extinguish a fire, but a great deal of water can."
The drop of love which we possess cannot extinguish
evil in this world, but a great deal of love will do so. In
any case, we do not believe that there is any sense in being
angry with the stick from which you receive your blows.
Be indignant with the man who wields the stick. Your
enemy is driven by hatred; hatred must be hated, but not
the man.
There are reasons why people turn against the Jews; one
of these reasons is to be found in the sins of which Jews,
like other nations, are guilty. There are undoubtedly many
more reasons, which have their source in the evils of the
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far as possible to remove the causes, but we must not hate the
anti-Semites.
In many cases I have seen that it is sufficient for a
number of Jew-haters to encounter Jews who are devout
Christians, for their anti-Semitism to disappear as though it
had never existed.
How many of us are personally prepared to subscribe to
the old saying that an enemy is a treasure that has fallen
from heaven? We must care for him as a means to aid our
own spiritual progress. Without anti-Semitism, the state
of Israel would never have come into being; Theodore Herzl,
the founder of Zionism, was aware of this. Without anti-
Semitism, the Jewish Christians would never have had an
opportunity of practising the valuable virtues of patience and
love of one's enemies. Our enemies are our benefactors. They
are in truth only their own enemies, because they are preparing
their own hell.
As far as the slaughtered and tortured members of our
people are concerned, we are every bit as distressed at losing
them as other Jews are ; but our sorrow is appeased by the hope
of resurrection and the hope that in the Kingdom of God
all injustices will be made good.
Christ's martyrs among the Jewish people
I have said something about Feinstein, who in his death
testified to his faith. I believe that in the better world to
which he went, he is still interested in me and in the work
which he set on foot. How else am I to explain the remark-
able coincidence that on two occasions before I was sentenced
to protracted terms of imprisonment, I preached on the
Sunday prior to my arrest in Jassy of all places, from the
pulpit where he had preached; and I lived in the house which
was still permeated by his spirit, and received strength from
his example? I must now mention other Jews who in their
love of Jesus set little store by their lives.
The first of these was Vladimir Davidmann. He was the
son of a rabbi in Balti. It was intended that he should follow
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Being indifferent, as are most Christian Jews, about the
conflicts between the various Christian confessions—which
arose at the time when the Jews were not yet incorporated
in the Church, and which they consider they would be better
advised not to participate in, unless they can bring about
conciliation—he joined the Greek Orthodox Church, at that
time the dominant one in Rumania. Such was the nature
of his soul that he would have felt equally at home in the
Lutheran Church, or among the Baptists, because he was
attracted by the essence of Christianity, and not by its con-
ditioned history. He regarded the principles separating the
various confessions as a disguise to conceal pride, material
and political interests, and personal ambitions, which are the
real sources of schism.
From his earliest years he had been taught to read aloud
the long and daily prayers of the Jews, in which the thirteen
articles of faith of the Mosaic belief are pronounced. One
of them runs: "I believe in perfect faith that all the words
of the prophets are true." But he noticed that some of these
words, which according to this pronouncement were supposed
to be true, were concealed from him, for instance the fifty-
third chapter of Isaiah. Vladimir's teacher ignored this passage,
but Vladimir himself read it, realising that the prophecies
concealed a mystery.
One day, out of curiosity, he entered the Greek Orthodox
cathedral in the town. The magnificent service made a deep
impression on him, and he repeated his visit. First of all he
pondered these things, and later on he realised that there
was a connection between the service he had witnessed in the
church and the fact that the Jews suppressed some of the
texts in the Scripture, and he was convinced that the promised
Messiah had come. Jesus was that Messiah.
Not surprisingly, the rumour spread in the town that
the young Jew with ringlets and a kaftan was often to be
seen in the Greek Orthodox church. When he refused to
obey his family's demand that he should put an end to this
"aberration", his father kept him locked up in the house
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with the priests, left home with nothing but the clothes he
was wearing, and made his way to the monastery at Dobrovät.
Here he was baptised. On the day he was to be baptised,
he was lying in bed suffering from pneumonia. Nevertheless,
he went through with the ceremony, and emerged from the
cold baptismal water completely restored.
His parents, who had made great efforts to locate him,
discovered his hiding-place. They abducted him from the
monastery, and brought him back home. Several orthodox
rabbis were gathered in the house, and they decided to
punish the "traitor" with death. But that very night thieves
broke into the house of the Rabbi Davidmann. In the ensuing
confusion, Vladimir managed to escape. He made his way
to the monastery of Neamtul in Moldavia.
One day, as he was walking near the monastery, his young
brother, a fanatic, who had tracked him down, attacked and
wounded him.
When he had recovered, he made his way to Bucharest,
so that his family should be unable to trace him. Here he
was admitted to a school where he was to learn church music,
subsequently continuing his studies in Cernauti.
In 1937 he was on his way to this town to take his final
exam. In the train he was reading a book of prayers, while
his travelling companions were discussing various worldly
matters. They noticed that he was reading a prayer book,
and occasionally making the sign of the Cross, and they began
to mock him. Thereupon Vladimir knelt down, and started
to read the prayer book from the first page, this time aloud.
The mockers were silenced. When he had finished, they
apologised for their behaviour, and asked him, as a sign that
he had forgiven them, to read the whole prayer again.
The night after his arrival in Cernauti he had a dream,
in which he saw a desolate landscape filled with repulsive
animals. He was riding on the back of one of these animals.
In the face of another monster he recognised an uncle, who
bit him with all his1 might. Suddenly he saw a saint, dressed
in shining ecclesiastical robes, descending a luminous ladder.
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in the monastery. In his hand the saint held a chalice, on
which were the words "Consuming Fire", inscribed in Yiddish.
Flames poured out of the chalice, filling the air. Then the
vision vanished, and Vladimir saw nothing but a beautiful
green meadow. When he awoke, he wrote a letter to an
acquaintance in Bucharest, in which he recounted what had
happened on his journey, and described his dream.
The next day, Vladimir was shot and mortally wounded
by his uncle who was inflamed by religious fanaticism. He
lived for only a few hours. The matter was widely reported
in the newspapers. But the system of "hush money" was
firmly established in Rumania in those days: the authorities
and the press were bribed, and no one was punished.
The death of Vladimir Davidmann was not without its
fruits: as he lay dying he was nursed by his sister, a girl
of about seventeen. She was converted when she saw her
brother's steadfastness in the faith, while dying the death
of a martyr. She, too, was baptised into the Greek Orthodox
Church.
She figured in an unusual episode which deserves to be
mentioned.
When the German-Rumanian troops occupied .Cernauti
in 1941, this girl, together with thousands of other Jews,
was deported to Kamentz-Podolsk in the Ukraine. Suddenly,
S S troops arrived on the scene and set about massacring
the whole camp. But killing ten thousand people is no easy
task: graves had to be dug, and the bodies of the murdered
Jews had to be buried by those who were awaiting their turn
to be killed. This took two or three days, and Maria
Davidmann, with the others, was awaiting her turn. Un-
expectedly, a German officer came up to her, and without
any preamble asked her: "Are you a Christian?" Astonished,
she answered that she was. The officer then told her: "You
are not going to die. Follow me." At the risk of his own life,
this officer took her back to Cernauti, thus saving her from
an almost certain death.
It is probable that a German soldier, a Christian, who
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the other Jews who were waiting to be slaughtered. As she
was speaking fn Yiddish—a language which is akin to German,
and which Germans can understand—he would have realised
that she was a disciple of Jesus. He must have reported this
secretly to his commanding officer, whom he knew to be
a Christian (I also have met a Gestapo officer who was a
child of God), and this man made up his mind to save her,
even at the risk of his own life.
From Cernauti Maria was taken to Bucharest—far from the
theatre of war—where she was safe.
I have often talked to her. She was a simple Christian,
not remarkable for any special gift of grace or virtue. Most
clergymen would have regarded her as one of the weaker
vessels. I have often wondered why God performed this
miracle for her. Could it have been for the sake of her brother?
The apostle Paul writes that in his day the Jews, who were
not even weak Christians but the enemies of the gospel,
were loved for the sake of their forefathers, who had lived
two thousand years before their time - Abraham, Isaac and
Jacob. Is it possible that today, too, there are those who
are loved and predestined by God to fulfil a special purpose,
for the sake of a relative or a close friend who was strong
in the faith? In the gospel we read that Jesus healed a man
sick of the palsy, not for his own sake, but for the sake of
the faith of his friends, who had carried him on a bed and
placed him before the Saviour. Should we not learn to believe
and love greatly for those who cannot do so? Theirs would
be a great blessing.
But Feinstein and Davidmann were not the only ones:
the Christian Jews had several martyrs. In Chishinau there
lived a group who were very active. Their leaders, the
engineer Tarlev,- Trachtmann and Schmil Ordienski, were
deported to Siberia because of their faith when the Russians
arrived in Bessarabia in 1940, and there they were killed.
In the hope that it may serve as a lesson to others, I will
mention that this group lived in a state of acute conflict
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was based on purely personal grounds. The passions aroused
in the leaders acerbated the conflict to the extent that members
of the two groups would cut one another in the street. But
in Siberia, leaders of the Jewish Christian group died side by
side with the pastor of the Baptist congregation in Chishinau,
Bushilä, for their faith. Why do we have to wait for the enemy
to make us see reason?
I remember young Friedmann, a Christian Jew from Jassy,
who was killed in the pogrom. The Jews were herded into
a cattle truck, which was bursting at the seams. Friedmann
peeped out through a little window, and someone on the
platform who happened to catch sight of him told us later
that his face shone like an angel's. A German soldier fired at
him, and mortally wounded him.
During the war, Jews were forbidden to travel. It was
not until later that I was allowed to make my way to Jassy
to reorganise the Christian Jewish community there, which
after the pogrom consisted only of women. On this occasion
I visited Friedmann's mother. I tried to comfort her, and
to tell her of Jesus. It proved impossible. Her husband and
all her four sons had been killed on one and the same day
by people who called themselves Christians. Her heart was
like a stone.
God, who inspired the author of Exodus to write: "And
Moses spake so unto the children of Israel: but they hearkened
not unto Moses for anguish of spirit, and for cruel bondage"
(Exod. 6.9), and also inspired Job to exclaim: "Oh that
my grief were thoroughly weighed, and my calamity laid
in the balances together! For now it would be heavier than
the sand of the sea" (Job. 6.2-3), would also find an excuse
for this woman, whose heart had been completely hardened.
She had but one answer to everything: "If God existed,
then he would have restored at least one of my five dear ones
to me."
I could not persist, but withdrew, in deference to this
unspeakable sorrow.
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ment ordered the deportation of Hungarian Jews to the
death camps of Auschwitz, Treblinka and elsewhere, ex-
ceptions were made of Christian Jews who had been born
to baptised parents. Marica, who had studied theology at the
Reformed Faculty, was one of these. But she withheld the
secret of her birth, which would have given her this privilege,
and voluntarily reported at the assembly point from which
the Jews were to be deported. She wished to accompany
the others to the death camp, so that right to the end she
could bear witness of her faith to the victims of anti-Semitic
persecution, and then die with other members of her race.
Marica was one of the few who survived Auschwitz. Together
with other women survivors she made her way through
Bucharest en route for Israel. They called her "Saint Marica".
In Israel, the unavoidable psychological reaction after the
strain of such a heroic deed followed. The Bible does not
tell us what happened to the three young men after they
left the fiery furnace. It is better so. But God is not unjust,
and has not forgotten her sacrifice. A simple understanding
of the laws of psychology would have saved her from much
depression.
Christian peasants from Cetatea Alba, who were forced
to stand by and watch, helpless and in tears, while SS troops
executed Jews from this town, have described how a young
Jewess, hitherto unknown to them, called out to other Jews
as they faced the firing-squad: "We are expiating the sin of
not receiving Jesus, the true Messiah of bur race. But believe
in Him and you will awake happy in His paradise."
There are many Christian Jews who suffered imprisonment
for their faith. Pastor Milan Haimovici was imprisoned for
many years under the Communist regime because of his faith,
and those who were imprisoned with him, including anti-
Semites, had only words of praise for him, calling him a
hero. When he was released he was met with indifference,
and even hatred, by his colleagues, for whose sake he had
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coals, but without informing against them. His martyrdom
was disparaged even by those who preferred not to suffer
for Jesus, but this only makes his suffering all the more
glorious.
It would of course be impossible for me to mention every-
one. Suzana Golder was arrested when she was only seventeen
because she preached the Word of God to some Fascists,
who promptly took her off to their headquarters. The com-
manding officer started his interrogation by giving her a
violent blow across the face. She immediately turned her
other cheek, and asked: "Won't you hit me again?"—"What
sort of question is that?" the officer asked. She replied:
"Jesus, whom you say you worship, commanded that when
a man strikes you on one cheek, you shall turn the other."
The man who had struck her was so astonished that he
immediately ordered her to be set free.
This is not the only incident of this nature. Another
Christian Jew, Bianca, was forced to undergo great suffering
because she distributed the gospel to some Russian soldiers.
It would be unjust not to remember Rumanian brothers and
sisters, whose names cannot for obvious reasons be mentioned
at the present time, who spent years in prison because they
had faithfully helped the Christian Mission to the Jews.
Countless young Christian Jews were ill-treated by their parents
on account of their Christian faith.
Generally speaking, Christian Jews are forced to suffer a
great deal. They suffer at the hands of some of their own people,
who do not understand them. They are forced to suffer at
the hands of the "Christian" anti-Semites, in whose eyes they
are, and will always remain, "dirty Jews"; and they suffer at
the hands of the atheists.
Hebrew Christians are often humiliated by their co-
nationals, but this should not surprise us in view of the
attitude that so-called Christians, with their disgusting anti-
Semitism, have stirred up in the souls of the Jews. The most
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the Legion of the Archangel Michael (despite the fact that
in the Bible the Archangel is referred to, in Daniel, Chapter 12,
as the protector of the children of Jewish people) and the
National Christian Defence League.
I asked one of the leaders of an organisation of this kind
what he meant by the word Christian. His definition was:
"Being a Christian means being against the dirty Jews." And
this man was against the Jews not only in word but also in
deeds, with his stick. It is not surprising, therefore, that at .
the opposite pole, the idea has arisen that being a Jew means
being opposed to Christianity.
The human mind is perverted by noxious complexes of
many kinds, and we Christian Jews, who stand at the cross-
roads where many a violent storm rages, are compelled to suffer
at the hands of many people.
But is this suffering not for our own good?
St. Gregory of Nazianzus wrote of the Christian Church in
the fourth century, which was liberated by Constantine the
Great: "We have lost the greatness and the strength we had
during our persecution and troubles."
Jerome wrote in similar terms: "From the time of the
coming of the Saviour until now, that is to say, from the
time of the Apostles up to the present, the congregation of
Christ, after being born and growing, became great during
its persecutions and was crowned with martyrdom. But since
the Christians have become strong, this congregation has in
truth increased because of its tradition and wealth, but has
decreased in virtue."
I am convinced that the humble position of the Christian
Jews is ordained by God. Through many tribulations they
are prepared, not only to enter into God's kingdom, but
also to play a leading role in the work of establishing it. The
Apostle Paul tells us that the receiving of the Jews, their
conversion to Jesus, will be life from the dead (Rom. n.15).
If carrying a heavy cross today did not mean preparation for
future glory, our good Lord would not allow us to endure
so much suffering.
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world are no longer persecuted because they no longer frighten
Satan, because they are unfaithful to Jesus? The Christian
Jews should be grateful to God for persecution and for the
martyrs they have fostered in so many parts of the world.
One Christian Jew, the well-known professor of theology,
Neander, has written: "Oh, what soft-minded and weak
witnesses, with what cold feelings, we are, who nevertheless
still call ourselves Christians! We must feel ashamed when
we remember the days of Ignatius and Polycarp [Christian
martyrs of the second century who were devoured by lions]
and others, and we shall wish that we had died a thousand
times for Christ. Most of us, even the greatest theologians,
are very different from the martyrs. We do not like to be
looked at askance, we push aside any difficulty we may have
with regard to the truth, and yet we are people of reputation
and great theologians, but only in words—not in deed."
God grant that both the Christian Jews and the Gentile
Christians will take these reproaches to heart, and openly
condemn the crimes of this world, at the risk of having to
suffer the martyr's death!
We are proud that among the Jews, too, the blood of
martyrs has been shed for the sake of Jesus. Let us learn from
these our noble pioneers to carry our cross, and to carry it
with joy!

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RESURRECTION
Encounter on a Train
The year was 1939. I was travelling by train from Cernauti
to Bucharest, and on the seat opposite sat a renowned rabbi
from Cernauti. When he saw me reading the Bible, he asked
me who I was.
"A Christian Jew," I told him.
He was highly astonished. "If you are a Jew, why did you
become a Christian?"
"Because I believe that Jesus is the Saviour."
"But, young man, how can you maintain anything of the
kind? What makes you believe that Jesus was our Messiah?"
"In this Bible there are many proofs, and I can't reel them
all off at once for you in the train. But there is one proof
above all others: His resurrection. If Jesus had been a deceiver,
or a man who deluded himself, God would not have performed
the miracle of raising Him from the dead."
"I can see that you are a grown man. However can you
believe that nonsense, that Jesus rose from the dead?"
"Rabbi, the proofs of Jesus's resurrection are so convincing
that if you promise to listen calmly to me for twenty minutes,
then I promise you that you too wül believe in His resurrection
from the dead."
"I should like to see that happening, a young man con-
vincing a rabbi that Jesus rose from the dead. Go ahead,
young man, I'll give you twenty minutes."
Here are some of the main arguments I quoted to the
rabbi.
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"What is the source of our knowledge of ancient history?
The historians of their age, among them men like Homer,
Herodotus and Julius Caesar. What is the source of our
knowledge of the doings of Jesus? Contemporary historians:
their names are Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Paul and so
on. Why should we believe some historians and not others?
"Our intelligence should behave like an impartial court
of law, carefully and competently weighing the statements
of witnesses. In evaluating evidence we must consider not
only what the witness says, but also his character and his
trustworthiness. The credibility of the historians who described
the life of Jesus is undoubtedly much greater than that of
other historians. For who were the latter? Generally, they
were paid to write by a royal personage, and their aim was
not to make known the truth. They desired to flatter their
master, their people, or the social class to which they belonged.
By contrast, the historians who wrote the Gospels are of
an entirely different stature. They risked loss of liberty
and death for what they wrote. Matthew died as a martyr
in Abyssinia, John was condemned to slave labour on the
island of Patmos, and Paul was beheaded in Rome. Peter
was crucified head downwards. No impartial court would
lightly dismiss the evidence of witnesses ready to suffer
such hardships for what they assert. All of them declare
unanimously that they were convinced by seeing, hearing
and touching, of the reality of Jesus's resurrection from the
dead."
The rabbi attempted to interrupt. I reminded him that he
had promised to let me have my say.
"I know that this argument can be contradicted. What
the other historians relate are things that can easily be
understood and believed. They write about wars, court
intrigues, kings' favourites, plots, murder, things that happen
even today, whereas the writers of the Gospels tell us of
things that run counter to our human experience. Among
other things, they write about a virgin birth, of the healing
of lepers by a simple touch, of walking on the water, of the
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from the dead, and finally of Jesus's own resurrection, which
was followed by His ascension into heaven. All these things
come into the category of miracles, whereas we are modern
people who no longer believe in miracles."
Tradition tells us that Jesus spoke from the time of His
birth. This has been regarded by rationalists as pure fantasy.
Had this conversation taken place thirty years later, I could
have told the rabbi that in the 1960s, papers all over the
world reported that a child had been born in Yugoslavia
which spoke and answered questions from the day it was
born. The evangelists were cautious men, and anxious not
to make the gospel difficult to understand, and they did
not record whether Jesus spoke from His birth. How people
would have mocked the Gospels if they had written this!
But today an event that is so unusual in the natural order
of things has taken place before our very eyes.
In 1963 the newspapers reported that a French boy of
about sixteen, when his abdomen was opened up, was found
to be "pregnant". What should have been his twin had
developed inside his body. How the rationalists would have
laughed if the evangelists had written that a man had been
pregnant !
"As to the miracles that Jesus performed," I told the
rabbi, "they occurred in the sphere of the exceptional, whose
existence cannot be denied. In everyday life it is not only
ordinary things that occur. A man who does not believe in
miracles is not a realist.
"Furthermore, men consider as miracles things which a
person with greater than average intelligence or muscular
power can do, and which a weak person with an ordinary
intelligence is incapable of doing. Missionaries who have
worked among primitive tribes record that the savages regard
them as miracle-workers; and this is not surprising, since
primitive people spend hours rubbing two pieces of wood
together in order to produce a spark, whereas the missionary
knows how to produce fire from a box of matches. He can
even make stinking water burn. How is the savage to know
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tells us that when she told peasant women in backward parts
of China that in England there were houses built on top
of one another, and that carriages moved through the streets
without being drawn by horses, one of the women whispered:
'What a lie! That sort of thing is impossible.' With sixty
Spaniards under his command, Cortez conquered the powerful
Aztec kingdom, because he appeared to the people he conquered
to be a miracle-maker. In the first place; the very appearance
of the Spaniards was miraculous. Never before had the Aztecs
seen white men. Secondly, the newcomers possessed miraculous
things which the Aztecs had never seen before, horses and
firearms. And so a huge kingdom fell into the hands of a few
adventurers without a struggle.
"Jesus had a spiritual force such as no other person has
ever possessed. It is not surprising that He was capable of
performing miracles. Being exceptional, He could do unique
things, which would have been impossible for ordinary
men.	,
"It is foolish to be prejudiced, and declare that miracles
are impossible, and to reject them without carefully examining
the evidence of people as trustworthy as the apostles. Rabbi,
you cannot avoid miracles. Either you can believe in Jesus's
miraculous resurrection from the dead, or you have to believe
in another miracle which is still greater—namely, that an
effect exists without a cause, because if Jesus did not rise
from the dead, the existence of the universal Church would
be such a miraculous happening.
"Let us see how things stand: Jesus wrote no book, nor,
while He lived on earth, did He establish anything but a
very insignificant sect within Judaism, a sect consisting of
a few people who were unlearned, and who were not con-
sidered reputable citizens—sinful men, publicans and fallen
women. Finally, one of his closest followers betrayed Him,
another denied Him, and the others deserted Him. He died
on a cross, abandoned, and apparently despairing, because
as He hung on the cross He cried out: 'My God, my God,
why hast thou forsaken me?' After His death He was buried,
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were posted. Meanwhile, His former disciples remained in
hiding, behind locked doors, and their only concern was to
escape a death similar to that of their Master. This was how
Jesus's life on earth ended. If Jesus did not rise, how has
the Christian Church come into being?
"We have an explanation. On the third day, Jesus came
back to life from the dead, and appeared on numerous
occasions to His apostles, assuring them that it was really
Himself they saw. They came together again; the risen Jesus
worked with them guiding them and giving them power to
do signs and wonders. The very same cowardly Peter who
had previously denied any knowledge of Jesus with curses
and oaths, stood up in the marketplace in Jerusalem, courage-
ously testifying that he had seen the risen Jesus. The other
apostles did so, too. Risking death, they travelled from one
country to another, sealing with a martyr's death their con-
viction that Jesus had risen. In this way, the universal Church
was born, it has grown, and it has survived, despite persecution
and the unworthiness of its members. If you are not prepared
to admit that Jesus has risen from the dead, then this
tremendous effect, which the Christian Church represents—a
Church that has survived for two thousand years, and has
millions of members—is an effect without a cause. It takes
a greater naivety to accept the existence of such an effect
without cause than to admit that Christ has really risen.
"When a man enters a tall building, it might be a good
idea, before climbing the stairs to the tenth floor, to go down
first into the cellar and make sure that the foundations are
sound. But why should it be necessary to do this? The fact
that the building is standing is proof of the strength of the
foundations. The foundation stone on which the Christian
Church was built is the resurrection of Jesus. The large,
well-known building founded on this stone has stood for
two thousand years, and has resisted tremendous earthquakes.
After all, in every sphere of life, it is common practice to
draw conclusions from effect to cause. The existence of the
Church is a proof that Christ has risen.
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resurrection of Jesus. Nowhere do we find that the enemies
of the primitive Church at any time denied that the sepulchre
of Jesus was found to be empty on Easter morning. It would
have been quite natural for an investigation to have been
set on foot, to discover whether the body had been stolen
or desecrated. The reaction of the Jewish priests does not
contradict the assertion that the grave was empty; they
merely told the soldiers who had guarded the sepulchre
to spread the rumour that His disciples had come during
the night, while they were asleep, and stolen the body. Now,
if they were asleep, then how could they have identified the
thieves? Augustine rightly asks: 'Does the synagogue introduce
us to witnesses who were asleep when this deed was carried
out?' If the Jewish priests really believed that Jesus's disciples
had stolen the body, why were they not arrested, interrogated,
and punished?
"A strong movement must be carried forward by a strong
impetus. The strong movement that has lasted for two thousand
years, and which has had a world-wide effect, based on the
belief in the resurrection of Jesus, cannot have been the
product of hallucination, as none of Jesus's disciples were
men who suffered from hallucinations, certainly not Doubting
Thomas and the practical businessman Matthew, nor such
men of the sea as Andrew, nor the cautious Nathaniel, nor
Peter with his weak character. Only an event as tremendous
as a real resurrection could have produced an impetus capable
of starting a movement of this kind. Nor must we forget
that during the first thirty years after this event, most of
Jesus's disciples suffered a violent death, and many of them
were condemned to death precisely because they maintained
that Jesus had risen from the dead. These things cannot have
been invented.
"Under the very noses of the Jewish priests, Jesus's apostles
start to preach to the Jewish people, and in this way they
come into conflict with the authorities, as they declare that
Jesus is the Messiah, a fact which was proved by His resur-
rection. Any sensible person may ask: 'Would it be possible
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of supporters in a single day, if the dead body of Jesus had
really existed?' Peter preached his first sermon only a few
hundred yards from Jesus's sepulchre. If Jesus's enemies had
been in a position to prove that His body was still there,
the sermon would have been a failure, and would never have
persuaded thousands of people to be baptised. But their enemies
were powerless: Jesus was not in the tomb.
"The apostles did not visit the tomb of Jesus, because
it had no significance as far as they were concerned, and
because they would not be interested in it. (Saul of Tarsus,
after he was converted, came to Jerusalem and met the
apostles, but was not concerned with visiting the tomb,
not even out of mere respect.) Nor did His enemies investigate
the tomb, to convince themselves and convince others that
Jesus was still there. This is yet another proof that Jesus
really rose from the dead. A great many people undertake
pilgrimages to the tombs of minor saints. Even though the
first apostles knew of this custom in Israel (Matt. 23.29), they
were not interested in visiting Jesus's tomb, because they
knew that it was empty.
"All this was so universally accepted that the disciples
started preaching, not in a provincial town, where it would
be difficult to check their statements, but in Jerusalem itself,
arousing the enthusiasm of thousands of people and—what
was still more remarkable—facing enemies who were powerless,
because they were not in a position to deny that Jesus's tomb
was empty. When the priests maintained that the body of
Jesus had been stolen by the apostles, anyone could have
answered them: 'Why don't you arrest and sentence the men
who have carried out this theft?'
"The suggestion that Jesus did not die on the cross, but
merely fell into a deep swoon, and recovered consciousness
in the cool tomb, is still more ridiculous. How could He have
pushed aside the stone, and overpowered the guards, after
so much suffering? Could He have gone anywhere, naked as
He was? He could have sought shelter only with one or other
of His disciples. Had He done this, however, His disciples
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Would they have really given their lives for a lie which they
themselves had hatched?
"We are compelled to believe what the Gospel writers
say, because they reveal such naivety when relating terrible
things about themselves. What induced the apostles to spread
abroad by word of mouth and in their writings that their
leader, Peter, was a man whom Jesus had called Satan, and
that he had denied Him on the night that He was betrayed?
The only motive I can discover is that they showed an un-
compromising regard for the truth. The band of apostles is
a collection of men who are guided by the truth. We can
trust their evidence.
"The remarkable thing is that when the apostles affirm
the resurrection of Jesus to an audience of doubters (even in
those days people were sceptical about stories of angels,
resurrections and so on, as we can see in Matthew, Chapter 22,
verse 23, and Acts, Chapter 17, verse 32), they merely affirm,
without producing a single confirmatory piece of evidence.
This was possible because what they maintained was a well-
known and undisputed fact among the inhabitants of Jerusalem.
The risen Jesus, after all, had at one time appeared to five
hundred persons, and these must have had about twenty
thousand relatives and friends whom they told about it.
"The resurrection of Jesus can also be proved by two
very famous conversions which could not be explained in any
other way.
"The first was the conversion of James, the brother of
Jesus, to a faith in Him as the Messiah. While Jesus lived
on earth, James did not believe in Him, but considered Him
to be mad. Josephus Flavius describes James as a very upright
man. How was it possible that he became an apostle and
martyr after the death of Jesus? Anyone reading James's
letter (the Straw Epistle, as Luther calls it) will note that
this is a Jewish letter, without any Christian characteristics.
This leads us to realise that it was not the teaching of Jesus
that made an impression on James, and brought about his
conversion. What was the cause? It can only have been what
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rection appeared to His brother, and that the latter admitted
his mistake, arid in remorse wrote the chapter in which he
condemns his own former sin of judging and speaking about
his brother.
"The second conversion was that of the rabbi Saul of
Tarsus. This man had a vision on the road to Damascus, in
which Jesus appeared to him and spoke to him, whereupon
Saul immediately became a disciple. Would this have been
possible on purely psychological grounds? Even though
Monammed were to appear to me ten times, I should tell
myself that I was suffering from hallucinations, and I certainly
should not become a Mohammedan. Why should things
have turned out so differently for the man who was to become
the future apostle Paul? He knew that Jesus's tomb was
empty, without being able to find a plausible explanation for
this fact, unless he admitted to himself that Jesus had risen.
This was the crux of the matter: when he saw Jesus, the
last shred.of doubt disappeared. He was converted. He later
made his way to Jerusalem, but he had not the slightest
intention of going to the tomb in order to shed tears of remorse
there. He knew it was empty. He discussed with the apostles
how to preach the resurrection. It would have been a psycho-
logical impossibility for the apostles, being the sort of men
they were, to discuss how best to preach a lie.
"And here is another argument: millions of sinners in the
history of mankind have changed their mind and become holy
people. This miracle is happening daily in the Church. If you
ask these people how this miracle of rebirth happened, their
answer is always that Jesus did it. It is certain that it is a
living Jesus, not a dead one, who has brought about these
new births. I am one of these people.
"The cumulative force of these arguments compels me
to believe in the-resurrection of Jesus. But let me turn to an
argument from a person of real authority. Professor Theodor
Mommsen, the great historian of the Roman Empire, wrote:
'The resurrection of Jesus is the event in ancient history
which has been more conclusively proved than any other
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"There is something more. If a woman's husband is
missing in a war and believed to be dead, and then one,
two, three, four people, in fact countless people, come and
tell her that they have seen him in a prisoner-of-war camp,
then the wife will trust those people. We are in the same
situation. Those who believed that Christ was dead, heard
the witness of the women, of the apostles, of the disciples on
the road to Emmaus, of five hundred people who had seen
Him on the same day. After this it was only normal for them
to believe that Jesus was no longer dead, but alive."
After I had finished speaking, the rabbi was silent for
several minutes. Then he got up, opened the door, and said
to me: "Even if He has risen, what has that to do with me?'
And he walked out. When he returned to the compartment,
neither he nor I spoke a word till we reached Bucharest.
During the tragic events of the war, this rabbi was killed
by the Fascists.
Many years passed. One evening, during a week of evangel-
istic mission, the church was full to bursting. Instead of
preaching a sermon, I told my listeners of my conversation
with the rabbi. When I had finished, a young Jewish woman
student came up to me and said: "You have convinced me, too,
that Jesus is risen, but for me it means a great deal."
The same arguments affected two persons quite differently.
Returning for a moment to the rabbi, I must add that,
generally speaking, I have found many rabbis very ill-
prepared to answer our arguments. I once talked to one of
the Berlin rabbis, who had fled to Rumania. I showed him
the text in the ninth chapter of Isaiah, which foretells the
coming into the world of the Messiah, declaring: "For unto
us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government
shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called
Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting
Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government
and peace there shall be no end . . ." (Isa. 9.6-7). This
passage contains an orthographical curiosity. In Hebrew, the
letter M is written at the beginning and in the middle of a
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closed square. This orthography is rigidly adhered to through-
out the Old Testament, except in one particular case. In
this verse, in the word lemarbe (increase), a final M, D,
appears in the middle of the word. This orthographical
mistake has never been corrected. A final M, Q, which
should occur only at the end of the word is written in the
middle of one.
I asked the rabbi if he could explain this, but he could
give me no answer. I then told him of the Kabalistic tradition,
that Isaiah put a Q in the middle of the word, in order to
show the reader who was destined to understand it that the
Divine Child of whom this prophecy speaks would be born of
the closed womb of a virgin.
Many other arguments, which I personally consider more
conclusive, would have made a far smaller impression on
the rabbi than this one. He had no further counter-argument
when I told him that the Messiah is the man who was born
of the Virgin Mary, and when I explained that because the
Messiah bears our sins, which according to the prophet Isaiah
results in His being bruised, every person who recognizes
that the Messiah is killed for our sins will no more bear his
own guilt.
Among other rabbis I have even come across sympathy for
Jesus. When I told an old rabbi that Jesus is the Messiah
whose coming Isaiah had prophesied, he shook his head
and said: "No! Jesus does not need to be accredited by Isaiah.
Compared to Him, Isaiah is small. It is not because of Isaiah
that the world believes in Jesus, but the other way round;
because of Jesus, millions of people also appreciate Isaiah.
Jesus is the sun."
Then there are other rabbis, who are rabbis merely by
profession, as are many Christian priests and pastors.
I once spoke to a rabbi who was a liberal, and tried to
convince him that Jesus was the Son of God. After listening
politely, he answered: "You wish me to believe in the
Son, but I don't even believe in the Father. If God existed,
He would not have allowed my family to be killed in
Auschwitz."

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We discover modern theology
The moment came for our first encounter with English books
of modern theology. We had not even known that modernists
existed: the Bible was dear to us because it contained the
message of Jesus. We accepted it, and regarded it as the word
of God. We did not dissect it, or criticise it, but rather we
allowed it to criticise" us.
Now we heard and read about various human sources of
the Bible which even contradicted one another, and that the
Bible contained some things that were later additions. It
was denied that Jesus had done wonderful things, or else
His miracles were interpreted in such a way that in the end
there was nothing left.
I was profoundly shocked. I know of a former preacher
who, after reading a book by a Christian modernist, completely
lost his faith, and «ven went so far as to write an anti-Christian,
atheistic book himself. This man was separated from God for
years. Other people, including myself after I had been released
from prison, were able subsequently to help him to recover
his faith.
Marx began as a Christian. Two liberal theologians, Bruno
Bauer and Strauss, destroyed his faith.
Rumanian Christians are fundamentalists. I do not know
a single modernist, nor do I know what benefits we could
derive from modernism.
It is true that the Bible exhorts us to "sing, unto the Lord
a new song" (Ps. 96.1). Every century must compose its
own song of praise to God in its own particular style. It is
written in Leviticus, Chapter 9, verse 3, that the animal
which is brought to the temple for sacrifice must be a benshana,
"of the first year". I do not live in the first century nor in
the Middle Ages, and it would not be normal for me to have
religious ideas belonging to those times. There must be pro-
gress in our thinking about God, too.
So modernism is not modern: it is very ancient. The
Syrian Codex Sinaiticus, a New Testament manuscript from
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Joseph", and omits the story of the virgin birth, about which
the man who wrote it probably knew nothing. Augustine
considered it blasphemous to believe in the first three chapters
of the Bible as the literal truth. Origen stated that the story
of the Creation, as it stands, is absurd and contradictory.
Luther said that he did not believe that God created man
"in einem Hui", all at once.
There are, of course, passages in the Bible which are very
primitive. Who would condone the methods used to diagnose and
cure leprosy as described in Leviticus Chapter 13? Even the
fundamentalists permit themselves their own modernism.
The fault of the real modernists is that they go too far:
all of a sudden the liberties they take can no longer be dis-
tinguished from others merely quantitatively; they are different
in quality.
Modernists deny miracles. In the twentieth century, when
the word "impossible" no longer exists, they declare that
miracles are impossible! The virgin birth, the miraculous
healings, the feeding of the five thousand, the physical resur-
rection from the dead; are these so impossible? In nature, it
is not only the usual that exists: Mozart, after all, was
composing music at the age of four.
Christ belongs to the sphere where the unusual is natural.
The American biologist Löbhas fertilised sea urchins,
and produced live specimens by chemical means, without
the use of male semen. Would it not be possible for God to
create out of man what the biologist can create out of a lower
form of life?
At the beginning of this century there lived in the Ukraine
a rabbi by the name of Hofetz Haim. When the first world
war broke out, one of his disciples was arrested as a result
of anti-Semitism, on the false charge that he was spying
for Germany. The rabbi was summoned as a defence witness.
He was ordered to take the oath, but he refused, saying:
"I can never remember having told a lie in my life, but I
refuse to take the oath, as I do not want to bring God's
holy name into a testimony, as an untruth might slip in against
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The prosecutor was delighted to be rid of an awkward
witness. But the defence needed him badly, and so the lawyer,
a Russian, asked that the rabbi should be listened to as a
source of information, and he declared: "Your honour, allow
me to relate one episode from the life of this rabbi, so that you
may understand that he is an outstanding man who can be
believed, even without taking the oath."
The president gave his assent, and the lawyer continued:
"One day the rabbi went from one Jewish shop to another,
collecting gifts for poor Jews. A thief lay in wait for him.
That evening, when his collecting-box was full, the thief
approached the rabbi and said to him: 'Perhaps you could
change ten roubles?' The rabbi, who was glad to be rid of
so much small change, opened his box, but with a swift move-
ment the thief seized it, and ran off with it.
"The rabbi was horrified, not because he had lost the
money—he immediately made up his mind to make good the
loss from his own pocket—but because of the serious sin the
thief had committed by stealing the money that belonged to
the poor. He ran after the thief as fast as his old legs could
carry him, and cried out: 'You have not stolen this money,
it is yours. I have given it to you as a gift. I have got the poor
people's money at home.' "
In amazement the president of the court interrupted the
lawyer and asked him: "Do you really believe this story?"
The lawyer answered: "No, I don't." The judge interrupted
him angrily: "Why do you tell us stories that you do not
believe yourself? You are quite out of order."
The lawyer answered: "Your honour, please do not be
angry. Has a story of this kind ever been told about yourself,
about the prosecuting counsel, or about me? Several stories
are told about us, but these are in tune with our characters
and our habits. It may be said of me that I have chased a
lot of women, that I have often been drunk, and that I
have cheated at cards, more than I have really done. What a
just and holy man this rabbi must be, for such legends to
circulate about him!"
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commission has ever established Mary's virginity; there is
no written evidence, submitted by scientists, to support the
miracles performed by Jesus. But this does not mean that we
can reject the stories in the Gospels.
One day, when my son was so small that he could not
possibly hiow anything about sex, or what a virgin is, hé
asked me: "Daddy, how was Jesus born?" I answered: "But
I've told you many times—he was born in a stable, and laid
in a manger." "That's not what I want to know," the child
answered. "You always say: like father, like son. If Jesus
was born just like us, then He would have been bad, like us.
So He must have been born in quite a different way."
The men and women who knew Jesus had precisely the
same feeling as my son. Those who believed in Him were
convinced of His virgin birth.
If He was so good and innocent and pure, if He was such
a unique person, why, then, should He not also have been
born in a unique manner? Why should he not also have risen
from the dead?
One day a distinguished personality in the Lutheran Church
came to see me on an administrative matter. After we had
settled the financial problems, I asked him if he believed in
Jesus. He was horrified that I should have asked him, one
of the country's leading laymen in the Church, a question
of this kind. I asked him to overlook his annoyance, and
answer my question. Finally he said: "There is no valid
juridicial proof of Jesus's resurrection." I submitted the
same evidence to him which I had submitted to the rabbi
from Cernauti. I asked him to assume the role of judge, and
to evaluate the juridicial quality of the arguments I had sub-
mitted. He confessed that he now believed in the resurrection,
was converted and also brought his wife into the faith. Later
he reproved the bishop for having nominated him to such a
high church office before making sure that he was a true child
of God.
If you, too, analyse the evidence, you will realise the truthful-
ness of what the Gospels tell. Th« Bible in itself contains
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Jesus to a human personality who was nothing more than a
great leader, a martyr to the truth, but about whom we know
really very little, since the Gospels are not to be trusted.
Modernism is negative: it takes away people's faith, and gives
them nothing in return.
Of course, criticism of biblical texts is necessary, but not
in the sense understood by the liberal school of theology.
It is assumed that the Old Testament text has been violated
by rabbis.
For instance the martyr Justin, the Christian philosopher
from the second century, maintained that the original of
Psalm 96, verse 10, is: "The Lord has become King on the
tree", but that the text was subsequently modified by the
Jews. And after Ezra, Chapter 6, verse 22, there should have
been a passage which ran as follows: "And Ezra said unto the
people: this Passover is your Saviour and your refuge. And
if you believe, then it shall come into your hearts, that they
shall humiliate Him in spite of the signs that He has done,
and that afterwards we shall hope in Him again, and this
place shall never be laid desolate, saith the Lord God of
Hosts. But if you do not believe, and do not hear these words
that are spoke of Him, you shall be despised of the heathen."
It is hard to believe that Justin should have invented this
passage.
The Talmud also relates that the seventy rabbis who pro-
duced the Greek translation called the Septuagint, although
they all worked in separate places, were inspired by the
Holy Spirit to alter certain passages, all in the same way,
in order not to offend other nations and races. In this legend,
as in all others, there is undoubtedly a grain of truth: the
texts of the Old Testament have undergone various modifica-
tions with a view to concealing certain facts. Strangely enough,
the Septuagint still exerts a strong influence on practically
all the translators of the Bible, who are thus translating the
texts wrongly, as the rabbis had intended in days gone by.
Anyone comparing the manuscripts of the New Testament
from the various centuries will note that here, too, there
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the various revolutionary and social characteristics of the
primitive Church.
But we possess the most important texts dealing %with
the life, miracles, suffering and resurrection of the Saviour,
the texts dealing with the way to salvation. The efforts of
some people to undermine the faith of millions are merely to
be deplored.
But the honesty of the modernists is useful, even if their
teachings are not well received; they stimulate others to seek
the truth elsewhere.
We sought it in Christian mysticism.
. The Bible is in part only a handful of notes of discussions
which God entered into with Abraham, Moses, the prophets
and Jesus, and of conversations which Jesus had with the
apostles, when He lived on earth and after His glorification,
and of the thoughts with which the Holy Spirit inspired
them.
But has God become dumb? Is it not possible for us to
hear His voice today also? Perhaps we, too, can become pure
in heart, so that we can see Him?
I had already read a great many other theological books,
but now I also read the modernistic ones, and I got the im-
pression that their ideas were superficial. There is a great
deal of vanity in these, as in any other profane books. Theo-
logians quote one another, instead of purging their spirits of
all that is unessential in this qualified history which has
accumulated in the course of centuries, and going back to
the original source of power.
In the second place, I got the impression that this Christian
theology at best stops at Jesus. But Jesus Himself said: "No
man cometh unto the Father, but by me" (John 14.6). He
declares that it is not He Himself, but the Father, who is
the goal. If we have come to the Father, whom the Mosaic
Jews also seek, we should be able to give them a helping hand.
We should be able to prove to them that Jesus is the way they
must follow to reach their desired goal. If we get no further
than Jesus, whom they contest, then our witness is of little
interest to them.

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Up till now, the Scriptures had been windows through
which we could see the reality of God; now we had opened
the windows, so that we could look on the God of reality.
Some of us called the new experience the Baptism of the
Holy Spirit; others called it the second blessing, or any other
name. Suddenly our eyes were opened, and we saw the nature
of things, instead of knowing merely by logic and intelligent
conception. We now saw many of the things which normally
are invisible. This meant that like butterflies or angels we
fluttered from one flower to another. "The wind bloweth
where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst
not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth" (John 3.8).
For this reason we were often misunderstood.
As it is with God, our thoughts became reality. In Hebrew
davor means both "word" and "thing". The words of the
Bible became more and more a reality in which we lived.
We broke away from the cycle of sin—forgiveness—fresh
sin, in which many believers pass their whole lives. Like Paul,
we forgot what lay behind us. Paul never forgot that he had
been a persecutor of the Church, and he regretted it. But
the power of the past to influence his present life became
less and less. And in the measure in which he became a new
creature, the old sins seemed less to have belonged to him,
but to somebody else, to the old Saul of Tarsus who was
dead. In the same way, we "forgot" the past, with its ugly
sin. We lived a present with God.
When Jesus washed His disciples' feet, He also wiped them
with a towel, because wet feet always indicate that they were
once dirty and needed to be washed. But once they have
been dried, feet are clean. The Bible tells us that in Canaan
Jesus turned water into the best wine; but old wine is the
best. Jesus transformed water not into new wine, but into
wine that was already old, that had been in existence for a
long time. We were not justified by being converted, but in
our conversion our eyes were opened, so that we could see
a purity which we had already possessed long ago: we saw
that we had always been pure in His eyes.
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of eternal life, not by believing in Jesus, but that we had
always had a special form of life, eternal life, because we
were destined from eternity to be God's children. It is im-
possible to distinguish, at an early stage, the embryo of an
ape from that of a man. At a certain moment the difference
becomes visible, but it has always been there. Mary Magdalene,
during her life of sin, was indistinguishable from any other
courtesan, but she had always been one of God's elect. Her
conversion was the moment when the difference was seen.
We suddenly recognised, when the veil was taken from our
eyes, our elder brother, Jesus, whom we had known long
ago. "To know is to recognise," said Plato. We had proof of
this.
We all live without remembering anything of our very
early childhood, of our dreams or even of seventy-five per cent
of what we do when we are awake. Why then should we
nurture only the remembrance of our past sins?
Just as Jesus never made any mention of His early life before
He was thirty years old, so we, too, did not stop at what had
been, but every day we entered rejoicing into the holy of
holies.
In me this release was caused by a very simple event, which
I now recount for the first time. I was sitting writing in my
study. In the room was all I held dear on earth: my wife,
my children, my books. Suddenly the light went out ; there had
been a fuse. I could see nothing, and a great fear came over me.
"One day," it flashed through my mind, "everything will be
dark, I shall die, and my eyes will be closed. I shall be lost
to all I now love." It is difficult to explain rationally the feeling
of fear that flooded over me for a split second. But at once
I realised the great store of riches I could enjoy in the darkness
as well as in the light—the consciousness of I, the blessing of
thought. Feverishly I examined myself. God, Christ, the
angels, hope of eternal life, faith, all remained, even in the
dark. They would be with me, too, at the moment when my
eyes closed in death.
Like lightning, the thought struck me that things in this
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It was then that I realised that the true nature of things is
this quality of not being.
King Lisimachus surrendered when he was surrounded by
the Scythians, forced to do so by hunger and thirst. After
eating, he exclaimed: "How brief was the pleasure for which
I sacrificed life and freedom!" So, in that fraction of a second,
I realised that the soul tends to be attracted by the body, and
neglects its great partner, God, who loves us with eternal love.
At that moment I passed over to the state where I lived
the truth about the relative value of things, instead of merely
knowing it. What I love in my human existence is transient,
and one day it will have to be left behind. But the Divine
Being, in which I have received a part through Jesus, is eternal.
I experienced the reality of this myself, and for me the light
would never be extinguished.
The words of the Scriptures: "Ye are gods" (Ps. 82.6),
became a reality to me.
Light also represents a certain mass: when light falls on
a plate, it brings a certain amount of power to bear on it.
Sunbeams bring with them the mass of the sun: light is not
an insubstantial messenger of the sun, but a part of the sun
itself which comes to us. In many ways, likewise, we are not
merely heralds of God's light, but God Himself; in a humble
form we are divine sparks scattered about the world to bring
light.
This conviction of the majesty of God's child has never
since left me. I thought, as did the first Christians, from
whom we have received the expression: "He who sees a
brother, sees God."
When I thought of Jesus, I no longer thought of Him
from the verses of the Bible. I entered into a reality where
His majesty was visible. As long as there are Jews, Jesus will
be their king, whether they recognise Him or not.
This experience had a different starting-point in the case
of'other brothers and sisters; but many were raised by the
Spirit to new faith.
A Catholic priest, who was present at one of our meetings,
said: "I have spent an evening among the first Christians."

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The talks we had together in our gatherings took a new
turn. We no longer talked about God, but from God.
Jesus now appeared to me in a new light. The sacrifices
in the Jewish temple were consumed with fire. The sacrifice
of Jesus, too, was consumed with the fire of love, which made
us one with Him. Fire transforms all things into flames. In
this way His sacrifice ceased to be a sacrifice made by one
person for another. We are in Christ Jesus. As His elect, we
were in Him also when He hung on the Cross.
When we looked at His Cross, we no longer thought of
the use our souls could make of His suffering, for then we
should have been like the soldiers who divided His garments
among them. With such a good Saviour, salvation follows
of itself. We asked ourselves another question: What are the
reasons for which He allowed Himself to be crucified, so
that we also may sacrifice ourselves for them and "fill up
that which is behind of the afflictions of Christ in my flesh"
(Col. 1.24)? In other words, how can we recruit for His service
a host of loving followers, who are prepared to suffer?
From now on a fire burned within us, as it did in the
disciples on the road to Emmaus. "Snowflakes cannot fall
on a hot stove", says an Indian proverb. The coldness of this
world could no longer harm us, although we had to pass
through bitter times.
We tried not to let love be frittered away in sentimentality,
endeavouring rather to manifest it in what St. Francis de
Sales so beautifully described as "the ecstasy of acts".
Religious meditation now received still greater emphasis.
We knew that the time spent in meditation was not wasted.
It is, after all, better to think for a whole day than to work
in vain for a whole week.
In the supreme moment of bliss the object of meditation,
the meditation itself, and the person meditating, became one
in such a way that meditation no longer became a conscious
act. God was working in the unfathomable depths of the
soul, which never reach to the surface of our consciousness.
Those who have had an experience of this kind are often
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In our congregation great sins were still committed; I, too,
committed great sins, even after I had had various mystical
experiences. I shall not explain this, as I am much too small
a person, but instead I shall let Meister Eckhardt speak:
"Sin which is committed is not sin if we repent of it ... He
who has truly subjected himself to the will of God need not
even wish not to have encountered the sin into which he fell.
Not of course to the extent to which the sin is directed against
God, but because through it you are in bondage to a still
greater love, and you are cast down and humiliated . . . But if a
man arise and entirely abandon his sins, faithful God will
ensure that that man will be as though he had never fallen
into sin, and He will not for a moment punish him for his
sins. Even though his sins should be so numerous as those
the whole of mankind might have committed, God will never
punish him, and his relationship with God will be as intimate
as God has ever entered into with any man. If man is prepared
to do that now, God will not consider what has been. God is
the God of the present. He is prepared to accept you as you
are today. In this way He receives you not as the person you
have been, but as the person you are now."
There is no danger in this doctrine, provided we do not draw
Luther's conclusion from it, "Peccator fortiter"—Sin greatly!
The Holy Spirit of God, on the other hand, reminded me
that at a time when I had been a high official in a certain
company, I had often acted incorrectly. But the Devil prevented
me from making a clean breast of things. When I went to see
my former boss, in order to confess, I found him in a despondent
mood. He greeted me with the words: "You were the only
honest employee I had. Today I have been told that one of my
confidential clerks has stolen a large sum of money from me."
This man had suffered a great blow, and this was obviously
not the right moment to speak to him about my own former
dishonesty. But I was anxious not to have it weighing on my
conscience. After a few days I wrote a confession, and offered
to return what I had appropriated dishonestly, bit by bit.
Not only did he refuse to accept the money, but he told
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terms, of my conversion. He became a Christian, together
with his wife and son. Throughout the whole war I was able
to devote my energies to preaching the gospel, because he,
as well as a number of others, had arranged for me to receive
a small monthly allowance.

THE FASCIST PERIOD
The beginning of the persecution
When old pastor Adeney left us, he was replaced by a
young man, Pastor Stevens. Both he and his wife were
Christians who led very pure lives, and wished to spread
the light around them. Their way of life testified to that
correct Christianity which was common in England, but
unknown in our part of the world, where even people who
had been converted permitted themselves to do things which
in the West would have been considered unworthy of a
Christian. Their fairness and sincerity gave us much food for
thought. We keep thankfulness to them. They left for what
was meant to be a short vacation. But they could not return
any more. Rumania had been taken over by a gang of anti-
Semitic fanatics, whose hands were stained with a great deal
of Jewish blood. They called themselves the Legionaires.
At that time the head of the Anglican Jewish Mission was
a young priest called Roger Allison, a man we all remembered
for his great humility. The humble man is strong in the Lord:
by reducing himself to nothing, the humble man, joined with
God, makes not two beings but one.
During the time he was our shepherd, our little community
increased greatly. But we were also in great danger. If we
went into the town, we never knew whether we should come
back. The Legionaires were hunting the Jews in the streets,
and arresting them on all sorts of trumped-up charges. On
many occasions I was only a hand's breadth from death.
I should like to relate two episodes.
One Sunday afternoon I was sitting in my flat. A meeting
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of young people was taking place in the church. Suddenly
a breathless young man burst into my room, shouting: "Come
down to the church at once! There is a terrible disturbance
going on!"
As I entered the church, I saw two young men. One of them,
whom I immediately recognised as a Jew, was shouting:
"Jewish brethren! Let us make our way to Russia! There we
shall find happiness and freedom! With the victorious Soviet
Army we shall return and overthrow the Fascists!"
Bessarabia, a province which up till then had been Rumanian
territory, had been occupied by the Russians, and the Jews
were fleeing en masse because of the anti-Semitic persecution.
But the government of Rumania at that time was Fascist;
such talk in our church might lead to arrests. It might even
result in a great many people being killed.
I tried to stop the two young men, but it was impossible.
They attacked me, shouting: "You are a traitor to the Jews!
You are on the side of the Fascists!" It was impossible for me
to call in the police to put an end to the commotion, as that
would have meant informing on the two young men, and
condemning them to a certain death. So I broke up the meeting,
and asked everyone to leave the premises and go home, speaking
to no one on the way. They obeyed me.
Next Sunday this scene was repeated. I did not know what
to do. I thought of closing the church.
During those days a Legionaire was killed in the capital.
No one knew who had killed him, but the Jews were afraid that
they would be accused, and that there would be reprisals.
One evening, as I was sitting at home, the two young men
who had caused the disturbance in the church, came to see
me. "We have something on our conscience we should like
to confess to you."
"Go ahead," I said.
Then they told me that it was they who had killed the
Legionaire. Involuntarily I exclaimed: "How could you commit
a crime like that? Did it not occur to you that this man had a
mother or a wife?" They replied: "He deserved to be killed,
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coming to seek advice from me if you feel oppressed by the
crime you have committed. If you are proud of it, then there is
nothing I can do for you. But now that you have told me what
you have done, I repeat: You have commited a crime. A
Fascist, too, is a man, and must be respected as such. If he is
our enemy, we must repay his hatred with love, and not kill
him."
Thereupon they went away.
After the Legionaires had been overthrown by General
Antonescu, one of the young men, the one with the Jewish
face, came again to see me.
"I must tell you how you escaped certain death," he said.
"I am a young Communist who was captured by the Legion
police while I was distributing illegal pamphlets. I was tortured,
and to escape further ordeal I agreed to act as an agent
provocateur for the Legionaires. The other man who was with
me was one of their commissars. The idea was that he would
pretend to be a Jew, and I was to go round with him, and
enter the synagogues, Zionist organisations or wherever Jews
were gathered together, and start pro-Communist discussions,
insulting the Legionaires as much as I could. Anyone who fell
for this trick, and agreed with me, would then be arrested by
the Legion police and beaten. As an agent provocateur I came
into your congregation, too, and I visited you in your home to
confess to a murder which we had not committed. When I left
your house, the Legion commissar exclaimed: 'I never thought
I should hear a Jew say that Legionaires should be loved!'"
An answer based on Jesus's teaching that we should love
our enemies had saved me from certain death. This was not
the only time.
We were faced with the problem of how to get our com-
munity recognised by the Legion state authorities, because
they did not respect the old authorisations. But how were we
to get a new one? It was dangerous for a Jew merely to try to
enter a public building in order to apply for it.
Finally, Mr. Allison and I decided to visit a priest who was
a member of the Legion, and had been appointed an inspector
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find him there. His wife asked us to wait for him. All the time,
Legionaires were coming in and out of the house, with their
greeting, "Long live the Legion and its Captain!" If they had
known who we were, they would have torn us to pieces.
At last the priest turned up. When he heard my name,
which sounds German, he was very pleasant, and asked us
with a great show of kindness what we wanted. Great was his
surprise when I told him: "I am a Jew who believes in Jesus,
and represent a congregation of similar Jews. We have come
to make two requests. In the first place, we do not want any
exception to be made of us when anti-Semitic measures are
set on foot, whether this involves confiscation of property,
deportation or death. I don't want our Christian faith to bring
us any material advantage. The second is this: the synagogues
are operating freely, and we too would like to have the right to
exercise our form of worship without interference."
The priest, who was known for his violent nature—on one
occasion, at the head of a group of Fascists, he had demolished
with an axe a Baptist church in his district—burst out laughing,
shaking all over with mirth. "There are no such things as
Christian Jews," he said. "The old Metropolitan Pimen once
baptised a Jew in the Bahlui River in winter. A hole had to be
cut in the ice, and when the Metropolitan dipped the Jew for
the third time in the water" (this is Greek Orthodox practice)
"he slipped out of his hands, slid under the ice, and vanished.
The Metropolitan exclaimed: 'This is the only Jew who has
been baptised and died a Christian!' Other Jews baptise only
their skins, and lead an un-Christian life. I do not believe that
you are Christians, either."
I answered: "You have every right to reproach us. It is
presumptuous of a man to declare that he is a Christian when
it is written that whoever says that he is in Christ Jesus must
live as Jesus lived. We have tried to do this, but as yet we
have not made a great deal of progress. So we are not.angry
when other real Christians, who are Jesuses in miniature,
reproach us for the mistakes we make in our lives. But we beg
you to give us a chance, and we shall do our very best!"
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we answered by confessing our sinfulness humbly, and not
defending ourselves. Our answer was always the same: "Yes,
we are wicked, despicable hypocrites as you say we are. But we
have a faith which will save us from sin. We are liars, but our
faith is the true faith. Give us an opportunity to prove it!"
I remembered one of the beautiful incidents related in the
Patristic writings. It was said of Father Agathon that a great
many people came to see him, as he enjoyed the reputation of
being a good man. Some of them tried to make him angry,
saying: "Are you Awa Agathon? We have heard of you, that
you are an adulterer and a man of great pride." And he
answered: "That is true, that is so." And they said to him:
"Are you the Agathon who speaks ill of others?" And he said:
"I am." And they said again: "Are you Agathon the heretic?"
And he answered: "I am not a heretic." So they begged him:
"Tell us, why did you admit everything we said to you, but
refuse to admit that you were a heretic?" He answered: "I
admitted the first charges, as this is useful to my soul. But the
word 'heretic' means separation from God, and I do not wish
to be separated from Him." When they heard this, they were
amazed at his integrity, and they left his presence uplifted.
Defending oneself, when faced with accusations is not
worthy of a Christian. Neither Joseph in the Old Testament,
nor the Virgin Mary, defended themselves when they were
accused of things they had not done. Hold your peace, and
God will defend you! You will be defended by the future
development of events.
As the priest continued to rain down insults upon us, we
answered his accusations against Christian Jews by admitting
that they might be true, but we defended our faith. The
result was that the priest suddenly changed his threatening
tone: "I have been deliberately testing you, and I have dis-
covered that you are worthier of bearing the name of Christian
than we are. I shall expect you early tomorrow morning at the
Ministry, and you will get the licence to continue your work."
The next day I was received by him in his office like a
brother, and was given the authorisation that I had never
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Soon after this we lived through the bloody days when
the Legionaires quarrelled with their friend General Antonescu
and the Jews had to pay the bill for this.
Some people wonder whether the Devil really exists: the
terrible chapters in the history of mankind are the best proof
of his existence. Where a doctor diagnoses debility, subnormal
temperatures, coughing, spitting, and strange noises in the
lungs, he is no longer in doubt. This illness is caused by an
invisible agent, the Koch microbe. And when I see misery
spreading all over this world that has been blessed by God
with all His good gifts, I assume the presence of an invisible
agent, the Devil.
Jewish blood was a commodity of no value. Jews were
collected wherever they were to be found, and taken to the
woods or to the slaughterhouse and killed.
But anyhow the Legionary government was toppled, and
now it was their turn to be arrested and killed. Our little
Christian Jewish community was now in a position to help
the families of the arrested anti-Semites. One family, in
great distress, was just about to commit suicide when we
managed to come to their rescue.
The Jews have often reproached us for extending our love
to include the enemies of the Jews. We shall answer them
with another story taken from the life of the Jews.
When the rabbi Susia from Anipole was still unknown, a
Jew from the country used to visit him, bringing gifts. This
Jew's prosperity grew from year to year.
On one occasion, when he returned to Anipole, he found
the rabbi away from home. On enquiring where he was, he
was told: "He has gone to Meserici, to visit his great master."
The Jew thought to himself: "The best thing for me to do
would be to visit the famous teacher myself. Then I could
receive a blessing from a greater authority than the rabbi
Susia." So he made his way to Meserici, gave a gift to the
teacher, and received his blessing. But from that day good
luck deserted him and his house: his fortune gradually de-
creased, his business affairs went from bad to worse, and
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In his distress he went to see the rabbi Susia and told
him everything. The rabbi answered: "Our wise men have
said that God requites on the same scale that we offer to him.
You must know that as long as you made no choice, and
gave help to poor Susia, God did the same to you, and He
gave you riches. But as soon as you started to have preferences,
and took a gift to the great man, then God too worked by
preferences, and gave His help to someone who was more
worthy than you."
We must not be selective in our good deeds. The enemy
we have conquered must also have our help. But any help
given to an enemy while he is in power is wrong, because it
makes us his accomplices.
Of course we owe Christian love to everyone: as Christian
Jews we must learn to show humanitarianism also to suffering
and defeated anti-Semites, and to do this in deeds and not
merely in empty words.
"What shall I do to be saved?"
Now, under Antonescu, another anti-Semitic government
was in power. Our permit to worship, given by the Legionaires,
was no longer valid. When Britain broke off diplomatic relations
with Rumania, the English pastor and all the teachers had
to leave. The English Church Mission was dissolved. The
buildings which had belonged to the Mission had been ad-
ministered by a German. He closed down the assembly hall,
and ejected us from our flat.
Our little congregation, which now consisted of about one
hundred adult members, was left without a shepherd who cared
for a small flock of converted Jews.
The leader of the Lutheran Church was a Nazi bishop who
had acquired a certain notoriety as a result of a sermon in which
he declared that mankind had three great models—Jesus,
Beethoven and Hitler, but that Jesus was greater than Hitler.
In keeping with the ideas of his own idiotic sermon, instead
of using the old greeting, "Praised be Jesus", he stuck to
"Heil Hitler".
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The Greek Orthodox priests had persuaded General Antonescu
to dissolve their congregations and confiscate their meeting
houses, many of which were converted into dance halls and
cinemas. Hundreds of brethren who belonged to these con-
fessions were sentenced to as much as twenty years' imprison-
ment, and this at a time when we were told that the country
was waging a holy crusade against Bolshevik atheism. The
main accusation against all these religious groups was that
they had become Judaised. The leaders of the Baptist congre-
gation implored us: "Please don't come to us! If we receive
a large group of Jews, we shall be still more bitterly persecuted."
Among the Greek Orthodox priests and hierarchy there
were some who were my faithful friends. One priest published
my articles at a time when anti-Semitism was at its peak. The
Patriarch Nicodim himself intervened on our behalf. The old
Archimandrite Scriban was tireless in our defence, and the
same was true of others. But the bulk of the Orthodox priests
were anti-Semitic. In their churches sermons were preached
whose aim was to stir up the people against the Jews.
The Wandering Jew has no resting-place on earth; nor did
the Christian Jews have anywhere to rest their heads within
the Christian Churches. As time passed we were forced to
accept this situation, and to regard anti-Semitism as a cross that
would have to be borne patiently, gladly and without a murmur.
Nothing glorifies God more than bearing the Cross; besides,
the Cross teaches you more than the Bible does. Thomas
Münzer says that through the Cross you also learn the bitter
Christ, and not only the sweet.
We could not decide what confession we should belong
to. We were forced to accept the hospitality that was offered.
Besides, we were not interested in denominational conflict.
The Swedish and Norwegian missions to Israel, which were
Lutheran, gave us their protection and their name. We were
grateful for this.
And now we had to solve the problem of obtaining per-
mission to hold meetings in our church.
I sent my visiting card to Mr. Sandu, a cabinet minister
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my German name, I was admitted, and I started with the
same approach as I had used a few months previously in my
interview with the Legion priest: I expressed the hope that no
exception would be made in our favour when anti-Semitic
measures were set on foot, but said that until then we wanted
to be allowed to practise our religion, in the same way as the
Mosaic Jews were allowed to.
The Minister tried to brush me aside, suggesting that
I should speak to the Director for Minority Groups, the
Reverend Zenovie. I told him that I had just been to see
Zenovie, but that I had not spoken to him. I had waited in his
ante-room for a chance to talk to him, and I heard him send
his servant to the devil because he had bought a different
brand of cigarette from the one he had asked for. "He sends
people to the devil, I bring them to God," I continued. "We
two cannot understand one another. I do not wish to have an
interview with him."
The Minister answered: "The Germans are in our country.
We cannot give a permit of this kind to Jews."
I told him: "Mr. Minister, then I shall withdraw my
application. We shall nevertheless continue to meet, at our
own risk. But before I go I should like to tell you something.
Priests of all denominations come to see you, to obtain assistance
in their administrative problems. I wonder if a single one of
them has spoken to you about your soul. A day will come when
we shall no longer be ministers of state, clergymen, or anything
else; we shall all stand naked and trembling before the Throne of
God. We shall then have to answer for our deeds. Consider then
what you may have to answer for, because you refused to help
Christians to assemble peaceably in order to worship Jesus."
At that moment God had taken from me all my powers of
reasoning, so that I completely forgot that I was a Jew, without
any rights, in an anti-Semitic atmosphere, in the office of a
minister of state. All he had to do would be to ring his bell,
and I should have been arrested and should have vanished
without a trace.
But the Lord invested my feeble words with authority. The
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which might be compared with something from the Bible.
The Minister rose, and face to face with a Jew, he asked:
"But what shall I do to be saved?"
I was now able to talk to him about Jesus.
From then on he was our friend and our protector. A Jew
who believed in Jesus had removed a thorn of anti-Semitism
from the flesh of a minister of state in an anti-Semitic govern-
ment.
The famous Christian-Jewish poet, Franz Werfel, relates that
in 1938 in an Austrian village the German troops collected all
the Jews for deportation. With them went a Christian chaplain,
who was unwilling to desert them. On the way an officer of the
Brownshirts had a diabolical inspiration. He stole a cross from
a churchyard and made a swastika out of it. He placed the
swastika in the hands of an old rabbi, and ordered him to kiss
the blasphemous symbol. The rabbi took the spurs from the
cross, and gave it to the chaplain. A bullet struck the Jew who
had restored the cross to its true shape.
On many occasions God used Jews for such purposes.
Now once again we had our permit; but this, too, was of
short duration. Soon afterwards, together with my wife and
a group of Christian Jews, I was arrested. A Rumanian woman
reported to the police officer on duty, and demanded to be
arrested together with the brethren of Israel. This request
was granted.
When we were released, the Minister had been replaced by
another, and our permit was annulled.
Underground religious activity
Within every man who has been born again there is a desire
to retire from the cares and worries of external things, to calm
the storm which sometimes disturbs even meditation, to
achieve peace, to pass beyond the ego and to rest undisturbed
on the breast of the Saviour. He desires only to remain poor,
without knowing or desiring anything but his hidden God.
But we were not to be yet allowed contemplative lives of
this kind: it was not until later that I could savour such joys,
when I spent many years in prison.

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We were now buffeted about in a tempestuous existence,
without much time to strengthen the inner man. Our meetings
were prohibited; we met illegally in various homes, thereby
running the risk of up to twenty years' imprisonment. On
occasions as many as a hundred of us gathered together in
this way. We had developed the technique of secrecy.
Only on one occasion were we surprised during a meeting.
The police had made the mistake of not surrounding the house,
but walking through the yard and knocking at the door. We let
them wait for a while before we opened up. After we had
opened the door, we delayed them in the entrance, asking them
who they were, what they wanted, and insisting that they
identified themselves. When they finally entered they dis-
covered that the report they had received of an illegal meeting
was false. The household consisted merely of the family. The
flat was on the ground floor, and all those present had in the
meantime jumped out of the window.
The police were furious: they were sure that we held our
meetings, but they had no proof. But in the end they were
lucky, and obtained the proof they were after.
Towards the end, our meetings, which had aroused some
interest even among a number of Rumanians, were attended by
a Greek Orthodox man who lived by selling poultry, which he
brought from the Soviet territories occupied by our troops. His
frequent journeys to this part of the country aroused the suspicion
of the police, who summoned him to their headquarters one
day, in order to ask him what was the purpose of his travels.
He answered: "I assume that you suspect me of espionage.
But you forget the proof I have that I am engaged in trade.
This is the sole purpose of my journeys. Besides, you ought to
know that converted Christians do not stoop to spying. I am a
convert: you have only to ask the Reverend Richard Wurm-
brand, and he will confirm that I attend the meetings he holds
at various houses."
The police no longer suspected espionage; but they now
questioned him about our religious meetings. Our brother had
let the cat out of the bag, and he was now trapped. The police
cunningly concealed their real purpose, and pretended that

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they wanted the names of those who took part in the meetings
merely to convince themselves that the trader was really a
convert, and above all that he was now no longer suspected of
spying. In this way they secured a great many names.
At about eleven o'clock one night, I had gone to bed and
was making notes for a sermon against the war, which was
then raging at its fiercest. Suddenly my wife walked into the
room, with a smile on her face as usual, and said: "The police
have surrounded the house!" I just had time to throw my
sermon down among the pile of papers on the table by the
bed. A group of policemen pushed their way into the house,
and declared that I was once again under arrest.
I hastened to get dressed and leave the house, as one of our
three rooms was full to the ceiling of crates containing food
which was to be distributed the next day in the women's
prison, where about two hundred women believers—Baptists,
Pentecostalists and Adventists—were interned. (We had taken
upon ourselves the task of taking aid to the imprisoned
brethren, as some of the heads of the different denominations
had not sufficient courage to do so, while others had not the
necessary initiative to set about it. When we had approached
them with the suggestion that aid of this kind should be
organised, they had backed out.) If the police had found
these crates, how could we have explained the situation?
Helping prisoners was a serious offence. Besides, we should
have had to tell them where we had obtained the money. If
we had refused to say for whom the food was intended, we
might have been accused of economic sabotage by hoarding
food. In either case, we should have been punished. But God
closed the eyes of the policemen, and they never entered the
room where the food was stored. They merely collected the
papers on the table, and bundled them together. They took
me with them. The same evening they arrested ten other
believers, including a young girl of only sixteen, who was not
yet converted, but who attended our gatherings.
When we reached the police station, we met the brother
who was responsible for our arrest. The thought that he was
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quite desperate. The first thing we did was to console him,
and try to dispel his gloom. We succeeded, and to this very
day he is one of the brethren. We told no one of his mistake.
Later, I was to officiate at his marriage.
The young girl was struck by a police commissar because,
when asked what her religion was, she answered: "I love the
Lord Jesus, but what this religion is called, I don't know."
She could not possibly have given a better answer.
The situation might have ended tragically, had not God
sent a man to intervene on our behalf—the Swedish ambassador
in Rumania, Patrick von Reuterswärde. He was a deeply
religious man, who was always doing good. His door was always
open to anyone who was in need or who was persecuted, no
matter to what nation, race, class or denomination he belonged.
He helped Jews who had been unjustly treated* just as he
afterwards helped Germans who suffered when the situation
underwent a complete change.
The Swedish Israel Mission had taken us under its pro-
tection, and in this way we had made his acquaintance. As
soon as he heard that we had been arrested, he intervened on
our behalf, although this meant a breach of diplomatic rules,
because we were Rumanian citizens, and he really had no right
to interfere. Nevertheless, his intervention proved successful.
We were also fortunate in being able to quench the police-
men's thirst for bribes. We decided not to worry with pangs
of conscience, because we were giving our money to bandits
and blackmailers. We could not distinguish between a bandit
and a policeman persecuting us for our faith and presenting
us with the choice: "Money or several years in prison". Out
of love of money, too, the police gave me back my papers
without looking through them.
On this occasion we spent only about fourteen days in
prison.
While the war was at its height, when I was being persecuted
both as a Jew and as a preacher of the gospel, I was able to
publish several religious books under the pseudonym of Radu
Valentin. It was under this name, too, that I became known
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was so addicted to drink that he was even prepared to allow
the publication of a book condemning alcohol, provided he
received a barrel of wine for his services.
Pastor Magne Solheim and his wife
Pastor Solheim, who was head of the Norwegian Israel
Mission in Galatz, was constantly being molested. The authori-
ties would come at night and search his house. He was tireless
in visiting Jews in their shops, in their homes and in their
camps, preaching the gospel at the same time as he gave them
consolation and physical help. Finally, the authorities closed
his church.
In his zeal he was a model missionary, never losing heart
because of the cool reception he received from the Jews and
the lack of understanding from the Christians. His wife Cilgia,
a Swiss teacher, proved a faithful helpmeet.
An army captain once said to him: "What is the point of
going to the Jews to preach the gospel? They only laugh at
you." Solheim answered: "When you receive an order, what
do you do? Do you discuss it or do you carry it out?"—"I carry
it out."—"So do I. The leader of the Christian Army, Jesus, has
ordered us to preach the gospel to all mankind. I am carrying
out His order. The results are not my business, but His."
His devotion made a great impression where one might
have least expected it. Here, the saying of the Christian martyr
Ignatius became a reality: "Christianity is not a matter of
persuasion, but of greatness." Out of the clay vessel of a
devoted man shines a treasure in all its beauty, and this treasure
attracts others.
When Feinstein was arrested (at the time we did not know
that he had been killed), we wondered how we could intervene
on his behalf. Finally, we decided that we should go to the
murderers to plead on behalf of their innocent victim. We
would go to the German Legation. Hitler's gang ruled in
Rumania, constantly inciting the people to slaughter the Jews.
It was in this situation that a Christian missionary and a Jew
made their way to the German Embassy to help another Jew.
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to Solheim, he was astonished and said: "You need a large
dose of idealism to leave your wonderful country of Norway
and make your way to Rumania to preach to Jewish shop-
keepers who are only interested in money and pleasure," It
was obvious that Solheim's plea had aroused his sincere
admiration. And a miracle occurred: Hitler's faithful servant
promised to do everything possible to save Feinstein's life.
We were subsequently convinced at the police station in Jassy
that the German Embassy had in fact phoned repeatedly with
this aim. But it was too late. Feinstein was dead.
The burden placed on the shoulders of the missionary who
is not himself a Jew is a heavy one. As a rule, the Jews are
indifferent, or even hostile. Anti-Semites mock .them; the
Christian clergy are often indifferent, too. In addition, there
is the deep disappointment experienced when dealing with
some Christian Jews.	(
There were some Jews who were baptised m the vain hope
that in this way they would escape persecution; these people
were excellent actors but had no really deep faith. I remember
a Rumanian brother once asking me to go with him to visit
a number of converted Jews whom I did not know. We were
very well received, and for a whole hour we talked with
enthusiasm. We knelt down and we all prayed. I was extremely
happy. Then the Rumanian brother, who had some business
to do, rose and left us. After he had gone, they began to laugh:
"The goy, the fool, he really believes we are Christians!"
They were convinced that I, too, was merely acting, and so
they revealed their real feelings.
Faced with people like this, one tends to lose courage, even
though one understands people who consider baptism a mere
formality and a means of defending themselves against anti-
Semitism.
Missionaries who work among Jews constantly come across
people who have been baptised out of fear, or in order to
marry a Christian, or to remove from their consciousness the
fact that they are Jews. We tried to counteract this tendency by
constantly maintaining the Jewish character of our community,
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There are also difficulties with serious converts from
Judaism. The Bible declares that our people are a peculiar
people: and there is something peculiar about the Jew, which
leaps to the eye, and he finds it difficult to assimilate himself
into another environment. He takes this special trait with him
into the Church.
The message of Jesus is universal and has eternal validity.
The apostle Paul says that in order to win them, he will make
himself a Jew for the Jews and a Gentile for the Gentiles, but
he only "makes himself" the one or the other. In actual fact
he has passed into the sphere of pure truth, where there is
neither Jew nor Greek. Just as mathematics is the same all
over the world, so is the true religion. The difference is only
in language and method. It would be impossible to instruct
the child of a Bushman in the same way as a Scandinavian
child.
But merely because of the fact that Jesus was born a Jew,
some Christian Jews assume that they are closer to Him than
their Gentile brethren, and tend to look down on other
•Christians and patronise them. The belief in the Jew Jesus
becomes just another kind of Jewish chauvinism, which is as
intolerable as all chauvinism. This often results in conflicts,
hidden or open, between the Gentile missionary and certain
Christian Jews. A carpenter is not nearer to Jesus than a tailor
because Jesus was a carpenter, nor is a man nearer to Him than
a woman because He was a male. Neither has a Jewish Christian
any superiority over a Gentile, though he often claims it.
Missionary work among Jews offers little spiritual satisfaction,
and quickly wears missionaries out. Nevertheless, Solheim
worked at this task for thirty years, assisted by his splendid
wife, and many others.
A Norwegian deaconess, Olga Olaussen, worked unob-
trusively but under great difficulty in Jassy during the war.
Her father, who had been a fisherman, was once thrown out of
his boat during a storm. For hours he wrestled with the waves.
In his distress he promised God that, if he were saved, he
would dedicate his children to missionary work, and this he
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tending the sick and bringing up orphaned children. After the
murder of Feinstein she worked alone with a group of Christian
girls, as all the men in the congregation had been killed. She
brought up these souls in the spirit of faith.
On one single occasion during the war I was given a permit
to visit her congregation on a Sunday. Here I found a small
group hungry for the Word of God. Knowing that I had only
a day to spend there, I preached for eleven hours, from eight in
the morning till eight in the evening, with an hour's break for
dinner. Throughout these eleven hours the entire congregation
kept their eyes and their attention riveted on the preacher.
Having written something about Pastor Solheim and
Schwester Olga, who belong to the Norwegian Israel Mission,
it might be of interest to describe how this Mission came into
being.
During the first half of the nineteenth century, the
Norwegian Lutheran Church made great efforts to spread the
gospel among the heathen. One day a Christian lady asked her
pastor: "Do you not think the time is now ripe to start the
special task of spreading the gospel among the Jews?" The
pastor replied: "No. According to the Bible it is now the time
of the heathen. Israel has been rejected." The answer brought
the lady to the verge of tears, but she held her peace, and
bided her time.
A few months later she approached the pastor once again.
"I would like to have your advice. A relation of mine had an
only son. But he behaved so badly that finally the parents had
no option but to send him away from home. To console them
in their unhappy old age, they adopted a boy, giving him
everything their own child had enjoyed, and making him heir
to their possessions, even though blood is undoubtedly thicker
than water. They treasured a picture of the child who had
been born to them, constantly remembering him and shedding
tears at night in their longing for him. The adopted child grew
bold, and as time went on he started to abuse his foster-parents:
"I don't want to see the picture of the other boy on the wall!
How dare you mention his name? I don't want to hear you
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At this juncture the indignant clergyman interrupted the
good lady's story: "He is an impudent boy, and does not
deserve to stay in the house. They should send him away!"
Then the woman said: "Is not Israel the genuine son of
the Heavenly Father? He was driven from home because he
had been disobedient, and we, the other peoples, were adopted
in his place. But God's heart is still fixed on Israel. Heaven,
too, sighs for him. Is it right that we, the branches, should
consider ourselves greater than the trunk, and refuse the Jews
salvation?"
The clergyman now admitted his sin, and became the
founder of the Norwegian Israel Mission.
For many decades now.this mission has carried out work
of great blessing in several Rumanian towns.
Difficulties of our position
The Jews suffered so greatly during the war, that had we
followed our feelings only, we should have done nothing but
embrace them and console them. God helped us to do some-
thing to assist the Mosaic Jews who were deported to Trans-
nistria. Through our Rumanian brothers we sometimes
succeded in abducting some of the Jewish children from the
ghettoes, and restoring them to their parents.
But we could not be satisfied with this. The prophet Jeremiah
lived during the violent attacks of the Babylonians which
marked the beginning of the destruction of the Jewish state, and
at that time he blamed the Jews for their sins. Jesus, called by
some a new Jeremiah, did the same at a time when the Jews
were suffering under the unjust rule of the Romans. Both
were considered by their contemporaries to be traitors to their
people.
In the writing known as Baba Metzia, the Babylonian
Talmud accuses the prophets of sinning in their reproaches of
Israel. The Shir Raba states that Moses, Isaiah and Elijah
were punished by God for accusing Israel before the face of
the Lord. Christians think the prophets were right.
We were in the same situation as the prophets of old. Despair,
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of the Jews to stone. Constantly the cry went up: "Let God
choose another people. We are tired of being His nation!"
On the other hand, the small group of Christian Jews was
convinced of the truth of Jesus's saying that salvation must
come from the Jews, that the Jews have a task to fulfil and
that they are obliged to fulfil it.
The Jews could not understand why we should make them,
the victims of the Fascists, co-responsible for all the evil that
was taking place in the world, in this way apparently joining
forces with their accusers and persecutors.
Our reasoning was simple. As far back as four thousand
years ago the Jews were given the Ten Commandments, the
basis of morality. It was revealed to them that God is One,
and that God demanded from mankind a brotherhood of
free men and women, a community guided by love and truth.
He also promised a Messiah who would ultimately establish
such a kingdom. The Jews were the people chosen by God
to bring this revelation to all peoples. God endowed them with
the qualities necessary to carry out their mission.
Almost two thousand years after Moses, the world still
had not heard of this revelation. Julius Caesar wrote in his
De Bello Gallico that the Gauls, the ancestors of the modern
Frenchmen, still drank wine from the skulls of their conquered
enemies. The Teutons and the Slavs, too, were savages at
that time.
Today, the Jews form only 0.33 per cent of the world's
population, yet they hold key positions in the economic,
political, scientific and cultural life of a great many countries.
The position of the Jews in these fields of influence is out of
all proportion to their actual numbers.
This is a heavy responsibility for the Jews.
If the teacher fails to carry out his duty, and his pupils are
hooligans, even going so far as to ill-treat their own teacher,
who then is responsible—the pupils or the teacher? On countless
occasions I have seen both Rumanians and Germans open up
their hearts when Jews talked to them of the love of Jesus.
Often, this has quite disarmed their anti-Semitism. When a
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a light and of bringing this light to the nations, this generally
produces a profound effect.
But Jews are not assuming this task: on the contrary, I know
from my own experience how often some Jews have done their
best to undermine the Christian faith. When the man who
has lost his faith in Christ and His teaching of love strikes a
Jew, we are sorry for the victim, but we cannot absolve him
from his guilt.
We had converted a Greenshirt, an anti-Semite, who was
a chauffeur by trade. This man, overjoyed at the treasure he
had found in Jesus, went to the great Jewish industrialist,
Goldenberg, by whom he was employed, and told him of his
experience, and about the Saviour, and asked Goldenberg to
accept Him. Goldenberg made fun of him: "How silly you are,
Augustin! All this is nonsense. The important thing is to
live, to have money, to drink, to enjoy life with women, because
on the other side there is nothing."
Goldenberg was a shrewd man, who had succeeded in life.
Augustin was a simple country lad. The result was that
Goldenberg's words plucked the tender plant from Augustin's
soul. Many Goldenbergs have worked in the same way, through
the medium of newspapers, magazines, books, lectures, and
through their influence in political and economic life. Is it
surprising, then, that men like Augustin should return to the
tavern and, inspired by the example Goldenberg has given
them, try to lay their hands on money? And how are they to
get hold of money, except by knocking Goldenberg on the
head?
And when Goldenberg suffered, like anyone who suffers
greatly, he was not prepared to listen to sermons of reproach,
but we were forced to show him his guilt.
It was a divine miracle that among those who were struck
down by the anti-Semitic tyranny and who were in great
distress, there were some who received faith in Christ. To
all outward appearance they were wretched, degraded, reduced
to depths of squalor, yet they were people who had discovered
the great mission of the Jews. They had accepted Jesus as the
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it was to spread the Light of God through the world. These
Jews regretted the years they had wasted by failing to do their
duty, and now joyfully witnessed to their new faith, together
with their brethren—Rumanians, Hungarians and Germans—
who with them had become the spiritual Israel.
The Jewish people are not the only chosen people. God
has given many people special vocations. The Indian people
have given the world the highest metaphysics, whose influence
can be recognised even in the Bible. The Roman people were
chosen to give justice to the whole world. Even today, the
leading minds in matters of law, such as Lombroso, Enrico
Ferri and Pendi are Italians. All over the world, wherever
justice reigns, Roman law is supreme. Wherever Roman law
does not exist, injustice rears its head. The Greeks were chosen
to give the world philosophy. It is said that since the death of
the great Greek thinkers no new ideas have emerged in
philosophy, but instead men have ruminated, again and again,
on the wisdom of the ancient Greeks. The Germans and
Italians have given the world great music; the Germans and
Anglo-Saxons have given us modern technology. The Swiss
have been chosen by God to show the world how different
nations, who are enemies in other parts of the world, can live
together in harmony. The British were chosen to begin all the
big missionary enterprises and to give the Bible to all nations.
It is the duty of every nation to discover its special mission.
But the Jews have not remained faithful to their vocation.
They have rejected, and still reject, their Messiah, who has
been proved by history to be the person who has fulfilled to
perfection the mission entrusted to the Jews, to be a light to
lighten the world.
The Jews having failed in their spiritual mission, the task
they should have fulfilled has been left to others. According
to the prophecies of Jesus, the vineyard has been handed over
to another people. From every nation, those who walk in the
footsteps of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, the prophets and
Jesus, constitute the spiritual Israel. They have taken over
our neglected inheritance, and are now spreading the light
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hood, this international brotherhood of love, there are also a
number of followers of Jesus from among the Jewish people.
During the bitter war years we could not make many
converts. Nor were we surprised that the Jews, who were
oppressed, hounded, starved and dogged by death at every
step, should not have opened their hearts to the gospel,
j'ust as we are not surprised that the lame man cannot dance
and the dead man cannot move. We thanked God silently
whenever He occasionally performed a miracle and a Jew,
overcoming all inner and outward impediments, embraced
the faith.
We did not ask too much of the new converts: we did not
ask that they should walk in a new way, and deny all they
had believed in up till then. After all, the Jewish religion
has values which cannot be rejected; and we did not expect
them to become model Christians overnight. The fish in lakes
needed thousands of years to effect the transformation from
salt-water to fresh-water creatures. A human being is equally
incapable of changing in a few weeks, even in a few years. We
had to be patient with our new converts. We were not afraid
when we saw what a small grain of faith some of them had,
provided this faith clung to the Great Saviour, because we
knew that He who had planted the good seed would make it
grow until His coming.
The converts did not come from celebrated circles of
Judaism; but nor did Jesus gather His apostles from among
the highest in the land. Mary Magdalene was a prostitute.
We too had women of this kind. Matthew and Zacchaeus
were embezzlers and traitors to their people. Saul of Tarsus
had committed murder. Most of the apostles were unlettered
artisans.
We did not consider that a person's past, however degraded
it might have been, had any significance. God judges a man
as he is at this particular moment. The only important thing
to us was whether a man believed in Jesus's blood and suffering,
whether he loved Him, whether he wished to be saved through
Him, whether from now on he would follow Him.
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out to the relatively good, pure, people which was pierced,
but also His left hand, the one He stretched out to all those
who were degraded, the pariahs.
We recalled one of the sayings of Meister Eckhardt:
"Everyone is most concerned to remove what disgusts him
most. The greater and more hideous our sins are, the more
quickly and with the greater love does God forgive them,
because he is greatly repelled." Many people who were bur-
dened with great crimes received consolation, and we set their
feet on the right path with thoughts such as these.
We did not as a rule have long conversations with people.
We proclaimed the truth, we did not discuss it. We revealed
a truth which fundamentally all of us carry inside us without
knowing it, because the human soul is Christian by nature.
We spoke to the conscience, not to the understanding. Those
who had been chosen from the beginning to be saved, came
to us. What was obvious to everyone was that they had been
anointed with the oil of joy, above all other Jews.
I remember the day when the decision to confiscate Jewish
house property was published. In the Mosaic families affected
by this order there was great sorrow. Our brethren in the
faith sang and rejoiced, for they knew that in heaven they
had a better treasure which no one could take from them.
Two old people
One day my wife and I went for a walk. Hardly had we gone
a few steps before my wife noticed an old Jew on the other
side of the street. An Orthodox Jew by outward appearance,
he shuffled along, walking with difficulty. My wife said to me:
"That man has not long to live. Go and speak to him about the
Saviour! I shall return home. We can go for a walk later."
I crossed over to the other pavement, and approached the
old man with the request: "Would you please tell me what
portion of the .Law of Moses will be read in the synagogue
next Saturday?" He told me, and then asked: "Do you believe
in Jesus?" I answered, a little surprised: "Yes. Why do you
ask?"—"Because I realise that you were looking for an oppor-
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questions of that sort. How old are you?"—"About thirty," I
told him. "You are young. I have believed in Jesus for forty
years, and I have spent just as many years in Satan's prison."
His answer left me speechless. We exchanged addresses, and
I promised to go to visit the old man. And what was the story
I subsequently heard?
This man, a tinsmith, had heard the gospel preached forty
years ago in the Anglican Mission, and he had believed in
Jesus. Ever since that day he had pored over his Bible, which
he knew better than I did, and had led a regular life of prayer.
But he had not confessed his faith to anyone, nor had he
been baptised, for fear that he might lose his customers, most
of whom were Jews.
The years went by, and he stubbornly refused to heed the
advice of those who urged him to side openly with Jesus, in
whom he believed in secret.
The devil rewarded him, as only the devil can: to secure
his livelihood he had refused to be baptised, and in his old
age he was reduced to beggary. Once again he was unable to
bear witness to his faith, lest he should be forbidden to ask
for alms from his fellow Jews outside the synagogue.
That was the position when I ran into him. For many
months I struggled with this man, who believed that the
Bible was the inspired word of God, and I asked him to bear
in mind the words of the Epistle to the Romans: "If thou
shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus . . . thou shalt
be saved." (Rom. 10.9). He knelt with me, we prayed together,
but he always had the same reply on his lips: "Where shall
I get my food if the Jews discover that I believe in Jesus?"
All around us were Christian Jews who had publicly confessed
their faith, and he realised that we all made a living, but the
devil had persuaded him that baptism for him would mean
starving to death.
I never ceased insisting that he should allow himself to be
baptised. Finally he came to see me, and said: "I have made
up my mind. Next week the great autumn festival starts, the
new year, and the Festival of Atonement. The synagogue will
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come near it. I shall get a great deal of money. And then I can
be baptised."
I asked him how much money he expected to get, and he
told me about five hundred lei, which was a lot of money for
a beggar.
I continued to question him: "Do you believe that God
created heaven and earth?"—"I do."—"Do you believe that
God gave the Jews in the wilderness manna from heaven and
water from the rock?"—"I do."—"Do you believe that Jesus
fed thousands of people with a few loaves and fishes?"—"I do."—
"Do you believe that Jesus can give you five hundred lei, so
that you no longer need to postpone the fulfilment of God's
commandment?"—"How can Jesus get the money for me? I
must put off being baptised until after the religious festivals."
Without thinking, I said something which caught me
unawares: "God will not receive you after the festivals are
over. For forty years now you have bargained with Him, and
now you let Him wait for a mere five hundred lei. God is a great
God, and He will not allow Himself to be mocked. You will be
received by Him today, or never."
When he left me the old man was angry, because he thought
I had spoken harshly to him.
The day after the Day of Atonement, the old man's daughter
came to ask me to go to him immediately at his house. He
had been standing outside the synagogue in the cold autumn
rain, and was stricken with double pneumonia. I ran as fast as
I could, but it was too late: when I arrived he was already at
the point of death. I went to find a doctor and asked him to
restore the old man to consciousness, if only for a few seconds,
so that he could express the wish to be baptised. But it was
impossible. He died without receiving baptism.
It was my fault, too. At that time I did not know that in
such a case as this, the dying man could have been baptised,
on the assumption that he was a believer. The mere fact that
he had sent for me in his last hour was significant.
I knew another case involving a Jew who in his younger
days had heard the Word in Jerusalem, and had accepted the
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baptism was broached he postponed the idea, declaring that
he wished to be baptised in the Jordan. Several decades passed
before he was able to make the journey. In his old age he
finally set off on his pilgrimage to the Holy Land. He died
on the way, in Istanbul, before his wish could be fulfilled. His
daughter, who was also a believer, told me this with tears in
her eyes, but she did just what her father had done. She was
converted thirty years ago, but has still not been baptised.
The young learn nothing from the old.
Horshani was the direct opposite of the old man whose
story I related above. Horshani had served the synagogue all
his life. He was now ninety-one, and had been pensioned off.
Once a month he used to visit the members of his former
congregation, and all of them would give him small gifts.
One day he went to see a man who had a young daughter,
who was a fervent believer. She gave him a New Testament.
His joy was indescribable. Despite his advanced age his mind
was perfectly clear. He recognised in Jesus, of whom he read
in the book, the Messiah for whose coming he had prayed
all his life.
I went to visit him, but there was little for us to talk about:
with all his heart he believed simply through reading the
book.
Not long afterwards, he started dreaming dreams in which,
night after night, he saw two people clad in white who advised
him to make haste, because his days were numbered.
One day, during the bitter winter of 1941, he made his
way with great difficulty to my home. I was surprised to see
him. "What brings you here, Grandfather?"—"I've come to
be baptised."
Neither the girl nor I had ever spoken to him about this.
The decision was his alone.
At his age, prolonged baptismal instruction was out of the
question. Nevertheless, I wanted to know what was passing
in his heart, and so I asked him: "Why do you wish to be
baptised?"—"Because Jesus commanded it," was his prompt
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feel compelled to fulfil the commandments of Jesus?" He was
very angry: "Fiddlesticks! Jesus is the Son of God and we
must all obey Him."
I continued to question him: "Have you told your family
that you are going to be baptised?" (His children were dead,
and he was cared for by his grandchildren.) "Yes," he replied.
"And what does your granddaughter say?"—"She said she
would throw me out of the house."—"What would you do at
your age? If she really throws you out of the house, you will
not be able to fend for yourself."—"I shall stand out in the
snow in the street with Jesus, but all the same I shall fulfil
His commandment."
The old man had passed his examination with flying colours.
I at once made all necessary preparations for the ceremony.
A young Christian Jewess, who up till now had hesitated to
take the step, happened to be in our house at the time. She
also decided to be baptised when she heard old Horshani's
answer, and I baptised both of them.
Thanks to the intervention of neighbours, his granddaughter
did not throw her old grandfather out that very evening, but
the next day he had to leave. He did not sleep on the street for
a single night. God, who had given manna to the Jews in the
desert, also took care of Horshani.
I procured him a Bible with large print, so that he could
continue his reading. Whenever I went to see him, I would
find him with either the Bible or a hymn book in his hand. As
he could only walk a short distance, he was unable to attend our
services, and so he did not know our hymn tunes. But this
did not bother him. He sang the hymns to tunes he knew from
the synagogue.
Horshani was an enthusiastic witness for his Lord, and was
constantly telling others of his belief. He lived for another
two years. In the end, his granddaughter took him back into
her house, out of respect for the neighbours, but she treated
him badly. He did not care. He often used to tell us how he
saw heaven in his dreams.
One evening a neighbour came to tell us that Horshani
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In a corner of the room where the dying man lay stood a
cantor, who had been hired by the family, saying in his name
the Vidui, a special formula of recantation of faith for Hebrew
Christians. But Horshani's last words were: "The Lord Jesus
is good; I am going to the Lord Jesus."
Antonescu's government had decreed that all Jews, even
those who were Christians, should be buried in the Mosaic
cemeteries, presumably in order to prevent the dead being
racially corrupted. And in the Mosaic cemetery the administra-
tion would not allow Christian funeral services to be held, out
of deference to the finer feelings of the Mosaic dead. During
this period we were allowed to bury neither Horshani nor
any other Christian Jews. Cantors sang beside their graves,
but their souls were already with the Saviour, whom the cantors
did not know.

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The gambler and the police informer
When he was in prison, Oscar Wilde wrote that if Jesus had
said nothing but "Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for
she loved much" (Luke 7.47) and "He that is without sin
among you, let him first cast a stone" (John 8.7), then this
would have been sufficient for us to believe that He was God,
for these words express thoughts so lofty that no human spirit
could have conceived them.
Another of Jesus's outstanding sayings is: "The Son of man
is come to seek and to save that which was lost." (Luke 19.10).
Wherever we came across a repellent sin, we did not sit
in judgement. We considered how we might cure the disease.
A good tailor never throws away a scrap of cloth. Society must
not reject people merely because they have fallen. It might be
society's fault, too.
One day a young girl who was a Christian came to me in
tears to tell me that her father, an inveterate card-player, had
stolen her mother's money, which she had scraped together by
working long hours as a dressmaker, and had gone out to
gamble the money away in some inn, which one she did not
know. We systematically visited all the inns in our part of town.
At last, very late, we ran him to earth in a tavern which was also
involved in a smuggling racket. He was absorbed in a game, and
after he had lost, I tapped him on the shoulder and told him I
wanted a word with him. We went into an adjoining room, and
sat down at a table, the three of us—the gambler, the girl and
myself. I spoke amicably, I spoke harshly; every approach was
fruitless. I talked about humanity, I talked about religion.
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There was one single thought in his head: he would go on
gambling, to try to win back the money he had lost, in vain I
argued that in these games the only person who came out the
winner was the innkeeper. I told him I was resolved not to
leave the inn until he agreed to come with me. He now grew
insolent, and started to shout: "What rights have you over me?
I am a Jew. Let the chief rabbi come to fetch me. I am not a
member of your congregation, and I must ask you not to inter-
fere in my life." He shouted so loudly that all the other card-
players heard it, and they too began to threaten me.
I said: "Do you want the chief rabbi? I'll go and fetch him."
His daughter and I stopped the first taxi we could find and
drove to the home of the chief rabbi, but he was not in town.
So we went to the house of another leading rabbi, and rang the
bell. After a long wait a sleepy servant opened the door. I
said to him: "Please wake the rabbi, as a great misfortune has
befallen Israel."
This took place at a time when anti-Semitism was raging.
The servant imagined that I had come with news of some
new law against the Jews. I assured him that the matter was
very important.
A few moments later we were ushered into the rabbi's
bedroom. He was sitting up in bed, waiting anxiously to hear
what had happened. I told him of the great tragedy, that a sheep
from the chosen flock of Israel was losing money, as well as
endangering the sacred prestige of the Jewish race in the
inn, and that he had demanded that a rabbi should come
and fetch him. "There's a car waiting outside. Please come
with me."
The rabbi looked at me as though I were mad. "Have you
woken me up only for this? Tell the gambler that he can come
and see me tomorrow, and I will talk to him." I answered:
"It is not for the lost sheep to come to the shepherd. The
shepherd must seek out the lost sheep. The gambling dens,
the taverns and the brothels are full not only of Rumanians,
but also of Jews. I visit these places to look for lost souls, but
I never meet any rabbis there. Nor for that matter do I find
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come with me!" He muttered a few derisory words, and rolled
over in bed to go to sleep.
The girl and I returned to the inn, which was in the Jewish
quarter, and told the gamblers, many of them Jews, what had
happened. This gave me an opportunity of speaking to them
of the Saviour, who left the ninety-nine sheep in the fold in
order to look for the one which was löst. I pleaded with them
to cross the gulf which a heedless priesthood of all religions
had placed between Jewry and Jesus.
The gambler went back to his family. And the news of what
had happened that night was talked of in all the inns.
On my wanderings into the world of the outcasts I ran
into Farcash. He was a Hungarian Jew, whose name means
"wolf", and he was a wolf by profession, a paid informer. He
went round among the Jews, worming out of them how much
foreign currency, gold or other valuables they had hidden
away. With this information he went to the police commissioner,
with whom he had an arrangement. The police would arrest
the guilty man, and extort his gold from him by threats and
torture. He would then be released, and Farcash and the
policeman would split the loot between them.
Farcash's wife was a believer, and she was stricken with
grief at her husband's misdeeds. At her request several of
the brothers spoke with him, but he merely listened without
responding.
But the seed was not lost. One day Farcash said to his wife :
"Get a bath ready for me. I want to clean myself outwardly
and inwardly, and become a new man."
He took a bath, and then he went to the police commissioner,
and told him: "I have been born anew. I deeply regret the
wrong we have done together, and I have decided to have
nothing more to do with it." The result was that the police
commissioner had him interned in a concentration camp at
Tirgul-Jiu, for fear that he himself would be exposed.
Every third month a commission visited the camp in order
to interview the internees. Farcash was one of those brought
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told them of his former life, and confessed his new faith. One
police inspector grabbed the Bible and flung it to the ground.
Farcash told him: "You have brought misfortune on yourself
by mocking this book. Now all the curses mentioned in it will
fall upon you." His fate was now apparently sealed. He had
forfeited any chance of release.
But that evening the commandant, touring the camp,
chanced to peep into Farcash's cell, and saw him kneeling in
prayer. Out of curiosity he opened the door, and asked him
who he was. Farcash told his whole story, concealing nothing.
The commandant was so impressed that he promised to
intervene on his behalf, and shortly afterwards he was set
free.
The policeman who had torn the Bible from his hand
later suffered many years of imprisonment under the Com-
munists. Farcash was baptised. Soon afterwards he made his
way to Hungary, where he was probably killed by the Nazis.
The struggle for a soul
Mrs. S. had decided for Christ, but her husband was
violently opposed to her conversion. Finally, he forced her
to accompany him to a rabbi, so that she could be shown the
error of her ways.
She told me the time of her appointment, and I walked
up and down in front of the synagogue, praying. I was afraid
that the joint exertions of the rabbi and the husband would
weaken her decision.
I kept it up for a while: finally I could stand it no longer,
and burst into the rabbi's ofHce. I told him who I was, and
insisted that the interview with the lady should take place in
my presence.
I am tall and of an athletic build; the rabbi was small and
thin. He was clearly nervous. He offered me a chair, and then
went on to address the lady: "Christianity is the opposite of
the great message of the revelation 'Hear, O Israel, the Lord
thy God is one God'. If God is one, the Father, where do we
get the other gods, Christ and the Holy Spirit?"
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God is one is part of the mystique of numbers. It contradicts
the assertions of the dualists that God is two, and of the poly-
theists that there are many gods. If God is identical with
the number one, He must have qualities in common with this
number. This shows how useful mathematics is to an under-
standing of the divine truths. All the philosophers, from Plato
and Pythagoras to Augustine and Boethius, have maintained
that no man who is ignorant of mathematics is capable of
understanding divine things.
"You persist in maintaining that God is one, without
realising what the term 'one' involves. There is no such thing
as absolute one. 'One' simply represents a synthesis of con-
flicting forces. Man is one because he is a synthesis of body,
soul and spirit. These again are syntheses of other entities.
An atom is a synthesis of conflicting elementary particles.
"You talk about the oneness of God. But the Mosaic faith
is based on a misunderstanding of the Bible meaning. The
Hebrew language has two expressions for the word 'one':
iahid, which means 'absolute unity'; and ehad, which means
composite unity, as in the book of Genesis, Chapter 1 ; 'vaihi
erev vaihi boker, torn ehad—and it was evening, and it was
morning, the first day, one day.'
"In the Bible, God is called Ehad, a composite unit. In his
thirteen articles of faith, Maimonides jumped from Ehad to
Iahid without any support from the Bible. It is in his work
that for the first time we find God portrayed as an absolute
unit, which is absurd from both a mathematical and a philo-
sophical point of view.
"We might say that the confession of faith which thousands
of Jewish martyrs had on their lips at the moment of their
death should, correctly translated, run as follows: 'Hear, O
Israel, Jehovah our gods'—Eloheinu is a plural word—'I am
Jehovah of a composite unity*. Can you deny this, Rabbi?"
The rabbi was downright astounded. Although he was a
very well-read man, he had no acquaintance with Christian
apologetics, applied to the Mosaic faith. At this moment his
intellectual curiosity gained the upper hand: "What you are
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Mrs. S. glanced in triumph at her confused and shamefaced
husband.
I continued: "If I maintain that God is one, I maintain
that He is divisible, because the number one is divisible. He
can be the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Even the words
of Jesus which he addressed to men and women, quoting
from the Psalms, 'Ye are gods' (John 10.34), are plausible.
All God's children share His divine nature. The number one
is also capable of being multiplied. But it is unlike all other
numbers because, however much one multiplies it by itself, it
always remains one. We men and women, too, are made gods,
but God remains one. Likewise, the number one is the only
number whose square root is equal to itself. That is why
Jesus, a man, was able to say: "He that hath seen me hath
seen the Father" (John 14.9). That is why we have retained
the saying used by the early Christians: 'Every time you look
at a brother, you look at God.'
"God has been called one because every number is a quantity
related to one. In this way the whole creation is related to God.
At any rate, you cannot use the fact that God is one as an
argument against the Christian faith."
In the rabbi's office there was only one picture—a repro-
duction of "The Last Supper" by Leonardo da Vinci. Why
precisely this work of art? I put the question straight to the
rabbi.
Somewhat shamefacedly, he answered: "I admire Jesus
because He was a great Jew, just as I admire Plato, the great
Greek. They were both important thinkers and good men.
I also believe that we should bring back Jesus to the ancestral
heritage of the Jewish nation. But if Jesus had been asked what
His religion was, He would have answered: 'The Mosaic faith*.
Jesus was a Jew, not a Christian. I have nothing against this
lady loving Jesus, but that love should be an extra stimulus to
help her to remain wholeheartedly what Jesus was too, a
Mosaic Jew."
I answered: "Since you have mentioned Plato, I think we
had better remain in the pure sphere of philosophy. In
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other way than according to concepts which people hold
about its very nature. But the Christian and the Mosaic cults,
too, are in danger of degenerating into idolatry if we attribute
to the divine an image that springs from our own understanding.
So let us move from cult to philosophy, from images to the
final realities!
"As a rule, we do not draw conclusions from what we say
ourselves. You tell me that you admire Plato, probably for
his teaching. But if you consider this teaching correct, why
do you not adopt it?
"Platonism had many of the ideas of Christianity before
the time of Christ. Plato demonstrated the philosophical
necessity for a logos as an intermediary between God and man.
He called it Nus. No cause can produce an effect which is
not related to it. The Invisible God could not simply produce
the visible world. What first emanated from Him was the
invisible idea which, because it contained within itself, in an
ideal manner, everything that can exist as a reality, and because
it was essentially active, created the universe."
The rabbi answered: "The idea of a logos is acceptable to
us also; it is not especially Christian. We have it from Philo
of Alexandria. But the logos is not God. You say that it was
born of the Father; if it was born, then it cannot have existed
before its birth. It is not eternal, therefore it is not God. God
is only one. Perhaps Jesus will come to be appreciated and
recognised as one of the great prophets of Israel. Perhaps our
judgement of Him will be revised. But we shall never accept
the Trinity."
I explained our position to him: "The Word was born
logically, not chronologically, from the Father. He is eternal.
And the word 'Trinity' ought not to shock you. When we
talk of divinity, our words are inadequate. Human language
is the result of men's need to understand one another in their
working, family and social lives. How could we have words
for the metaphysical realities? Even Christians use the word
'Trinity' with a certain amount of reserve. As Augustine said,
when you start to count the Trinity, you abandon the truth.
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Trinity', wrote: 'The name "The Holy Trinity" is not to be
found anywhere in the Scriptures, but has been invented by
men. For that reason it has a cold ring about it, and it would
be better to say God than Trinity . . . There exists a Being
of divine nature; the strongest union between body and soul
is not as united as God is united . . . Not only do we believe
in and learn about a unique God, but a God of the simplest
simplicity and the most united unity.'
"On the other hand, even the Old Testament has been
unable to avoid the figure three, which is the measure of every-
thing. Here, too, we read of the Son, for example in Psalm 2 :
'Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way,'
or in Isaiah, Chapter g, where we read of a child who is to be
born, whose name is to be the Mighty God. And there are
countless passages which speak of the Spirit of God. Virgil
wrote: 'the unpaired delights the Divinity'. In God we must
look for the source of everything, for the means by which He
receives again what He has created, and for His purpose,
which is sanctification and perfection. In order to describe
God in human words we need the term 'Trinity'."
The rabbi cut me short: "Holiness means being faithful to
the past, to a treasure which was entrusted to Israel several
thousands of years ago. God appeared to Moses as one;
everything else is human speculation.
"Madam," he went on, turning to the lady, "I cannot
recommend that you should follow the adventurous road of
the Christians. Remain on the ancient rock of Mosaic belief!"
Mrs. S. and her husband, both of them intelligent people,
had attentively followed the discussion without speaking.
Now that she had an opportunity to speak, the woman gave
the conversation an entirely different twist, as she said to the
rabbi: "You are speaking against the Christian faith. You
advise me not to embrace it. Rabbi, do you wish Christianity
to disappear? Do you realise what a catastrophe would over-
whelm the world if it were to contain nothing but Hitlerism,
Communism, and terrible suffering? What would be left of the
world, what would become of Jewry without the thousands
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Christ, spread love around, and spread what the Jews neglect
to spread—the Jewish Bible, the Revelation given to us by
God so that we in turn might give it to other nations? There
is no alternative to Christianity, because the Mosaic faith
is nationally isolated. In fact, it is passive within the Jewish
race also. The Mosaic faith cannot give light. Moses was
made known in the world because of Jesus. I ask you once
again, Rabbi, do you want Christianity to disappear?"
The rabbi made a deprecatory gesture, and exclaimed:
"God forbid!"
"Well," continued the woman, "if you want it to survive,
and if you want it to survive as the religion of perfect love,
then you must want Jews to be converted to it. Because the
Church of Christ needs Jews, just as lungs need air. And we,
the Jews, need Jesus, our King. Just as a swarm of bees,
separated from the queen, loses its sense of direction, so we
have lost our sense of direction without Him. I wish to become
a Christian."
The rabbi turned to her husband: "Let her have her way!
I can do no more."
As we left, I said to the rabbi: "What you and I said about
God might seem contradictory, but any statement about God
is fraught with danger, because we attribute to Him human
concepts. We find God only on the via negationis, the way of
negation, by denying what the human imagination has woven
around Him. We are on opposite sides, but let us both know
God as the place where opposites meet. In Him, in Him
alone, because He is eternal, the difference between a straight
line, a triangle and a circle vanishes. In infinity all geometrical
shapes are alike, and religious differences disappear. Only love
unites the lover with the beloved. The more men love and
understand one another, the more they acquire of the Divine
Being. When we reach the heights where love dwells, we find
that the King in the kingdom of love, He who showed us this
road in the most sublime way, and who Himself suffered
death for love of His creatures, is Jesus."
The rabbi was friendliness itself when he shook hands
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gaze at the picture of the Last Supper. Shortly afterwards,
the woman was baptised.
A soul lost and a soul found
A gentleman came to see me, introducing himself by a
Rumanian name. He said he was on the verge of suicide:
I was the last person whose advice he was seeking before
taking his life.
He told me his sad story. He was a Jew, who had been
baptised twenty years previously, without a shred of belief.
He had merely wished to escape the sorry fate of being a Jew.
He had joined the Greek Orthodox Church, had adopted a
Rumanian name and married a Rumanian lady. He had been
lucky up to now.
The anti-Semitic government now in power was not inter-
ested in a man's religion, but in his race. When they discovered
that our friend was born a Jew, his house was confiscated, and
he was expelled from the Law Association of which he was
a member. When he lost his source of livelihood, his wife and
his Rumanian friends abandoned him. He had long been a
stranger to the Jews. Now he was desperate and unhappy.
I told him that I had a very influential friend whom we
could consult immediately. I was certain that this friend
would help him. He thanked me warmly, and assured me that
he would repay me handsomely. Great was his disappointment
when I told him that my friend was Jesus Christ, and suggested
that we should kneel together and speak with Him.
"But how can anyone talk to Jesus? He died two thousand
years ago."
"Don't you believe that He has risen from the dead?"-
"No."—"Don't you greet your friends every Easter, as is
the Greek Orthodox custom, with the words 'Christ is risen'?"-
"Yes."—"Then if Christ is not risen, you are a dishonest
man, because every year, when in answer to this greeting you
declare, 'He is risen indeed', you are telling a gross lie.You
must decide: either He is in truth risen, or you are a patent
liar. If you believe neither the gospel nor the Church, then
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Choose: either Christ is risen, or you are a base liar, a man
without honour."—"Christ is risen."—"Did He die again after
His resurrection?"—"No."—"Then He is alive, and we can
talk to Him."-"How can He be alive?"
Three times our argument went round in a circle. Again
and again he was faced with the alternative which must be
faced by all who confess the Christian faith without believing:
either Christ is risen, or you have been living a lie. But I
could not get him to believe in Jesus Christ as a living Saviour
and counsellor.
He did not commit suicide: he did something much worse.
He had done his national service as a wireless operator,
and now he volunteered for the army. Although Jews were
not normally accepted, his application was successful because
he had been a member of the Orthodox Church for a long
time, and also because he was a much-needed specialist. At
the front he distinguished himself by committing atrocities
against Jews and raping Jewish girls. After the fall of the
Nazis, he was sentenced as a war criminal.
This should not surprise us. There were other Jews who
took part in the Rumanian anti-Jewish atrocities. Mrs. Marin,
who was sentenced to death after the revolt of the Legionaires,
during which more than a hundred Jews were killed, was a
Jewess. Every nation has its traitors. The Jews are no exception.
Marx was an anti-Semitic Jew, so are some of the Communist
Jews who are leaders of Rumania today, such as Leonte Räutu
and Cornel Manescu.
An old Christian Jew had a shrew of a wife who hated
Christian Jews with all her heart. When her husband, a poor
man, wished to attend our meetings, she hid his only pair of
trousers. When he left the house, she would call out through
the window: "I hope you break your leg, you renegade!"
Whenever he brought home a Jewish friend and testified to
him of his Lord, she would interrupt: "Don't believe my
husband. He has sold himself!" For years the old man had
to put up with this treatment. Meanwhile, his children grew
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job with a foreign oil company. He loved his father, and invited
him to stay for two months' holiday.
When I heard of this, I had an idea. No one had been
able to talk to his wife. Several of the brethren had tried,
but she would seize the first thing that came to hand and
throw ft at them. Now I saw an opportunity of reaching her.
I asked her husband to entrust me with the task of collecting
his monthly wages and taking them to his wife, who would
be informed of this plan. She was in such need of money that
she would have to receive me.
On the first day of the following month, I turned up. She
expected me to hand over the money at the door. But I was
in no hurry. I told her I was thirsty, and asked for a glass of
water. In this way I managed to get into the house, where I
sat down on a chair. She waited for me to hand over the
money. I started to talk about the hot, dry weather we were
having. I asked for another glass of water. Then I told her
that I had heard of her aversion to the Christian Jews, and
I quite understood her attitude. I had been one of them foi
several years, and I realised what a collection of sinners I had
joined. She pricked up her ears. I launched into a long speech
about the number of hypocrites and renegades among them,
how inconsistent they were, and how their words and theii
deeds were poles apart. We were now on common ground,
I had touched on a subject which found an echo in hei
heart.
She too expatiated on the sins of the Christian Jews she
knew. I joined her in condemning their transgressions. We
got on very well. I gave her the money. I now had access to
her house, because she recognised in me a kindred spirit.
I returned several times. The first time, I merely talked to
her about the wickedness of Christian Jews. The same thinj
happened on the second occasion. Then I added, almost as ax
afterthought: "Of course, we are all sinners. Have not you and i
also sinned?" At each visit she had a little more opportunity 0:
thinking about our sins and a little less about other people's.
After a while, I had made such good progress that I managec
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embarrassed, because she knew her reputation. But I had
carefully prepared the brethren, and told then how to receive
her. One of them was to give her a hymn book; another was
to see that she got a seat near the window. One of the sisters
would ask after her rheumatism, and would tell her that the
seat near the window was no good, as there was a draught.
All the young people were to greet her with great respect.
She was enthusiastic when the meeting was over. Soon she
was converted.
Her husband knew nothing about this. When he returned,
she asked him, with tears in her eyes, for forgiveness. As he
had suffered patiently for twenty years, when he heard this
and knew that there was no longer any need for him to hold
his peace, he gave her the scolding which he had not dared
to give her in the past.
She was not dismayed; she became a loving and believing
sister, and in many ways surpassed her husband.
God chooses people by whom the world does not set great
store—simple souls who have stumbled, and who in their
ignorance have become a prey to wickedness. Our congregation
consisted mostly of simple men.
Jesus said, "I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and
earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and
prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes." (Matt. 11.25).
Why should this be? I believe that God is anxious that His
message should not be perverted, this message which is destined
to play such a great role in these days. Intellectuals are seldom
capable of coveying a message just as they have received it,
without giving it a personal twist; whereas the simple, ignorant
people transmit it faithfully. But although there were not
many intellectuals in our ranks, that does not mean that there
were none at all.
Practical action
In the conditions under which we lived, our mission em-
braced a wide range of activities apart from our main task,
which was to preach the gospel to the Jews.
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it our duty, out of love for our enemy, to print a special edition
of St. John's Gospel, and distribute it free to German soldiers.
When they received these handouts on the streets, they
admitted to our brethren that they had been prepared for
quite a lot in Rumania, but they never expected to find Jews
giving them the Word of God as a free gift!
When Bucharest was bombed, I started systematically
preaching in air-raid shelters, thus reaching both Jews and
Rumanians with the Word of God.
When the first Russian air raids took place, I and six other
brethren were under arrest. We were just being interrogated
when the alert sounded. We were taken to the shelter under
escort of armed guards, and the judges, lawyers and members
of the public joined us. When the first bombs began to fall,
I suggested: "Let us all kneel, and I shall say a prayer."
They all knelt, including the officers and guards. They crossed
themselves as I prayed aloud. Then I preached a sermon on
the necessity of being prepared to meet God. They all listened
reverently.
When the all-clear sounded, the guards seized us by the
collar and escorted us back to the court. Once again I stood
in front of the judge who only a quarter of an hour before
had knelt at my command, and answered his questions.
After we had been released, every time we heard the air-
raid warnings we would run as quickly as we could to a
large shelter, and preach. Once we ran with Sister Olga to a
shelter in a large block of flats. Though it was forbidden
to be in the streets once the warning had sounded, I was
seized with a sudden impulse to leave the building and we
made our way to another shelter. The house we had left was
destroyed by bombs, burying a great many people in its
ruins.
During another raid a sister and myself were arrested
on a charge of spreading anti-war propaganda under the
pretext of preaching. We were released after once again having
to pay a considerable bribe.
Our activities were many-sided. One of them was to help
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sectarians. Because they were Adventists or Baptists, they
were sent to prison and sometimes suffered terrible tortures.
We managed to procure the intervention on their behalf of
the Swedish Ambassador.
Much of our time was spent helping the Mosaic and
Christian Jews who were forced to do heavy manual, labour
without being paid a cent. Occasionally some of them were
able to scrape a bare pittance during the hours of the night.
I also had to ease the conscience of our brethren in connection
with this work. One of them had an illegal workshop, where
he produced crates for fruit. All day long he worked, without
any form of remuneration, for the state, which did not even
provide him with food. How was he to provide for his five
children?
One could not help admiring some of the brethren who,
in these circumstances, carried out their civic duties and
were unwilling to break a single one of the rules imposed by
the Fascist government. But I had to explain to them that
according to the Scriptures the authorities were instituted to
punish evil and reward good. If they did the very opposite,
then we were absolved from our duty to obey them.
Besides, all this time we were busy doing things which
according to the law carried the death penalty, such as helping
a number of Jews from Hungary to cross the frontier illegally,
and rescuing children from ghettos.
Towards the end of the war our little community in Jassy
was in danger. We were afraid that the Germans, as they
retreated, would start a new pogrom. The trains were crammed
with Rumanians fleeing before the approaching Russian
army. Jews were not allowed to travel. An acquaintance of
mine, a high-ranking military officer, arrested all the members
of the community on a fictitious charge. One brother, who was
a soldier and armed with a rifle, was ordered to escort the
"traitors to the state" in a carriage especially reserved for
them. At the railway station in Bucharest the order of arrest
was torn up, and the arrested persons were handed over to
the charge of my wife. Many Rumanian brethren risked their
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Âs far as courage is concerned, the Babylonian Talmud
says: "The words of the Torah [the Divine Law] are only
in the keeping of him who is prepared to die for their sake.
For it is written in the Book of Numbers: 'This is the law,
when a man dies . . .'" (Num. 19.14).
In-fighting
Jesus taught the people in the synagogues. He expects
His disciples to do the same, and He warns them: "They
will scourge you in their synagogues" (Matt. 10.17). This
presupposes that we shall speak to the people, and annoy
our listeners with sermons which intentionally attack their
prejudices and superstitions.
This is precisely what we did.
It was a Friday evening: the Jews were assembling early
in their synagogues to read from the Holy Book or to debate
among themselves before the start of the service.
I sat down next to the rabbi and asked him, loudly so that
those who were sitting near us could also hear: "Rabbi, I
have been told that there is a book written by a Jewish prophet
called, so far as I can remember, Isaiah. Is it a good book,
worth reading?"
"What a question!" he answered. "If only you would read
it! It contains nothing but pure gold."
"Rabbi, I have read a great many books where I imagined
I would find valuable things, only to discover that I had
been fooled. Won't that also be the case with Isaiah?"
"Young man, the very thought is a sin. In fact, it was not
Isaiah but God Himself who wrote it. Isaiah was merely the
pen."
"Rabbi, where can I find the Book of Isaiah?"
He fetched it down from a shelf and gave it to me. Before
opening the book, I asked him again to assure me that it
contained God's own words.
Then I opened it at Chapter 53, and asked him: "Rabbi,
to whom does this refer?" and I read out aloud the passage
describing the Suffering Servant. "This description tallies
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The rabbi exclaimed: "You should not read that passage.
You ought rather to read Chapter 11."
I turned to the Jews. "Dear friends! You have heard
the rabbi confirm that every word in this book is God's own
word. Then this description of Jesus's sufferings must also
have been inspired by God."
The rabbi angrily left the synagogue, banging the door
behind him. He thought I would be polite enough to leave
too; but I let him go, and stayed behind with the Jews, ex-
plaining Isaiah's prophecy to them.
Another Friday several of our Rumanian brethren came
with us to the synagogue where another celebrated rabbi
was going to preach. When the service was over, one of them
asked aloud: "Please tell me what the inscription on your
synagogue means. I am a Rumanian, and I do not understand
it." The rabbi answered: "It is a verse from the prophecies:
'My house shall be called a house of prayer for all nations.' "
Our brother asked in a puzzled voice: "But if your synagogue
is intended to be a house of prayer for all nations, why did
you mumble in Hebrew all this evening—a language which
not even the Jews can understand? Perhaps you are concealing
truths which you should be giving us, too." The rabbi left the
synagogue.
Then another Rumanian stood up and preached the good
news of Jesus. I mingled with the Orthodox Jews, whose
knowledge of Rumanian was not very good, and translated
the sermon into Yiddish. We were well received, and listened
to attentively.
The Bible tells us that if we behave like this we shall be
scourged in the Synagogues. This did not happen to us.
Instead, a number of our enemies among the Jews got together
and planned to scourge us in our own church.
Pastor Solheim came to Bucharest, where the Norwegian
Israel Mission established a station. We had taken over and
decorated the building that had formerly belonged to the
Anglican Mission to the Jews, and we were now going to
dedicate the church. We invited one of the leading pianists
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the city, inviting the Jews to come to our inaugural ceremony.
On the Sunday morning, the church, which could accom-
modate up to five hundred people, was crammed with Jews.
One could sense that some of them had come with evil
intentions, and were even organised.
Solheim preached in his usual calm way, and was listened
to attentively. I seized the bull by the horns, and told the
Jews what God meant when He declared through the mouth
of the prophet Isaiah: "Why should ye be stricken any more?"
(Isa. 1.5). Our old people had been gassed, our children
burned in the furnaces. This could not happen to a people
chosen by God, of whom it is written that whoever touches
him, touches the apple of His eye, unless a serious conflict
had arisen between him and his Creator. "In the prayer book
of the synagogue the worshippers constantly repeat that
sufferings have overwhelmed our people because of our sins.
Turn then from the great sin of rejecting the Messiah, given
to us by God in order that we might turn God's wrath from
us. Listen to what is written in the Law of Moses: 'The Lord
[not the Nazis] shall send upon thee cursing, vexation and
rebuke, in all that thou settest thine hand unto for to do,
until thou be destroyed, and until thou perish quickly; because
of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby thou hast forsaken
me.' (Deut. 28.20).
"The Torah tells us that the disaster which strikes us down
is because of 'our wicked doings', and not the wickedness
of our persecutors. Surely our refusal of Jesus, the incarnation
of God, is the greatest sign of our being in error?"
The Good Samaritan bathed the wounded man's injuries
with oil and wine. Solheim's task was to apply oil, to soothe
pain. Mine was to bathe wounds with alcohol. One is no good
without the other, but it hurts to apply wine to open wounds.
At a pre-arranged signal, shouting, whistling and a general
hubbub broke out, reminding us of the passage in the Bible
describing how Stephen's accusers, when they heard his witness,
"gnashed on him with their teeth" (Acts 7.54). The din was
terrific. A group of Jews rushed across to strike me. But my
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solid phalanx beside the pulpit. They could not reach me.
Pastor Solheim whispered to me delightedly. "It is good that
this should happen, that the word of God has moved them.
It is far worse when the audience is indifferent."
It was not the first time in the history of our mission that
this sort of thing had occurred. In the days of Pastor Adeney,
young Jews had smashed the windows during a service, and
danced in the church. We were used to this kifi4 of incident,
and we did not lose our heads. When our brethren tried to
calm them, the troublemakers leaped at them. But the brethren
were not prepared to give in. One sister, a stout woman,
removed her shoe and laid about her with might and main.
The result was a regular rough house, which lasted for nearly
two hours.
In the afternoon we had a repeat performance, and this
went on for the next few Sundays, until we were forced to
enlist the aid of the police, who restored order.
While all this was going on, I realised why, when the Jews
stoned Stephen, someone had to look after the clothes of the
murderers. It is true that they were zealous of the Law of
Moses, but they would not stop at stealing a colleague's
clothes, if they could. During the fighting, various articles
disappeared belonging to our attackers, who came back to look
for them; but in vain, as their own people had taken them.
When we were at last left to ourselves, I reproached the
brethren for their violence, and reminded them of Jesus's
teaching about turning the other cheek when anyone strikes
you. They replied: "When anyone strikes you, yes, but when
anyone strikes your pastor, then you must teach them a lesson
they won't forget!"
The use of force is the touchstone which proves whether a
man is in truth determined to fight for justice. On one occasion
I gave two slaps to someone who was disturbing our meeting.
St. Nicholas gave Arius a slap on the ear, too, and he was
not angry. Now and again one must use violence for the sake
of one's faith.
One Sunday I took hold of a Jew, who had long been
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forced him to his knees. I told him: "You won't be allowed to
stand up until you have surrendered to the Lord!" He said a
prayer. Twenty years have passed since this happened, and
he and all his family are believers.
What gave us strength during this period of in-fighting
was that at this time we were in the habit of fasting often and
spending whole nights in communal prayer. In prayer, some-
thing like an echo takes place. When you strike a note on the
piano, corresponding strings in all the other pianos in the room
start to vibrate. It is just the same when we express a pure
wish in our ardent prayers: all around us we mobilise angels
who are inspired by the same wish.
Unusual phenomena
The so-called parapsychic phenomena, such as telepathy,
clairvoyance, visions of various kinds, spiritualism and so on,
are today objects of scientific investigation in several university
faculties. It is accepted that there are means of perception
other than through the senses. Through what sense did the
learned Russian Lomonosov perceive, at a distance of thousands
of miles, that his father had drowned, and that his body had
been washed up on an island where, in fact, it was subsequently
discovered?
The fact that extra-sensory perception exists explains how
it is possible for the soul to survive after separation from the
body. If the soul can transmit only by the physical senses,
then after separation from the body it must enter a state
of suspension, without pleasure and without pain, without
perception, without any possibility of growth. Investigations
into parapsychic phenomena have shown that this is not so,
that the soul has its own sources of perception and information,
since it has joys and sorrows which are not conditioned by the
state of the body. After death, the soul can live an independent
life.
Christians live in the world of miracles. I should like to
recount some of the remarkable things that have happened to
us. I know that to people who do not inhabit the same world
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remember Hamlet's words: "There are more things in heaven
and earth . . . than are dreamt of in your philosophy."
One winter's night I was walking home with my wife.
The stars were shining with extraordinary brightness. I said:
"On a night like this, when the stars are shining in the sky
just as they are now, God took Abraham out of his tent and
said to him : 'Look up at the sky and count the stars ! I shall make
your seed as numerous as the stars in heaven and the sand on
the seashore.' "
We were both seized by the Spirit of God. Dumb with
wonder, we ran home as fast as we could. The splendour of
the promise given to our ancestor Abraham was almost more
than we could bear.
We lived on the ground floor, with the windows facing the
street. One night, at about two o'clock, we were both awakened
by something. We both thought we had heard someone
knocking on the window and shouting, and we whispered:
"It sounds like Anutza," who was one of our sisters in God.
But at the same time we were frightened that it might be
the police. We listened. All was quiet. We went to sleep again.
After a while we were awakened once again, with the same
strange feeling. Once again we went to sleep. We were awakened
a third time, and we both distinctly heard the words: "I love
you with an eternal love."
One morning I was lying on my sofa. It was after my first
imprisonment. I suffered from tuberculosis of the lungs and
spine, and had to spend a great deal of time lying down. I had
a terrible feeling of the presence of an invisible evil power.
In my terror, I cried: "Out, out, and as a sign that you, Evil
One, have been here, you shall bang the door behind you!"
The door opened, and closed again slowly, untouched by
human hand. I was free!
One day I was walking through one of the narrow streets
of Bucharest, at about eleven in the morning, a time when
the streets are crowded. Suddenly I felt an irresistible urge
to take out my fountain pen and writing pad. I leaned against
a post, and started to write, as though I were taking dictation.
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pleted the draft of a book, which was excellently received and
ran through three editions in Rumanian. It is called The
Mirror of the Human Soul, and deals with Christian psychology,
a branch of science which held no special interest for me at
that time.
An article of mine which was most favourably commented
on was The Shepherd on the Rock of Error, which I dreamed.
All I had to do was to write down my dream.
One night I dreamed a complete sermon on the subject
of contention among Christians. This dream proved prophetic,
as shortly afterwards our congregation was rent by a conflict.
One day, several Christians belonging to different confessions
were gathered together. My son, then about four years old,
was playing in the room. The brethren started a lively dis-
cussion on confession, contradicting one another violently.
At the height of the discussion my son, who was still playing,
called out: "Kardia kai psyche mia" (a phrase in ancient
Greek from the Acts of the Apostles, where the first Christians
are described as being of "one heart and one soul"). The
brethren cut short their argument and asked me what the
words meant. I explained, and the quarrel ended. The words
had come just at the right time.
I can think of only one explanation of the incident. I had
read the New Testament in Greek, and as I liked this ex-
pression, I had read it to my wife and explained it to her.
This explanation lay hidden in the subconscious of my child,
who was very interested in religion from his earliest years,
and who must have been present in the room at the time. The
amazing thing is that he should have used these words at
precisely the right moment.
On one occasion I had a vision. I saw myself walking along
the street, full of joy. In front of me walked an old man,
carrying two full buckets with difficulty. A voice inside me
said: "Take one of the buckets from that old man." I did so.
The bucket was very heavy. My joy grew less. Then the voice
said: "Take the other bucket, too." I took it. I was now
perspiring under my burden. My spiritual exaltation was at
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In Bucharest there lived an Indian hypnotist, who was
married to a half-Jewish lady. He had adopted a Jewish girl,
his wife's daughter by her first marriage.
The girl had not been baptised. When the Fascist regime
came to power, he asked us to baptise her, as he imagined
this to be a mere formality. When he realised that we insisted
on conversion before baptism, he gave up the idea. He no
longer came to visit us, nor did the girl, although she felt
attracted to Christ.
She went to see a Greek Orthodox priest, and asked him:
"What shall I do to be saved?" (This was in the time of the
Nazis, when the baptism of Jews was forbidden.) The priest
answered: "As you are a Jewess, it is difficult. But send an
application to the Patriarchy. It is possible that they will
authorise it." The girl did not send in her application, but
she poured water over her own head, saying: "In the name
of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, I baptise
myself." With that she was easy in her mind.
The years went by. One Sunday morning, before going to
church, I knelt down to ask God's blessing on the sermon I
had prepared. As I did so, I heard a voice saying clearly:
"The sermon you have prepared is not suitable for today.
You must preach about Christianity and hypnosis." I argued
with the voice, insisting that I was not prepared to talk on
such an exacting subject. There was only a quarter of an hour
to go before the service was due to start. And when all was
said and done, to whom would I talk about this subject? I
could think of no one in our church who was interested in it.
But I obeyed the voice. On my way to church I hastily gathered
together a few ideas.
After the service, a young lady approached me, whom
I failed to recognise. It was the daughter of the hypnotist,
now grown up. She asked me: "How did you know that I
was going to come here today, and what made you prepare a
sermon with a subject especially designed for me, who grew
up in the aura of hypnosis?"
The girl had been ill for a week, and had promised God
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her. She took her mother with her to our services and she,
too, was converted and became a celebrated Christian poetess,
publishing two collections of poems in honour of Jesus.
She became a valiant worker in God's vineyard. Unexpectedly
one day she was given permission to preach the gospel in
the women's prison in Bucharest. She also provided material
assistance to the prisoners, who suffered terribly from lack of
nourishment. She frequently visited the prison.
In the prison, which I often visited in her company, I had
an interesting encounter.
Some years previously, walking through the streets one
day with a Jewish brother, I had seen the sign of a fortune-
teller, who boasted that she could tell anything about a person's
past, present and future. Judging by her name, she might have
been a Jewess.
Both of us went into her office. She asked us what we
wanted. I told her that I, too, was a fortune-teller, and that
I had come to see her, not as a client, but as a colleague.
She was delighted, and told her maid to fetch us coffee. She
used cards for telling fortunes. I told her that I used a book,
the Bible. I read her a passage from Deuteronomy 18.10:
"There shall not be found among you any one . . . that useth
divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a
witch." I interpreted the passage to her, and concluded:
"Unless you are converted, you will perish. Now I have told
your fortune, and it is a prophecy promised by God."
Two days later I read in the paper that the fortune-teller
and her sister had been murdered by the maid, for her money.
Years later, I met the maid again, in prison. She was converted,
and became our sister.
Now let me recount some more examples of unusual spiritual
phenomena.
A Mosaic Jewess, who was blind, married a Rumanian who
was likewise blind. They had married without ever setting
eyes on one another. But another woman came between them.
The blind man left his wife, and set up house with her rival.
The blind woman, poor and desperate, decided to take her
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tablets. One afternoon she dissolved them in a glass of water,
but—as she later told us—just as she was about to drain the
glass she clearly saw Jesus in the room. He said: "What you
are doing is evil. I will show you a much better way." "Which
way?" she asked. "Life has passed me by. I no longer have
anything to hope for." Jesus answered: "Do as I say and you
will be happy. Go to the other woman and tell her to come
and stay with your husband in your house, and be her serving-
maid. Serve them with all your love, without a spark of jealousy,
and I shall make you happy!"
She followed this advice, and the other two moved in. She
tended and cared for them in every possible way.
After her vision, she became interested in Jesus. She was
converted, and I baptised her. (It is interesting to note that
I baptised Jews, a thing that was forbidden by law at that time,
in the house of a converted anti-Semite.) She obtained a Bible
in braille, and found consolation in the Saviour, so that all
grief vanished from her soul. Later, her husband quarrelled
with the other woman, and life returned to normal.
All went well until a doctor, who was a member of our
congregation, started treating her, in an attempt to restore her
sight. As soon as she could see a little, she was attracted by
the things of this world. She forgot her vision and the re-
demption she had enjoyed.
A man who had held a high position under the Communist
regime in Rumania, lost it when he was falsely informed
against. In despair, he plunged a knife into his stomach, and
collapsed in a pool of blood. One of our brethren, who lived
opposite, was just sitting down to his dinner when an in-
explicable impulse compelled him to leave the table and
hurry to the man's flat. In a flash he saw what had happened,
and called out: "Do you wish to fall into the hands of Satan?"
As he helped the man, he told him of the Saviour. His life
was saved. But who had told the brother to walk into the flat?
This question, and the warning he had been given about
Satan, started him thinking. Today he is our brother in the
faith, and is witnessing for Jesus in Israel.
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of normal life for a Christian. Both my wife and my son have
seen Jesus in our house. My son saw Him when he was about
five or six years old. He chanced to tell us about it a long
time afterwards. He was not amazed at seeing Jesus, and
did not consider it necessary to mention it to anyone.
Just as a visitor from a distant place brings a gift to the
one he loves, so I have tried to give my readers a faint im-
pression of our encounters with the Invisible World, without
necessarily placing these experiences on a high plane. God
works in man in various ways and without his knowledge. He
has spread His love over all creatures and all events, even the
most ordinary, and in this way He can be seen in every lowly
beggar and in every beautiful flower. We see God aright when
we see Him everywhere. But I would certainly not claim that
experience of these unusual phenomena is a necessity for the
Christian life.

CONVERSATIONS WITH
ZIONISTS AND OTHER JEWS
The sins of the Jews
During the war, the International Red Cross had organised
the immigration of Jews into Palestine. When the question
arose of sending a group of Christian Jews, a Zionist leader
vigorously opposed this move: "We do not want renegades.
We shall throw them into the sea."
We encountered this kind of hostility in conversations with
leading Zionists. We could understand their point of view,
but we, too, had our national feelings.
In the Gospels Galilee is called Jesus's fatherland and
Nazareth His town. Jesus did not consider Himself to be
a citizen of the world, as did the Stoics, but a Jew, and He
loved His people. There is a sort of nationalism which is an
integral part of Christianity: the desire to work together for
the greatest spiritual, economic, political and cultural benefit
of one's own people. If you do not love your own people,
how can you love foreigners?
The Christian Jews, each in his profession, have fulfilled
their obligations to their people, and they do so in Israel too,
playing their full part in developing and defending the
country.
Christian Jews have served their people in a very special
manner by opposing anti-Semitism, in a way of which other
Jews were incapable.
During the Fascist regime, I was travelling by train from
Galatz. The only other occupants of my compartment were
Jewish businessmen. I talked to them about Jesus, but they
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were quite indifferent. At Ploesti, a burly Fascist entered
the compartment. He seemed almost to smell that we were
Jews. No sooner had he taken his seat than he began to be
offensive, addressing us as "circumcised", "sidelocks", and by
other similar names.
The others endured it in silence. I gave Kim time to calm
down, and then I opened my Bible and showed him a number
of passages which proved that Jesus was a Jew. I told him
that the gospel mentions Jesus's circumcision. Christians
believe that the Song of Solomon is a prophetic book about
Jesus. In this book it is written: "My head is filled with dew,
and my locks with the drops of the night" (Song of Sol. 5.2).
So Jesus, too, must have had sidelocks. "If you make fun
of Jews," I told him, "you are making fun of Jesus, too."
I went on: "I suppose that, like every Christian, you expect
the return of Christ. The first time He came, He came as a
Jew with sidelocks in Palestine. If He should choose to come
a second time as a Jew with sidelocks to Rumania, you would
mock Him and beat Him. What sort of a Christian are you?"
He apologised, and admitted that up till then no one had
ever spoken to him about these things.
In ways like these we also serve our people.
But we realised that we had another duty: it is not enough
merely to show the anti-Semites their sins. The Jews, too,
have their national failings, which must be made clear to them.
We could not agree with Dubnow or Grätz in their view
of the history of the Jews. According to these writers, in all
their conflicts with other nations, and at all times in history,
the Jews have been in the right. We have always been innocent
victims, and other people hate us without reason.
Historians often tend to write in precisely the same manner
about other nations, and this is not right. I have no time for
those who assert that the negroes, the whites, the Americans
or the Russians are always right. Every social group has its
sins. We Jews, too, have our sins, and Jewish sin has many
aspects.
Economically, we exploit the countries in which we live,
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than is due to us in relation to our numbers. This is a general
characteristic which does not mean that all Jews are exploiters.
Many of them are terribly poor, some even live in slums. Most
Jews lead an honest, productive life.
There is an explanation for our share in the national income.
Jews live mainly in towns, and for this reason they enjoy the
high standard of living that exists there. In the second place,
they were excluded from the guilds of craftsmen in the Middle
Ages, and as a result a great many Jews devoted themselves
to business and banking. To this day they play an important
role in the commercial and financial life of many countries,
and often amass great wealth.
A Gentile exploiter, be he Rumanian, German or French,
proceeds in exactly the same way as a Jew. "Anti-Semitism is
the Socialism of the foolish," Engels once said, because it
attacks only Jewish exploiters, and leaves the others alone.
This is true, but there are a great many fools. When the
exploiter belongs to a different race, the social problem becomes
a national one.
Not all Jews are blameless for being hated. There is something
else which arouses the animosity of other people. Compared
with other races, Jews enjoy great intellectual superiority. As
I have already mentioned, over sixty per cent of the Nobel
prizewinners have been Jews, and nuclear science, the great
scientific achievement of the twentieth century, is to a very
great extent in Jewish hands. A Jew, Sternfeld, was the
chairman of the Committee for Russian Astronautical Co-
ordination. Jews hold key positions in political, economic and
cultural life.
If all these were used for the purpose of establishing the
Kingdom of God, a kingdom of justice, peace and joy on
earth—which is the special task of the Jewish people—then the
nightmare in which mankind lives today would come to an end.
As the Apostle Paul said, if the world is reconciled to God
by the rejection of the Jews, what will their acceptance be but
life from the dead? (Rom. 11.15).
The other nations feel that there is a great deal the Jews
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an anti-Semitic organisation was sentenced to twenty years'
imprisonment. We met in a prison cell. He was in despair.
He clasped my hand, and said: "Do something for the world,
you Jews! Only you can do it."
What is the use of a knife that will not cut, a pen that will
not write, a watch that will not show the time? What is the use
of a Jewish race which does not conscientiously, systematically
and thoroughly fulfil its role as the people chosen to bring
light to nations and to turn their steps towards God?
Jesus said to the Jews: "Ye are the salt of the earth; but if
the salt has lost its savour, wherewith shall it be salted? It is
thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be
trodden under foot of men" (Matt. 5.13). Anti-Semitism has
given us more than enough of this tragic fate. Crimes have
been committed against us which cannot be defended. But are
we all entirely innocent? I would not assert it about myself.
Discussion in a prison cell
When, in solitary confinement, I heard from a new prisoner,
by means of our system of tapping in code on the walls, about
the creation of the new state of Israel, I was overjoyed.
Afterwards, in a common cell, I spoke to an extreme right-
winger of the Zionist movement. He had avoided me for a
long time because, as he put it, we were both hard nuts, and
he could see no point in our meeting. But an explanation was
necessary, so God arranged for us to meet in a prison cell.
He was a strong personality who made a great impression on
his fellow men. Torture, and the deprivation of all creature
comforts in his old age, never made him feel sorry for himself,
but proved an opportunity for him to summon his strength
and energy to continue the fight.
I had preached in the cell about the crucifixion of Jesus, and
this was followed by a discussion, in which he openly expressed
his opinion.
"Your continual dwelling on the sufferings of Jesus is a
sign of masochism, and your constant glorification of the
virgin birth merely stimulates the libido. A normal person
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how your subconscious must be working. Christianity is a
religion of neurotics. It can still satisfy the religious needs of
some of its converts. But Judaism is the religion of life, normal
life in all its fulness; it has nothing to do with a crucified
Saviour. Our sins were expiated by the sacrifice of Isaac,
which Abraham intended to make, but which was not carried
out."
I asked him: "If Christianity is a false religion, and the
Jewish people, as God's chosen people, are in the right,
how can you explain the deep cleft between God and the
Jewish people? Why are we punished by God and scattered
among the nations?"
He replied: "We are not punished by God. The dispersion
is our mission. The ghetto prepares us for the fulfilment of
our ancient belief that the day will come when Israel will
spread among all lands. In order that this ideal shall be fulfilled,
we are scattered over the world; but we are not under any
curse."
I pointed out that this is a contradiction of the Jewish
prayer book, which repeatedly maintains: "For our sins' sake
we are driven from our land." It also contradicts what is
written in the Old Testament: "If thou wilt not hearken
unto the voice of the Lord thy God ... ye shall be plucked
from off the land whither thou goest to possess it. And the
Lord shall scatter thee among all peoples, from the one end of
the earth even unto the other" (Deut. 28. 15, 63, 64).
He stuck to his point of view: "In the dispersion God is
just as close to us as He was at the foot of Mount Sinai. The
rabbis who wrote the prayer book admit their guilt because
they are humble. And the curses that Moses pronounced are
a blot on an otherwise great character."
"Did Moses pronounce these curses?" I asked. "He main-
tained that it was God."
He answered categorically: "They were only the words
of Moses, and we are not guilty. We are Jehovah's favourite
children, and we are fulfilling the mission He gave us. You
have joined the ranks of the anti-Semites."
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what you are trying to say is that it is the mission of Israel
to spread the Law of Moses, with which you yourself are only
partly in agreement, and belief in the God of Israel. Quite
certainly this mission still exists. But you must be half blind
if you fail to see that it is only realised through Jesus. Where-
ever in- the world a Gentile prays to the God of Israel, and
recognises the divine authority of the Jewish Bible, and the
Jewish prophets as authorities, this is due to the Church that
was founded by Jesus, and in no way to the merit of a Mosaic
Jew. If the Mosaic Jews had committed no other sin—and in
that case they would have surpassed the angels in heaven—they
have at least committed the sin of not fulfilling their mission,
but only talking about it and leaving it to others, thus increasing
their guilt."
My opponent suddenly abandoned the theme of divine
mission and contradicted what he had already said by declaring
mockingly: "You will not be able to complain much longer
about us. Our aim as Zionists is to go back to the land that
was ours, a great deal of which is still wrongfully occupied
by the Arabs. Then we shall leave you all in peace. Christian
Jews will have to choose between being Jews and being
Christians. If they choose the former, they must join us; if
the latter, they must stay with their co-religionists."
"We want to come with you," I assured him, "though I
admit that this will create difficulties, as we wish to come and
yet to retain our Christian convictions."
"We do not want to interfere in your private affairs," he
declared. "After all, you may believe, or not believe, whichever
you wish."
"That is precisely where difficulties will arise," I said.
"Our Christian faith will not remain bottled up inside us,
nor will it be satisfied with the assurance of our own eternal
salvation. It manifests its nature in true thinking, and in an
impartiality which is certain to make things difficult for you.
Take the Arab problem, which you mentioned. The Arabs
have been in Palestine for centuries; it would be wrong to
say that they have seized the country unlawfully. You might
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the United States, so that the country could be returned to
the Red Indians. If we went to Palestine, we should feel
differently from some of you. The Arabs would be our brothers.
We are opposed to chauvinism. The whole of Jerusalem and
Israel belong rightfully to the Jews, but the utmost must be
done that the Arabs should feel at home with us."
He shouted: "If you do that, you will be severely dealt
with. The Christian countries have not behaved in a Christian
way towards us, and we shall not allow anyone to start experi-
menting with Christian love towards our enemies in Palestine,
of all places, where our national interests are at stake."
I could not allow him to condemn the whole of Christianity.
"Many Christians have behaved in a Christian way towards
the Jews. All the pietiests have done so, and the Scandinavian
Lutherans and a great many Catholics, both laymen and
clergy. So have some members of the Greek Orthodox Church.
You are quick to notice the bad characteristics of Christians,
but you close your eyes to the good ones. Where the spirit
of their faith is missing, where their Christianity is a mere
formality, it might go hand in hand with anti-Semitism.
But beyond doubt there have been innumerable believing
Christians who have loved you. In any case, your chauvinism
is not at allNrepresentative of Jewish feelings. Most of our people
would agree rather with a policy of love and understanding.
Real Zionism is ethically Christian because, while fighting for
the Jewish cause, it has feelings of friendship toward Arabs."
A well-known anti-Semite, who up till now had listened
in silence, interrupted us: "Mr. Wurmbrand, you as both a
Jew and a Christian would best be able to explain something
to us Rumanians: is there or is there not a Jewish plot against
the Gentiles, led by a clandestine Jewish government called
Kahal?"
I replied, "There is no plot engineered by the Jews. Non-
Jewish people, if they follow their true instincts, do both good
and evil, without entering into any prior agreement. The Jews
behave in the same way, without the existence of a Kahal. There
are enormous differences among the Jews, between parties and
denominations. Communist Jews imprison Zionist Jews, as you

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have an excellent opportunity of seeing. Nevertheless the Jews
are united, not by a Kahal, but by their national characteristics,
and this is true also of other nations. The special Jewish
characteristics sometimes produce positive results of enormous
value, sometimes negative results, like their attitude to Christ.
This attitude we consider to be a real curse to the nations
of the world, who are aware of it without understanding it,
because it postpones the only possible solution of the world
crisis, which is the establishment of the Kingdom of God,
based on justice and happiness, of which only Christ can be
the head. This curse must be changed into a blessing, by
converting the Jews to a belief in Jesus, because they are
called to be God's main tool in establishing His kingdom.
Anti-Semitism, too, is a curse, because it prevents the con-
version of the Jews."
The anti-Semite answered: "You will never wipe out
hostility towards the Jews. They are incapable of being
assimilated; they remain an alien element in every country.
Every organism has a natural tendency to eliminate foreign
bodies."
I admitted: "The Jews are quite different from other
people. Their unique history proves this. They cannot be
assimilated. But in His parable of the Good Samaritan, Jesus
taught us, not that we should absorb people from other
nations, but that we should behave justly and kindly to
them, whoever they are. There is no justification for anti-
Semitism."
The anti-Semite, who refused to let me resume my con-
versation with the Zionist, maintained his conviction: "A
nation must defend itself. Not only are the Jews incapable
of being assimilated, but they would like to assimilate us to
their own mentality. They undermine our national institutions."
I replied: "So far as that is concerned, you have already
been defeated: you are all living in a state of perfect Judaism.
If you want to get rid of Judaic influence, you must renounce
Christianity, capitalism and Communism; you must give up
Singer sewing machines, Waxmann's streptomycin, much
of the realm of microphysics, Einstein's theory of the universe,

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everything that sets is seal on twentieth-century man, and
return to the primitive state of a pastoral tribe. After all, it is a
fact that man rules nature, and that the white races are at present
the most advanced. It is also a fact that, for better or worse, the
Jewish mentality is the dominant one. The Jews have an un-
surpassed knack of imposing their ideas on others, and in this
respect they are invincible, though this is not necessarily always
to their credit. But neither is it always to their discredit. People
like you are trying to get rid of the Jews while at the same time
you worship Jesus, who was Himself born a member of our
race."
I turned to the Zionist and added: "We Christian Jews,
too, have this quality of invincibility. What is more, we are
the most perfect incarnation of the belief in humanitarianism,
which contains the core of Judaism. We are the true bearers
of Judaic values."
He answered: "You are heretics of the Jewish faith. As
a Protestant, you are also a heretic of the Christian faith.
Double heretic! We may be friends, but it is impossible to
reconcile our principles. Your words really conceal a seething
hatred of everything that is dear to us, just as the Red Flag
is a cover for hatred. Marx wrote an anti-Semitic book, The
Jewish Question. The Communist International, too, has
published its thesis on the Jewish problem in a book by Heller
called The End of Judaism. We are hated everywhere, utterly
hated."
Mere words are powerless to help people who have suffered
greatly, and have reached the stage when they see enmity in
people who are not their enemies.
For this reason I decided to change the subject, so I said:
"In a book which you published in 1934, you wrote that
Jewish immigration to the part of Palestine which was placed
at your disposal would reach a critical point when Palestine
cannot absorb any more Jews. An overwhelming majority of
Jews will have to remain scattered among the other nations,
and you must stop imagining that you are surrounded only
by enemies. A new adjustment will be necessary, but your
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Besides, the falling away from the Mosaic religion goes on
more rapidly in Palestine than in the dispersion. Only a small
percentage of Jews in Palestine go to the synagogues or keep
the Jewish traditions. What do you say to this?"
He answered: "We are back in our own land. At last we
shall be able to strip off the expensive and deadly garments
of the Chosen Race. We shall be just like any other nation."
"You are contradicting yourself," I reminded him. "A
few minutes ago you were talking about the holy mission of
Israel, Jehovah's favourite child."
He laughed. "Now we are in Palestine we shall complete
our mission, by sending apostles to foreign nations. But on a
material plane we shall live like them. We shall have our own
army, and it will give us victory. We shall have tractors, and
they will be our Messiah."
I pointed out: "And one day we shall die, leaving behind
us our torturers and our victims, because in the countries where
we have lived we have not only been killed, but we have also
killed. Consider the millions who were killed by Trotsky, Bela
Kun, Tibor Szamuely, Rakosi, Ana Pauker, jews who were
rulers in Communist countries. We shall also leave behind our
tractors, and we shall stand before the judgement of God. We
shall have to answer for all we have done, and even more for
what we have left undone, because we have not been obedient
bearers of light. Judaism has shone like a beacon. Salvation
has come, and still comes, from the Jews, as Jesus said. But
it comes only from the Judaism that was incarnate in Jesus.
The spirit that unites all nations does not come from the Jews,
who refused to allow other nations to enter the temple, but
from Jesus. The sense of supreme justice does not come from
the Jews, whose ultimate revelation is the Old Testament
(a very valuable book, but one which contains commands to
utterly destroy innocent people). It comes from Jesus. Jesus
was the first to preach a just and impartial God, who reveals
Himself through love to every nation that seeks Him."
The Zionist was content to answer: "We are prepared to
make a gift of Christianity to the nations, and we shall see
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on the face, and let them turn the other cheek! We have put
up with blows all too long. We no longer want the religion of
meekness."
In prison, serious discussions cannot last long. The anti-
Semite seized this moment to make a joke: "We shall receive
Christianity as a present from you, minus the commandment
about committing adultery. Jewesses are very beautiful. We
are against the Jews, but not against Jewesses!"
In the unclean atmosphere produced by a joke of this
kind the Spirit no longer vibrates. I held my peace. What
our feeble words are incapable of doing, God can do. He will
fulfil his plans of peace, even that of peace between Jews and
Arabs. He has made the miracle of giving the Jews the victory
in the Six-Day War. We hope for an even bigger miracle,
lasting peace between Israel and Arabs, with a Jewish Jerusalem
serving as lighthouse for the Moslem world. Jews and Arabs
can become friends at the foot of the cross of Jesus.
"/ shall stick to our old religion"
I spoke to another Zionist leader, and asked him: "I realise
that you are compelled to attack us. But why do you do it in
such a vulgar manner?"
He answered: "We choose our method according to public
taste. An academic style would not be very convincing."
"Let us forget it," I replied. "In Paul's Epistle to the
Romans, the Christian Church is compared to a branch
grafted on to the olive tree of Jewry. Do you realise what
this means? An organisation embracing more than a thousand
million people, and which plays an enormous role in history,
is described in the sacred book of this religion as the lawful
property of the Jews. Surely we are not so strong, wealthy
and self-confident that we can forego a position of this kind?
In the sacred book of a thousand million people Jesus is
referred to as the Glory of Israel (Luke 2.32). Can we who
are so despised afford to renounce this glory?"
He retorted: "We decline it; we refuse to have anything to
do with Jesus and Christianity."
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you represent? Does the intellectual élite speak on behalf of
the nation? Because almost without exception the intellectual
élite of the Jewish people in the twentieth century have
supported Jesus."
I quoted from As I See the World by Albert Einstein,
where he said that if we cleanse the Judaism of the prophets,
and Christianity, as Jesus preached it, from all its later additions,
especially from priestcraft, we shall have a doctine which will
be able to heal mankind of all its social ills. It is the duty of all
good people, he said, to strive earnestly to introduce into their
milieu this really humane teaching, as far as lies in their power.
I continued: "The synagogue refused to bury Henry
Bergson, because he had openly avowed that he was a disciple
of Jesus. Franz Werfel, the great Jewish poet, wrote in praise
of St. Bernadette. Scholem Asch, the great Jewish novelist,
was a Christian. Nils Bohr and Piccard are Christian Jews,
and there are many like them. Emil Ludwig wrote The Son
of Man, a book full of admiration for his subject. This is also
true of Max Brod. Not to mention Martin Buber, who called
Jesus his elder brother.
"These, after all, are representative leaders of the Jewish
race. This is the first time in history that the intellectual leaders
of Judaism have rallied to Jesus. In this way, a biblical prophecy
is being fulfilled, just as the return of the Jews to Palestine,
and the fact that Jews fill leading positions in so many countries,
fulfil other biblical prophecies."
The Zionist leader laughed: "All the people you mention
were converted to Christianity in their old age, when people
tend to suffer from a hardening of the arteries. I don't bother
my head with religion, but if we must have one, I shall stick
to our old religion."
It was impossible to get him to see reason. He did not know
that the old religion familiar to Abraham was salvation by
faith, which the Christians preach; and that the new religion
is really the Mosaic religion, where salvation is the fruit of
obedience to commandments that were not written down until
four hundred years after the death of Abraham.
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that for them the national question was of supreme import-
ance. We were certainly not blind to it, but for us it was of
minor significance.
We are at one with the Zionists in one thing. We are in
favour of Israel. The rights of the Jews to Palestine are un-
challengeable. God, the creator of the universe, gave them this
country.
As for the Arabs, it is simply nonsense for them to be afraid
of the Jews. What can three million Jews do to three hundred
million Arabs? The Arabs should rather profit and learn from
the intellectual and financial superiority of their new neigh-
bours. I should also expect the Vatican and the World Council
of Churches to take a clear stand on the side of Israel.
We made our position clear.
The Jews enjoy intellectual and material advantages which
the Arabs do not possess. The Jews must show understanding,
kindness, indulgence, and a willingness to help the Arab
world. Difficulties can be overcome by showing them love.
How effective it would be to bombard the impoverished
Egyptians with bread, medicine and words of peace! Christian
nations could proceed in the same manner. Attacked, the
Jewish people must defend themselves with military weapons.
But the basic attitude of the heart must be love. The Arabs
are loved by every true Jew. They deserve love as much as
every other human being.
All things to all men
The doctrine which the Zionists found it particularly hard
to swallow was the commandment that men should love their
enemies.
Would any Zionist have done what we did? After Rumania
had severed its alliance with Nazi Germany, it was decreed
that any person concealing members of the German army
would be liable to the death penalty, as all Germans were to
be handed over as prisoners of war. A number of girls serving
in the German army, the so-called Blitzmädchen, appealed to
us to shelter them, to save them from being deported to Russia.
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Some person or other informed on us, and the police
surrounded the house. A police commissar entered, and
asked me: '-'Are you sheltering German girls?" I answered:
"Do you know what my nationality is?" He said: "Richard
Wurmbrand? You're German, of course." I showed him my
identity card, issued during the Fascist regime, which stated
that I was of Jewish race. "I am a Jew," I declared. "Half of
my family have been murdered by the Nazis. Do you really
imagine that I would shelter German girls?"
The officer apologised: "The whole thing is obviously a
mistake," he admitted, and withdrew. The girls were in an
adjoining room. We made no distinction, as God makes no
distinction either, allowing the sun to shine and the rain to fall
on good and evil alike.
On other occasions we intervened successfully on behalf of
Germans who were threatened with deportation only because
they were Germans. It was a crime similar to persecuting men
only because they were Jews.
In time, this activity became widely known. The Zionists
could not forgive us for it, any more than they had forgiven
Jesus for giving His love to Romans and Samaritans alike,
even to publicans, who were traitors to their country. It was
even insinuated that He was on their side, because people
failed to realise that the love which He bestowed on sinners
did not mean that He condoned their transgressions, but that
this would heal their minds. Neither did we condone Nazism,
but we healed some of the Nazis by deeds of love.
Our position as Christian Jews is always between the devil
and the deep blue sea; as we tried to win everyone to the faith,
to be all things to all men, we were almost like actors striving
in different plays to interpret completely different characters.
By way of putting me to shame, someone once described
me as a great.actor. I took this as a compliment. I cannot
see how it is possible to be a good missionary unless one
has a certain artistic flair, and a knack of playing different
roles.
One day I left my house to carry out my duty as a fisher of
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"I don't want to hear about Jesus, because he was a dirty
Jew," he rebuffed me. I replied: "How do you know Jesus
was a dirty Jew? He is the Son of God, and belongs to no
one nation. In driving the merchants from the temple He
showed his repugnance for a quality which you condemn in
Jews, the pursuit of money. The harshest words of condem-
nation ever written about Jews are to be found in the New
Testament. Your place is at the side of Jesus, not with those
who condemned Him to death."
I parted from him, and met a Jew, who told me that he did
not believe in Jesus, because He was the Saviour only of the
Gentiles. I asked him: "Where did you get that from? Jesus
was a Jew. The New Testament opens with the words: 'Jesus
Christ, the son of David, the son of Abraham', giving His
entire genealogy and proving that He is of Jewish descent. In
the Scriptures Jesus is called 'the Glory of His people Israel'.
He loved His people passionately, and told a Samaritan woman:
'Salvation comes from the Jews' (John 4.22). Christianity is
essentially a vast undertaking to Judaise the world, because
it has been ordained that people of all races shall become
'Jews in their hearts'. Even after Jesus had been crucified,
the apostles continued to call Jerusalem the Holy City, and
the apostle Paul writes that the Jews are still loved by God for
the sake of their forefathers, and that they will play a great role
in the future. The chosen ones of heaven will consist of 144,000
people from the twelve tribes of Israel alone."
Shortly afterwards, I ran into a brother who was full of
confidence in his own faith, but not conspicuous for his good
deeds. As I was familiar with his way of life, I said to him:
"Faith without good deeds is dead" (Jas. 2.17), because men
will be judged by what they do.
I then visited a believer who was on the brink of despair
because of a sin he had committed. He could never forgive him-
self, and he doubted whether he was saved. I explained that man
is regarded as true to his faith, even without good deeds, because
God looks on the heart, and not on our actions; the opposite,
in fact, of what I had just said to the last man I had met.
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My head was spinning. I asked myself which of the four things
I had said I believed myself. The answer I came to was that
the different ways in which one speaks to people are nothing
but bait with which to lure them to Him who is far above and
beyond our prejudices and ideas. But going from one category
of human being to another involves the use of different argu-
ments and different medicines for the soul. The anti-Semite and
the Jew brought to conversion will meet in the same Christian
love, but work of this kind is very exhausting.
Anti-Klausner
A professor at the university in Jerusalem, Josef Klausner,
wrote a book called Jesus of Nazareth, which has been translated
into all the main world languages.
Every time I talked to a Jew about the Saviour, he would
conclude his argument with: "The problem of Jesus has been
explained by Klausner." Generally the learned Jew concerned
had not taken the trouble to read Klausner, but he had the
book unopened on his bookshelves, and this was enough. He
did not need to bother his head any more with Jesus.
For this reason I considered it necessary to publish an
answer to Klausner's book, which I called The Jews and Jesus
of Nazareth. Anti-Klausner.
Klausner took an unfair advantage of his great name, which
made him confident that his assertions would be accepted by
the rank and file of Jews, and enabled him to make statements
which were completely untrue but which would never be
subject to any check.
He writes, for example, that in Paul we find no authentic
historical proof of Jesus's life and work.
Any student familiar with the Scriptures could have corrected
the professor on this point.
In Paul we find a great many details about the life of Jesus.
He says, for example, that Jesus was betrayed, that He was
killed by the Jews, and that the place of His crucifixion was
just outside Jerusalem. Paul also tells us something about the
mind of Jesus. He says that Christ "loved the church and gave
himself for it" (Eph. 5.25). He describes Jesus's humility, His

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mildness and His power. Above all, he constantly reminds us
of a "biographical detail" that Klausner has omitted, namely
that Jesus rose from the dead.
Without any historical basis in fact, Klausner proceeds to
make any statement that suits him. He says that Jesus was
born in Nazareth. Where did he get this? Any mention of
Bethlehem, which the Gospels describe as Jesus's birthplace,
would be rather awkward, because it is David's town, and it
was here that the prophets foretold that the Messiah would be
born.
He claims the story of Salome is a legend. Professor Klausner
merely decides that this is so, and argument is superfluous.
"John the Baptist considered himself to be Elias." The
Gospels state that when John was asked: "Are you Elias?",
he answered: "I am not." (John 1.21). Professor Klausner
possesses a source of information which is not available to
other people.
He goes on to say that it is obvious that John the Baptist
knew nothing of Jesus, and did not accept Him as the Messiah.
The only historical sources, the Gospels, state that Jesus and
John were related, and that the latter proclaimed Jesus as the
Messiah. No one knows where Klausner obtained his in-
formation.
The only argument Klausner uses every time he submits a
statement for which there is no proof is: "It is obvious that
this is so."
He excuses Judas Iscariot, proclaiming him to be a learned
Jew with a clear understanding. The account of Jesus being
betrayed by a trick is only a legend.
Just as all the unsavoury details about Judas are dismissed, so
all the lovable features attributed to Jesus are also put down as
legend. Klausner refuses to believe that Jesus on the Cross
would have said of His executioners: "Father, forgive them; for
they know not what they do" (Luke 23.34). His argument is
simply that Jesus could not have pronounced these words
in such terrible circumstances. I have personally known men
and women, disciples of Jesus, who have spoken the same words
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tunity of doing good to those who had tortured them. But
Professor Klausner has simply made up his mind that love of
this kind is non-existent.
He swiftly dismisses the gospel story of the resurrection of
of Jesus by declaring that it is obvious (a wonderful expression
which relieves the author of the need to adduce any proof) that
Joseph of Arimathea removed the body from the tomb.
He believes "a resurrection is incomprehensible." There are
a great many things that are incomprehensible. Incompre-
hensible though it may appear, there actually exists a learned
professor who, instead of starting off by analysing facts and
documents, proceeds on the basis of certain prejudices as to
what God can or cannot do.
After writing hundreds of pages without making any con-
tribution to the problem of the life of Jesus, Klausner discusses
the differences between Judaism and the teaching of Jesus. In
this connection he states that a nation cannot survive by means
of an abstract faith and by a universal human ethic. It needs a
practical form of religion, involving forms capable of expressing
religious ideas, and capable of penetrating everyday life with
the sanctity of religion. "Jesus has not shown us new ways
for our national life." By accepting the teaching of Jesus,
"national life and the national state would entirely disappear."
"His doctrine contains no elements which can maintain the
state and regulate the community." "Jesus came to abolish
culture."
What answer is one to give to this two thousand years after
the coming of Jesus? Professor Klausner has obviously never
heard of Christian culture, he knows nothing of the national
states which still exist, which were established and maintained
thanks to Christianity. How can he explain the fact that all the
nations of Europe and America, as well as a great many African
nations, have independent national states, despite the fact that
they have accepted Christianity, which, according to Klausner,
destroys state, nation and culture?
I might go on to ask: "What did the enemies of Jesus,
Caiaphas, Annas and the others, do to the Jewish state?" They
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on the pretext that this was necessary if the Jewish national state
was to be maintained. These were the very men who led the
Jewish state to disaster. History has proved that Christianity
establishes and maintains a state, while Pharisaism destroys it.
How can one possibly ignore these obvious historical proofs?
Klausner says that Judaism cannot accept the term "The Son
of God", or only "God", for the Messiah, even though the idea
in itself is Jewish. But if the idea of the Son of God is Jewish,
then it is obvious that only those who have renounced the
inheritance of their people can refuse to accept it. According
to Klausner, who defies, any form of logic, it is the renegades
who have accepted the Jewish idea.
Klausner dislikes Jesus's teaching that we should love those
who wrong us. Human society, he says, would not survive if
every injury remained unpunished. But why did the Jewish
national state disappear two thousand years ago? The Jews rose
in revolt against the injustice of the Roman Empire. The result
was that the Jewish state vanished from off the face of the earth.
One might have expected the professor to conclude from this
event, and thousands like it, that human society cannot survive
if we repay evil with evil, if we rise against injustice. For
thousands of years states have vanished, bloodthirsty wars have
been fought, and thousands of millions of people have been
killed because one side has refused to tolerate the injustices
of the other, and has failed to requite evil with love. This is
a historical fact. There are grave issues when violence is
justified, but the fundamental attitude should be love.
When Jesus teaches love toward enemies, he does not mean
literal practice of non-violence whatever happens around us.
He Himself used violence of language and also the whip. The
world is not yet conveniently arranged for non-violence. Sadly,
you have sometimes to exterminate enemies of your nation.
But nothing compels me to hate them. God does not look at
our deeds dictated by circumstances. Here the desire to kill
must be removed. Here only love must reign. In the end it
will triumph also over external circumstances.
It is not wrong for a nation to practise love toward those
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unjust. Nations do not as a rule vanish from off the face of the
earth because they have practised love.
Klausner sums up his attitude neatly when he declares that
Judaism is in its entirety of this world. It was for this reason
that the. Jews rejected Him whose kingdom is not of this world,
but belongs to the sphere of purest truth. "He cannot be the
Messiah of the Jewish people."
Now, if you want to decide whether a person is the Messiah
or not, it would be scientifically correct if you first clearly
defined what this term means; what methods exist for recog-
nising the true Messiah, and, finally, investigate whether that
person fulfils these conditions. Klausner did not carry out any
studies of this nature. In my book I did it for him, pointing out
that all the prophecies about the Messiah who expiates the sins
of mankind by His suffering, and other biblical prophecies,
were fulfilled by Jesus.
There are a great many of these prophecies, and a large body
of literature exists about them. Without going into these in
detail, it might be worth mentioning one, which is incapable of
more than one interpretation, since it is based on mathematics.
The prophet Daniel, who lived about six hundred years b.c.,
foretold with astonishing accuracy the year in which the
Messiah would be killed. This was the year when Jesus was
crucified.
Anyone studying this prophecy with an open mind will
realise that waiting for any other saviour is fruitless. The
Talmud declares: "The time determined for the coming of the
Messiah has passed, but the Messiah has not come." The
Talmud, refusing Jesus as the Messiah had no other solution
than to declare God to be a liar, because He did not keep His
promise, and allowed the time foretold for the coming of the
Messiah to go by without keeping His word.
Let us consider the biblical text: "Seventy weeks [of years]
are determined upon thy people," the Archangel Gabriel
declared to Daniel in about 600 b.c., "and upon thy holy city
to finish the transgression, and to make an end of sins, and to
make reconciliation for iniquity, and to bring in everlasting
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anoint the most Holy. Know therefore and understand, that
from the going forth of the commandment to restore and to
build Jerusalem unto the Messiah the Prince, shall be seven
weeks [of years], and threescore and two weeks [of years] ; the
street shall be built again, and the wall, even in troublous times.
And after threescore and two weeks shall the Messiah be cut
off, but not for himself . . ." (Dan. 9.24-26).
This would give us a total of sixty-nine weeks of years, in
other words sixty-nine multiplied by seven, which is four
hundred and eighty-three years, from the time when the order
was given to rebuild Jerusalem to the death of the Messiah.
Let us check the events that actually occurred:
King Xerxes of Persia commenced his reign in the year
465 B.c. In the book of Nehemiah, Chapter 2, we read that in
the twentieth year of his reign he permitted the rebuilding of
Jerusalem. In other words, nineteen years had elapsed, which
we must subtract. Consequently the order to rebuild Jerusalem
was issued in the year 446 b.c.
Four hundred and eighty-three years after this event, the
Messiah, according to the prophecy, would be killed. For the
sake of accuracy, we should remember that Daniel calculated
the year according to the old Jewish calendar, which consisted
of three hundred and sixty days, unlike our calendar year which
has three hundred and sixty-five and a quarter days.
This means that we must convert the Jewish calendar year
to years based on our present reckoning:
483 years X 360 days (based on the Hebrew calendar) =
173,880 days.
173,880 days'.365^ (the length of our present calendar
year) = 476 years.
This means that four hundred and seventy-six years would
elapse from the year 446 b.c. to the death of the Messiah. In
other words, this event would occur in the year A.D. 30 calcu-
lated according to our calendar.
And it was precisely in this year that Jesus was crucified.
It is a well-established fact that in the sixth century a.D.,
when the pre-Christian and post-Christian eras were divided,
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of Christ was assigned to a date four years later than it actually
occurred. The year a.D. 30, by our modern calculations, is in
fact the thirty-fourth year of Jesus's life. And in the thirty-
fourth year of His life, in the year 30 of the Christian era,
Jesus was crucified, precisely as prophesied by Daniel.
God's vengeance was not slow to strike. Daniel had foretold
that after this unparalleled misdeed, "for the overspreading
of abominations he shall make it desolate, even until the con-
summation, and that determined shall be poured upon the
desolate." (Dan. 9.27) We know that, shortly afterwards,
Palestine was ravaged by the army of Titus, that the land was
utterly laid waste, the temple was burned, and sacrifices were
no longer made.
Rashi, one of the leading biblical commentators, recognises
that Titus fulfilled these very prophecies. But in this case the
Messiah must be a man who was killed before Titus enjoyed
his great triumph. This man is Jesus; it cannot be anyone else.
Professor Klausner was one of the many intellectual leaders
of the Jews who was misled. It is astonishing that a race which
is so intelligent and so civilised can accept a book which sets
such low standards. In the last chapter of his book, Klausner
plumbs the depths of the ridiculous with the remark that
"Jesus became a Christian". This is written by a university
professor. He might as well have said that Mohammed became
a Mohammedan.
Is Jesus God?
There are a great many Jews who are prepared to accept the
Christian moral code, but refuse to accept the Christian
teaching about the divinity of Jesus.
I was one day in the office of an intellectual who was in this
position. I asked him: "Are you really able to make the
Christian moral code a reality in your life? You say you accept
this code, and in fact you have called it 'glorious'."
He began to laugh. It is depressing how seldom one manages
to start a really serious discussion with anyone. He said: "Yes,
but one cannot demand that it should be put into practice."
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mankind a moral code incapable of being carried out as it
would be for a shoe manufacturer to make beautiful shoes
that cannot be worn. The Christian moral code may appear
incapable of being put into practice, but it is not so for everyone.
The conditions necessary for keeping it must be fufilled.
Every businessman knows that income must cover expenditure.
Christian morals involve certain expenses—loving, serving,
helping. But where do you get the strength for this? From your
faith, a treasure-house full of truths revealed by God."
"No, no," was his answer. "The Christian dogmas are
absurd. How could I believe that a Jewish carpenter, who
bought wood, boiled glue, sold his products and went about
the everyday business of an ordinary man, could be God? The
only form of Christianity the Jews could ever hope to approach
would be Unitarianism. Jesus may be a great teacher, a great
prophet, but never God."
I explained: "That possibility does not exist. Jesus assumed
divine rights, and accepted worship that belongs only to God.
If He is not God, He cannot have been a great teacher, but
He must have been merely a fraud or a crazy fanatic. You
would not dare to regard Him as such. The only alternative
left, then, is to accept Him as God."
"We are in the sphere of words," he interrupted. "In
ancient times a great many people were regarded as gods, and
so were celestial bodies. Hercules, Romulus, and the emperors
Julius and Augustus were regarded as gods. Even the mad
Caligula was raised to the status of a divinity. The philosopher
Epicurus was considered to be a god. Even among the early
Christian fathers there were some who insisted that Christians
become gods. In human speech, the word god is not a name
reserved only for the Creator. In this sense we might perhaps
call Jesus divine, just as we could call Plato divine, or talk
about Beethoven's divine music. But no more!"
The position of a Protestant, when he is debating with a
Jew, is much easier than that of a Greek Orthodox or a Roman
Catholic. Protestants delight in their freedom of thought, and
need never be afraid of making a statement in an incautious
moment which Catholics would consider heretical.

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My reply was: "As soon as we describe something or some-
one as divine, we are moving in a sphere where words have
lost their power. In what way is Jesus divine? And in what way
is the Heavenly Father divine? The French are right when they
say: 'Un Dieu défini est un Dieu fini1 (A God defined is a God
who is finished). Lao-Tse said: 'Any Dao [god] who is named
is not the true Dao.' In calling Jesus God, I mean that He
cannot be compared with other human beings. His character
is a miracle: He cannot be explained in terms of genetic laws,
laws of environment and so on. In Him we have a fortunate
combination of all the four human types: sanguine, choleric,
phlegmatic and melancholic. The life of Jesus can only be
explained by assuming that He comes from a higher sphere
than the human.
"Brought up in a carpenter's workshop, without access to
the wisdom of other nations and races, He gave the world, at
the age of thirty, an unparalleled moral code. His death, side
by side with two criminals, was followed by a miraculous
spread of His religion. The best explanation of these facts is
that Jesus is divine.
"We cannot judge on the basis of sympathy or antipathy,
but only on the basis of proof. Let your understanding act like
an impartial tribunal, which pronounces its verdict on the basis
of proofs which are submitted to it. There are five highly
convincing arguments in favour of the divine nature of Jesus.
"First, He overcame death, which no other human being
has done.
"Second, He overcame physical laws which man cannot
overcome (raising the dead, healing lepers, multiplying loaves
and fishes, and so on).
"Third, He overcame Judaism, which wanted Him to remain
unknown. False Messiahs, who were accepted by the Jews,
such as Bar-kochba and Sabetai Zvi, are unknown to the rest
of the world, whereas Jesus, who was rejected by us, is wor-
shipped by hundreds of millions of people.
"Fourth, He conquered the Roman Empire. The great
persecutor of Christianity, Julian the Apostate, died with these
words on his lips: 'Thou has conquered, O Galilean.' It is

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the strongest who conquers: If Jesus has conquered kings,
He is King of Kings.
"Fifth, by the madness of the Cross, He has overcome
human wisdom. One after another, philosophical systems are
destroyed. Who even remembers the anti-Christian philosopher
Celsus, or of the Cult of Reason introduced by the French
Revolution? Who still leads his life according to the Talmud?
But the words of the carpenter, who is both man and God—
'Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not
pass away' (Matt. 24.35)—are still valid. From the purely
human point of view there was no chance whatever that Jesus's
words would be fulfilled, nor was there any chance that His
prophecy that His gospel would be spread to the ends of the
earth would ever come true.
"In no possible way could Jesus be merely a human being,
and for that reason we accept that He is God in human guise.
"It is important to know this. The medical advice given
by a doctor's assistant carries very little real weight, and is
not decisive. But the advice given by a well-known doctor
comes into an entirely different category. You can lead a
Christian life when you know that these laws come not from
another person, who is fallible like yourself, but from God. It
is this that makes it possible for people to keep God's
commandments."
The intellectual Jew had no answer to make. He grew
thoughtful. I was tired of having the last word; it is wiser to
leave it to your opponent. It is difficult to win over to belief
someone you have beaten in a debate, because in so doing you
will have wounded his pride. In this case, I had the last word,
and I did not win him.

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COMMUNISM
Communism as part of God's plan
The change in the political regime in Rumania presented new
problems for us.
Marxism had been practically unknown among us. Now,
all young people were being educated in its spirit, and a great
many Marxist and atheist books were being published.
The Jews played an important role in spreading the Com-
munist ideology in our country. We ran up against it at every
step, and were forced to adopt a new approach.
We published a series of pamphlets dealing with the prob-
lems of the relationship between Protestant Christianity and
Marxism: Conversation between a young Socialist and a Believer,
Jesus and Socialism (an answer to the book by the Socialist
theorist Karl Kautsky, The Origins of Christianity), Dialectic
Materialism and Biblical Faith (an answer to Engels' book
Anti-Dühring) and Karl Marx and Belief. We tried to make
these booklets attractive to Communist readers. On the first
page of Karl Marx and Belief there was a picture of Marx, and
on the next page a picture of "Jesus the Working Proletarian",
followed by other pictures, such as "Jesus driving the Capitalists
out of the Temple". There followed an account of Jesus's
sacrifice.
We were in no way frightened by the atheist offensive, which
persuaded a number of other people that Christianity was
finished in our country. Christianity has many times in the
past been declared dead. In The History of the Popes, Ranke
describes the spread of heresy in Italy during the fifteenth and
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sixteenth centuries; at that time, too, it was believed that
Christianity was at the end of its tether.
Nor were we terrified at the thought that a small group of
real Christians were so feeble compared to the giant Goliath
of atheism.
For myself, I clung to the biblical idea that the power of
God is fulfilled only in weakness. The Tao-Te-King, the sacred
book of Taoism, rightly declares: "All creatures and plants
are delicate and weak when they are born, but when they
perish, they are strong and powerful. What is strong and
powerful is destroyed, and what is weak and delicate begins
to live. For this reason a strong army does not conquer, but
is destroyed like a strong tree. That which is strong and
powerful does not have the same advantage as that which is
weak and delicate."
It was precisely our weakness which gave us immense
strength in our struggle with the all-powerful Marxism, which
many Jews also championed.
If Communism exists in God's world, it must surely be to
fill a vacuum in God's economy. Capitalism makes a man an
individualist. Emphasis on personal salvation and personal
sanctification reflects man's conscience in the social conditions
created by capitalism. The very instigation of the Socialist
set-up made a profound difference to the thinking of a great
many Christians. They were able to stand face to face with
Communists" simply by showing that everything that is beautiful
and attractive in Communism has been derived from
Christianity.
Today the churches are divided. The Church of the early
Christian Jews in Jerusalem, organised according to the
instructions of Jesus himself to His apostles, was a Church in
which all shared their possessions. In the Acts of the Apostles
we read of the first Christians: "And the multitude of them
that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said
any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was
his own; but they had all things common . . . Neither was
there any among them that lacked: for as many as were
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prices of the things that were sold, and laid them down at the
apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man
according as he had need" (Acts 4.32-35).
This was another kind of Communism, one based on love !
It would be better not to use the same name for it, so different
is it from what we experience under Communism today.
We could come to an understanding with many Com-
munists, we could accept some of them as brothers, because
not only did we preach the individual salvation of the soul
through the blood of Jesus—which remained our main task-
but we were also interested in social problems.
We believe that it is the duty of Christians to strive to ensure
that men and women need not depart from the Christian
standard; they should not be compelled to crawl, flatter,
steal, kill in ware, or exploit other people, in order to enjoy
material sufficiency.
We do not consider that sanctification is merely a personal
matter; it is also a social vocation. Not only must I be glorified,
but the social body must be glorified, by creating the kingdom
of God on earth; in other words, a kingdom where justice,
peace and joy reign. We must fight for just laws and institutions,
as the first Christians created an ideal social institution, the
Church, which has this characteristic too. We long for a
social justice which springs from love, and is inspired by the
wish to imitate God, who makes the sun to shine and the
rain to fall on all alike.
We do not believe in all the saints canonised by the Orthodox
and Roman Catholic Churches. Their legendary and unique
deeds are enough to make us, ordinary people, despair. When
Peter tried to walk on the water by himself, he sank. We
want to walk in common with others along the road that leads
to Jesus.
Jesus reproached whole towns for not being converted
(Matt. 11.21-23); in other words, He expects conversion to
be a social phenomenon, embracing large numbers of people.
In the parable of the Prodigal Son, the father is made to
say: "Let us eat and be merry." There are no pleasures without
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We must strive to convert not only a prostitute or a drunkard,
but prostitution, alcoholism, the prisons, man's exploitation
of other people, war—all these things must be abolished, and
this can only be done if the Christian fights his battles in the
social as well as the personal sphere. Evil has made great
strides; there is a long line stretching from Cain, who killed
a man with a staff, to the gas chambers of Auschwitz and the
Communist extermination camps. The satanic powers have
transferred their attack from the individual to an offensive
on a large social front. The powers of good must do the
same.
In the old days Paul could preach from the same pulpit
as his enemies. We have a pulpit today, but our enemies have
the schools, the press, large publishing concerns, the cinema,
the radio, television. We, too, have a right to all these things,
and if we are to achieve them, then we must strive to realise
Daniel's prophecy that "the kingdom and dominion, and the
greatness of the kingdom under the whole heaven, shall be
given to the people of the saints of the most High" (Dan. 7.27).
The apostle Jude writes of the common salvation; and
something like this does exist, not only personal salvation.
Jacob prophesied of Jesus that "nations will gather around
Him" (Gen. 49.10, according to the Hebrew). The nations,
not an occasional individual here and there.
The conditions necessary for the establishment of God's
kingdom on earth are now present; this was not possible
when material conditions were so wretched. The advances of
modern technology have made it possible for all people to
have food and clothing. Modern medicine, freed from the
shackles which still hamper it, could give us physically healthy
men and women. Proper education and psychology could
help us to give us people who are mentally healthy. Modern
means of communication could ensure that a handful of people,
filled with the spirit of God, could exercise a decisive influence
for the benefit of all mankind. Modern scientific ways of
thinking could eliminate all ancient superstitions, which have
been unjustly attributed to religion, and religion could then
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standing between nations, humanity could receive vigorous
international and interdenominational impulses. Soon there
will be only two religions—the religion of love and the religion
of ceremonial formalism.
The coming into power of Communism has meant prison,
torture and death for thousands of Christians, but it has
helped our thinking enormously: Communists think on a
global plane, and in terms of future generations. The children
of God, quite wrongly, have a reduced horizon: often their
thinking is narrow, and they look only one step ahead. Was
it for nothing that the leaders of the Church in the New
Testament were called "presbyters", that is to say, people who
see far ahead?
The Christian Jews, too, have learned to think on the uni-
versal plane, and to strive to achieve a distant goal. The Roman
Empire threw Christians to the wild beasts, but it also taught
them to think on an imperial scale. Christianity became the
religion of the empire, instead of that of isolated individuals.
Communism has played the same role for us.
The earth has plants which are used to heal individuals.
The Bible tells us that Heavenly Jerusalem has leaves which
serve to heal whole nations (Rev. 22.2). Christian Jews know
the secret of finding their pharmaceutical remedies here.
Yet the evangelisation of the individual still remains the
priority. Only saints can sanctify society. A social gospel
preached to unregenerate men is a fake. But men who have
been born again must bring their new life into society.
Christian revolutionism
We Christians were not frightened by Communist revo-
lutionism. After all, we ourselves are the descendants of a
revolutionary movement. Four hundred years ago, Calvin, in
his commentary on the Book of Daniel, wrote: "The princes
of this world set aside all their power when they rise against
God, and are not worthy to be reckoned among mankind. We
should rather spit in their faces than obey them when they are
so bold as to try to deprive God of His rights ... If they rise
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as a pair of worn shoes." Before him, St. John Chrysostom and
St. Ambrose had valiantly opposed emperors.
We do not reproach the Communists for their revolutionism,
but .for the fact that it has not gone far enough.
The Bible is much more revolutionary than the writings of
Karl Marx and Lenin. On the very first page of the Bible we
read that God says to the human beings He has just created:
"Have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of
the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the
earth" (Gen. 1.28). Only notice this! Man is to have dominion
over all nature, but not over another human being.
The Bible also tells us that God created only one couple:
the English rebels at the time of the Peasants' Revolt under-
stood this excellently when in one of their revolutionary
songs they asked: "When Adam delved and Eve span, who was
then the gentleman?"
God has made "all nations of one blood", the Bible declares
(Acts 17.26), thus putting under a question mark the value of
all titles of nobility and rank—including those in Socialist
countries, such as Party membership or working-class origins—
and all racialist theories.
The first nationalisation of landed property which aimed
at preventing the exploitation of the peasants by the rich
landowners in times of famine was put into practice by Joseph,
when he was prime minister of Egypt.
In the preamble to the Ten Commandments, God boasts
not of creating Heaven and Earth, but of something quite
different: "I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee
out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage."
(Ex. 20.2) We are permitted no other gods apart from the
God who makes it His task to liberate mankind from every sort
of serfdom.
What a revolution the world underwent when the Sabbath
was introduced as an institution! In pagan countries slaves
were part of the machinery of production; the Bible introduced
the principle that a man should rest, and that his servant
should be given an opportunity to do likewise. In the Socialist
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more important than Sunday rest, the fourth commandment,
to keep the Sabbath, is a revolutionary imperative.
"Thou shalt neither vex a stranger, nor oppress him"
(Ex. 22.21) is what the Bible teaches men in an age when being
black in America and white in Africa and a Jew in Europe
involves discrimination.
God commanded Moses not to treat the poor unjustly
(Lev. 19.15). If the capitalist countries would respect this
principle everywhere, they would have no need to fear the
Communist threat.
We must remember that the sacred book of the apostles
and the first Christians was the Old Testament, and not the
New Testament, which was not written until several decades
later. If Jesus had not intended to give His disciples a revo-
lutionary training, what point was there in letting them read
a book which was mainly an epic of revolutionary struggle?
The Lord raised up a deliverer for the children of Israel,
the Benjamite Ehud, the man who killed the tyrant Eglon
(Judges 3). Jael was called "blessed above women" for slaying
the oppressor Sisera by driving a tent peg through his temple
(Judges 5.24); these were the very words that were later on
used about the mother of our Lord. Jael was what today
would be called a brave female partisan in the army of
liberation in an oppressed country. Other biblical characters,
such as Gideon and Jephthah, were also revolutionary
champions.
The Bible ridicules absolute monarchy in Jotham's parable
which compares tyrants with thorn bushes while the useful
trees, such as the olive, the fig and the vine, refused to play
this odious role. In his speech when the Jews wished to elect
a king, the prophet Samuel also inveighed against absolute
monarchy. In the second book of Kings we read of the bloody
revolution raised by Jehu against the tyranny of the Ahab
dynasty. The Bible tells us that this revolution was carried
out on the express orders of God. Jehu slew the two unlawful
kings, and Queen Jezebel was thrown out of the window. He
destroyed those who supported the tyranny and the sons of
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power an excuse for plunder. Not one was allowed to escape.
After all this, the Lord said to Jehu: "Thou hast done well
in executing that which is right in mine eyes, and hast done
unto the house of Ahab according to all that was in mine heart"
(2 Kings 10.30).
Later on, Jesus was to say: "Not everyone that saith unto
me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter into the kingdom of heaven;
but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven"
(Matt. 7.21). And the will of God, according to the book of
Kings, in the story of the revolutionary Jehu, is the complete
destruction of tyranny.
What revolutionary songs there are in the Bible ! What is the
International compared to Psalm 109, which is directed against
the man who "persecuted the~poor and needy man, that he
might even slay the broken in heart"?
The cry for social justice echoed by the prophets of Israel
is well known; in the New Testament, too, there are numerous
revolutionary passages. The mother of our Lord establishes
a social programme for her Son, whom she had conceived
by the Holy Ghost, with the words: "He hath put down the
mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree. He
hath filled the hungry with good things; the rich he hath sent
empty away" (Luke 1.52-53).
"Woe unto you that are rich!" said Jesus, "for ye have
received your consolation! Woe unto you that are full! for ye
shall hunger" (Luke 6.24-25). "It is easier for a camel to go
through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into
the kingdom of God" (Matt. 19.24).
"If a man does not work, he shall not eat," the fundamental
principle in the legislation of Socialist states, is copied, almost
word for word, from the Apostle Paul (2 Thess. 3.10).
Christians know that God has a chosen people, the Jews,
and a chosen group, the Church, but how many know that
He has a chosen social class? The apostle James wrote about
something that was very familiar to his readers at that time:
"Hath not God chosen the poor of this world?" (Jas. 2.5), and
scourges the rich unmercifully.
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those who were exploited and oppressed, for the slaves and
freed bondmen," writes Amusin, the Soviet historian, in his
book on the Dead Sea Scrolls.
Within the Christian community there have always been
those who have striven to return to the original teaching; but
most have become hypnotised by details, controversies about
baptism, speaking in tongues, and keeping the Sabbath, which
might have been practised by the early Church but are not
the essentials. But why should we not return to the revolutionism
of the first Church, and the struggle to live according to the
principles of social justice? When God chose a language in
which to express His revelations in the Bible, He chose the
Hebrew language, possibly the only language in which the
verb "to have" does not exist. In this way He wished to show
that the idea of property, of owning anything, is and must be
completely alien to the people of God. It will always be true,
as Jesus said, that the believer who wishes to attain perfection
must "sell everything he has", and "leave all he has", and
"leave home and family".
Proudhon's saying that "Property is theft" is one to which
every believing Christian can subscribe; because as God
has arranged things we are not meant to have property.
All good things must be enjoyed in fellowship; individual
ownership is an abomination. Only individual stewardship
is admissible. Though private property is economically the
best method of increasing riches, these should then be spent
not for a selfish end, but for the glory of God and the good
of one's fellow-men.
The Catholic Church, which faithfully recommends this
teaching of Jesus, adopts the selfsame ideology today, even
though it does not practise it. It declares that the man who
wishes to be perfect must renounce private ownership, and
only possess things in common, for example within the frame-
work of a monastic order.
Today, at the threshold of a new historical era, Jews who
believe in Jesus and faithfully follow His teaching are whole-
heartedly on the side of the exploited and the oppressed. But
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the citizens of the Socialist states, which speak in the name
of the poor.
We utterly oppose Communist dictatorship and terror. We
abhor Communist atheism. But, as a Christian must be "a Jew
to the Jews and a Greek to the Greeks", so, in dealing with
Communists, in the same sense we must be Communists, if
we wish to win them for Christ. It is just as impossible to
win them if we adopt an anti-Communist approach as it would
be impossible to win Jews by adopting anti-Semitism.Though
we are opposed to Communism, we must show sympathy for
the individual Communist, just as St. Paul, who detested
Greek idolatry, would use words of praise for the Greeks in
order to convert them.
The writings of Socialism always offered us a great many
Christian arguments. Whenever I meet a Communist who
makes fun of the Bible as a reactionary book, I counter him
with a quotation from Marx: "When Luther translated the
Bible, he placed in the people's hands a powerful weapon
against princes, nobility and clergy."
Whenever a Communist calls the Bible absurd, I quote from
Engels' work Bruno Bauer and Primitive Christianity: "A
religion which conquered the Roman world empire, and which
has reigned for eighteen hundred years over the majority of
civilised mankind, cannot be rejected merely by declaring that
it consists of a series of absurdities, created by deceivers."
In The Revelation he praises primitive Christianity as "a great
revolutionary movement". It was, incidentally, Engels who
wrote: "We live in God. One can understand that better when
one travels on the sea."
Even the apostles took it for granted that the multitude
would have to go away from Jesus to look for food; but Jesus
showed that they could have food in plenty if they remained
with Him.
No one need abandon Jesus in order to be a revolutionary.
He can be a much better revolutionary by remaining with
Him. Without Jesus, revolutions are destructive, and costly
in blood. A revolution with Jesus is constructive, changing
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We were always present at the great Communist rallies,
where we handed out our tracts. These started with the
subjects I have just outlined, and thanks to them we made
contact with the Communist soul, and preached the crucified
Christ.
Conflict with Communism
Yet we had no illusions; we knew that our differences with
the Communists were fundamental.
They are totalitarians ; they do not permit the slightest
deviation from the line pursued by the Party. Why should
they allow us, who are just as totalitarian, and want all people
to belong completely to God, to go free?
By practising the methods used by Jesus and His apostles
we were able to win some Communists for Christ, but this
resulted in increased opposition towards us by the Party.
They did not want understanding, loyalty and love, they
merely wanted us to identify ourselves with their plans, and
to be transformed into willing tools. But our love for them
would not allow us to be opportunists, to flatter them, or to
be their willing slaves. Out of love towards them, we had to
show them their crimes. They avoided us because we posed
the problem of sin, and the madness of the Cross as the only
way to solve this problem.
There are sins which are caused by social conditions, and
which can be removed on the social plane, as were the sins
of slavery and polygamy. But there is a limit to this. Lenin
writes: "We can abolish the law that allows the capitalist to
exploit the worker and the landowner to exploit the peasant, but
no one in the world can prevent the cunning man exploiting
the simple person, or the weak being exploited by the strong."
Communists, in the first case, would attain the limit of what
is humanly possible by changing social conditions, but they
cannot change human hearts. This only Jesus can do. He can
give us new birth. Without using coercion, he turned cunning
men like Matthew and Zacchaeus, and a terrorist like Saul
of Tarsus, into good, just people. It is only the Cross of Jesus
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With Communists, as with all other people, the attempt to
lead a moral life and to allow the mind to soar upwards is
frustrated by sin which weighs down the soul with its enormous
burden. They have committed injustices, they have made men
weep, they have shed blood, they have been inconsistent and
unfaithful to their own ideals, they have violated their own
moral standards. This gives them a feeling of guilt, and of the
need to be saved, but the more these are suppressed, the
more they upset their mental state, resulting in all kinds of
morbid and evil complexes.
And Communists do just what all other people do: they
try to transfer their guilt to others, they look for a scapegoat.
Adam blamed Eve, and Eve blamed the serpent. The Com-
munists find their scapegoat in the bourgeoisie, the landowners,
the Social Democrats, the Trotskyites, the clergy, the sectarians
and their own Party members. They fight against everyone
and everything.
No one can live in a constant mental attitude of "I am not
worthy". Besides, the feeling of guilt is deaf to all argument.
■It is no good blaming our sins on bad heredity, or physical
weakness; nor can we blame a bad social environment. Nor
is it possible to blame Satan for our sin, as that would be
admitting that we had listened to him. No madness can be
healed by argument, certainly not the madness induced by
guilt. There are mad people who believe that they have a
watch ticking in their head. It is impossible to convince them
that it is not so. In cases of this kind doctors anaesthetise the
patient, make a small incision in his cranium, bandage him
and, when he wakes up, show him parts of a watch stained
with blood which, they tell him, have been extracted from his
head. This is precisely the case with the madness of an evil
conscience. The innermost heart cannot be persuaded that a
sin is the result of atavistic or social causes. We feel responsible
for our own evil doings. For this there is only one remedy,
which is another form of madness—the madness of the Cross.
"Yes, you are guilty, you are full of guilt, you are the only
guilty person," the great healer Jesus tells us. "You need a
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attempt to transfer it to an equal, because your equal will
throw it back to you, heavier than it ever was. Transfer it to
mel I represent the Creator. Like Him, I bear responsibility
for the whole of Creation and everything that is done in it.
It is right that I should take your sin upon myself. I have
expiated your sin on the Cross." The liberating effect of this
sacrificial atonement of Jesus on the soul which trusts in Him
is tremendous.
But there are sick people whose sickness has become the
very substance of their lives. The blind who live by begging
are horrified at the thought of being healed, as this will compel
them to work. Jesus's healing Cross causes the same sort of
panic. The Communists are in this plight; for them sin,
especially hatred, has become the core and substance of life.
What would they do without it? We preached a crucified Lord,
and we knew that we would be hated.
Communists are atheists; we were committed to God. The
conflict was unavoidable. We knew that many thousands of
Christians had suffered in the Soviet Union. We prepared
ourselves for the same fate.
There was another point of conflict. After the war, the
great question was as to which city was to become the capital
of the United World of the future—Moscow or Washington?
The world divided into two camps, the revolutionary and the
anti-revolutionary, and two blocs were formed. We openly
declared our conviction that the efforts of Moscow and
Washington would be equally in vain as the capital of the
future united world, under the aegis of Jesus, would be
Jerusalem, which He called the city of the great king. "Out of
Zion shall go forth the law, and the word of the Lord from
Jerusalem," says the prophet Isaiah (2.3).
Some believe that salvation will come from Communism;
others believe it will come from American democracy. We
believe what Jesus says: "Salvation is of the Jews" (John 4.22),
and the Jews will fulfil their role of salvation when they turn
again to Jesus,
Noah prophesied that Japheth (from whom the Indo-
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Shem" (from whom the Jews are descended). In other words,
the Indo-European race will live in the temporary social
systems created by the Jews, according to the words uttered
by the prophet thousands of years ago (Gen. 9.27). And
Moses told Israel at a later date: "Thou shalt build a house,
and thou shalt not live therein . . . Thou shalt plant vineyards
. . . but shalt neither drink of the wine, nor gather the grapes"
(Deut. 28.30, 39).
Let us see how these remarkable prophecies have been
fulfilled!
The House of Christianity was built by Shem, by the Jews.
In primitive Christianity, everything was derived from the
Jews. It was from the Jews that "Christ came as concerning
the flesh, who is over all God, blessed for ever," wrote the
apostle Paul (Rom. 9.5). The Bible is Jewish. Luther denied
the validity of the ecumenical councils, using as his argument
the fact that they were not constituted by Jews. "God's word
was entrusted only to them," he said. The apostles were
Jews. The psalms which are sung in the churches were written
by David. For many centuries the whole of Europe has lived
in the tent of Shem. The dominant influence exercised by the
Christian civilisation embraces the entire world in its sphere.
Only the Jews remain outside the dwelling which they them-
selves erected. All races have rejoiced at the good grapes
which the vine of Jesus has borne; the Jews alone have not
tasted them.
The Renaissance, the flow of gold from the New World,
and conflict within the Church shook the House of Christianity
in the fifteenth and sixteenth centuries. It was then that Israel,
in great haste, constructed a new house, the house of capitalism.
In his book Jewry and Capitalismt Werner Sombart described
the decisive role the Jews have played and still play in the
creation of capitalism. Japheth's descendants, the Indo-
Europeans, have all entered into this new "tent of Shem" in
the sphere of influence of capitalism.
When capitalism had triumphantly established itself, a
Jew, Karl Marx, declared war on it. The Jews have benefited
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young Jews have started on a crusade to create a new system,
Communism. The role played by Jews in building this new
house, in which Japheth was to live, is well known. Lenin's
mother was a Jewess named Braun. This is recorded by
Trotsky, who adds that Stalin forbade all mention of her
origins, in order not to hurt the anti-Semitic feelings of the
Russians. A great number of the leaders of the Russian
Revolution were Jews—Trotsky, Zinoviev, Kameney and others.
In Hungary, Communism was led by Bela Kun and Tibor
Szamuely, and later by Rakosi and Gero. In Rumania, too,
the Jews played an important role when Communism was
introduced. A number of people from all races dwell in this
new Socialist system, in the building of which Jews have
played such an important role, though not an exclusive one.
Many of the officers of the Communist Secret Police were
Jews, but not as many as the anti-Semites like to assert. There
were plenty of full-blood Rumanians who tortured their co-
nationals. But the Jews are also the most active against the
Soviet government. They have again built a house in which
they cannot live. Russia's anti-Communist freedom-fighters
Daniel, Litvinov, the priests Eshliman and Jakunin, Knasnov-
Levitin are Jews. Having contributed in such large measure
to the erection of the Communist regime in Rumania, a great
number of the Jews then left the country to settle in Israel.
The Jews have always been God's chosen People, entrusted
with the task of carrying out His plans in history, in creating
social regimes which, step by step, would prepare the material,
cultural and intellectual conditions for God's kingdom on
earth.
Now they have been entrusted with a new role. Once they
have returned, as a nation, to Jesus, their king, they will have
a decisive role in building a fourth house, the Kingdom of
God, where the Wandering Jew will at last find rest. This
kingdom, with its centre in Jerusalem, will constitute a rejection
of capitalism as well as of Communism, or it might even
embody the useful features of all past social systems.
The anti-Semites pay the Jews a great compliment when
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exercises so much influence all over the world, and is the root
of all evil.
At one time the Niagara Falls were a nuisance to the United
States and Canada, because they laid waste thousands of
acres of fruitful soil. Wise men, however, realised that if
Niagara was capable of wreaking such great destruction, then
it should be capable of doing a great deal of good, once it was
harnessed and made to drive turbines and similar devices.
Today, these great falls are an important source of electric
power to both countries. The Jews do a great deal of evil,
contend the anti-Semites. This means that they are a source
of energy, and that they are also capable of doing a great deal
of good. But if they are to do this, they must be united with
the source of all good, Christ. Hence the tremendous importance
of the Christian Mission to the Jews. Up till now, a mission
of this kind has seemed Utopian; but we have now reached a
new phase in history, when the Jews are coming into their own.
Our working methods brought us into conflict with the
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When i was released from prison, my enemies in the Church,
those who had collaborated with the Communists, declared
that I was a heretic. This aroused people's curiosity, and a
great many people were anxious to hear me preach and to
read my books. The doors of the old Lutheran churches
were opened to me, and I preached from a pulpit where
no Jew had ever stood. Nor had a Jew at any time preached
in the Greek Orthodox cathedrals and other places to which
I was now invited. The vast majority of those who came to
hear me were non-Jews. But for anyone who has dedicated
himself to preaching the gospel to the Jews, it is most
important to win non-Jews for Christ, since every person,
no matter what his race, who has been converted to Jesus
by a Jew, becomes himself a missionary to the Jews. This
indirect approach is every bit as important as the direct
approach.
As their latest attack had proved fruitless, my enemies now
adopted different tactics, spreading the rumour that I was
mad. But they spoke of my madness without any signs of
sympathy, thus rendering their motives suspect from the
very start.
I had long been used to hearing all sorts of things said about
me. I had been called a genius, an idiot; "Jesus Christ", "the
Devil"; a highly cultured person, an ignoramus; a saint, a
repulsive character; a man of exemplary honesty, a thief;
a Nazi, a Communist, an anarchist, a Jesuit; the most lovable
and the most despicable accusation was that they now said
I was mad. In believing that they were undermining the value
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of my message by calling me insane, my enemies revealed their
own ignorance.
In the first place, there is a certain affinity between insanity
and genius. Seneca wrote: "There is no great intellect that does
not possess a touch of madness."
The Christian Jews had set themselves the task of building
a road to Judaism and mankind. How could they carry out
this task without a touch of madness? Some people reproached
me for my madness but I asked, in the words of Nietzsche:
"Where is the madness that you should be inoculated with?"
Christian Jews have a great vocation: they are expected to
be grand, to attain to the stature of Christ, to do greater things
than He did (John 14.12), to conquer the fortress of Israel,
which He failed to conquer. If they attain to this greatness,
they will also share the fate of all great men, one of whose
characteristics is madness. In the prophetic Psalm 69 we hear
of the madness of the Messiah. Paul confessed himself to be
a fool. Without a touch of madness he would not have been
a great apostle. Nervous disorders are commoner among people
with a special vocation than among ordinary people. We were
not in the least surprised when a young engineer, one of the
most brilliant of our brethren, suddenly had a serious nervous
breakdown, and had to go to hospital. This in no way lessened
the value of his convictions.
The prejudice is widely held that a sound mind is valuable
not only biologically but also socially. But history has not
been moulded by normal people. Could Calvin and Luther
have introduced the Reformation if they had been normal?
Our object is to bring about a revolution within Christianity,
within Judaism and in the world. Woe to the man with a
vocation of this kind who is afraid of madness!
One of my enemies once said to me: "In Christianity every-
thing must start from the beginning." When I answered:
"Let us begin," he withdrew in fear, and to my great delight
called me mad. When madness has reached a particular stage,
it makes the intellect more sensitive, sharpening it and making
it more perceptive to contrasts. This makes the mind more
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did Erasmus of Rotterdam write his book In Praise of Foolishness.
I thanked God that I had spent many years in prison in con-
ditions which might well induce madness. My intellect had
in many ways acquired new qualities, which I now used in
serving Christ.
Besides, madness is close to love. Normal people bicker
with their husbands or wives, and in some way or another
have to put up with them. Romeo and Juliet were a bit mad,
and so were the mystics. I like to call things by their right
names. It is no secret to those who have read the lives of the
great mystics that the mystic life is to a large extent nourished
by unsatisfied sexual desires. Blessed is the man who can
sublimate this desire to the spiritual world! In this respect,
too, the years I spent in prison were of great help to me.
I had a mystical experience which ordinary people, living
a normal sexual life and an abnormal family life of conflict
and family quarrels, could never have had, and could never
have understood. They would merely have dismissed it as
madness or a farce. But my experiences were of great value
because a Christian-Jewish pastor, if he were to fulfil our
tremendous task, had to have—like the living creatures of the
Revelation—four heads: the head of a mystic, the head of a
man capable of scientific thought, the head of a strategist
capable of organising, and the head of a revolutionary.
How can a normal, modern clergyman, whose chief source
of reading seems to be Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends
and Influence People rather than the evangelists' The Art of
Discovering a Meaning in Allowing Oneself to be Crucified,
sublimate the tragedy of life, be filled with pathos, and weave
his way through the infinite realms of metaphysics?
I accepted the label "mad". Has not God made foolish the
wisdom of the world? For Christ's sake I want to be a fool, and
not a peaceful, vulgar, banal, run-of-the-mill member of society.
I can look back on twenty-five years of strife. I have received
many blows, but I have also delivered my share. Christians
must be the salt of the earth, and also the mustard. They must
sting. The enemy must know that he is facing a soldier of
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I have known unspeakable joy and deep sorrow. The one
thing I have never done is to be bored. Along the path that
Jesus has prepared for us there is life in abundance.
Thanks to the grace of God I have met brethren of many
nations who have given themselves entirely to the God of
Israel. I have read that God has equipped them in this way
in order to make the Jews envious. I envied them, and tried
to be, like them, a faithful champion of the cause of Jehovah
and of His chosen Son, Jesus. In my former days I had been
an eager servant of Satan; now I wished to serve God in the
same way.
I did this in an age of great spiritual indifference. Men eat,
drink, marry and build houses without knowing the prophecies
and without realising what is happening in Israel and in the
world—that mankind is approaching the end of time, and the
clock now shows five minutes to twelve.
Mankind must either be converted, or be destroyed in a
nuclear catastrophe. We are striving to convert the world. We
wish to bring the Jewish people to Christ, because not till then
will there be new life in the Church, and not till then will
the Christians be as they were described at the beginning of
the second century by the Athenian orator Aristides:
"The Christians know God and trust in Him. They forgive
those who oppress them, and make them their friends. They are
good to their enemies. Their wives keep marriage pure; their
daughters are chaste. They love one another. They do not
refuse to help widows. When they see a stranger, they receive
him in their house, and rejoice at him as at a brother. If any
among them is poor or in need, they fast for two or three days
in order to satisfy his needs. They obey conscientiously the
commandments their Messiah has given them. Every morning
and every hour they praise God and thank Him for His good-
ness. They are the source of all that is beautiful in the world.
They do not speak publicly of their good deeds, but take good
care not to be observed by any man. They are in truth a new
people, and there is something divine in them."
The negative characteristics of the Christian Jews of today
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Judaism or of their Christianity, but of the strong pressure
which the world exerts on them. Circumstances will change
when the whole of Israel is saved. But even today the Christian
Jew, who in truth is a Jew and in truth a Christian, who does
not claim to be a Rumanian or a German, a Lutheran or a
Catholic,- is a source of great blessing to the nation. Many
Christians, ecclesiastical as well as lay, have adopted an entirely
new attitude to Christianity, and it was the Christian Jews
who gave them the first impulse in this direction.
As yet, however, we have only taken the first steps. Those
who wish to follow us will have to work in an entirely different
way. We have only been able to work by winning a soul here
and a soul there. We shall have to think strategically, and
work on a national front, in fact we shall have to think in terms
of universal perspectives, since new factors have arisen.
Every day, the Devil takes tens of thousands of people with
him to hell. We do not bruise the serpent's head, but only
tickle its stomach a little, if we are content merely to save one
out of all these tens of thousands.
We must change the religious attitude of our people, and
of the whole world. This is undoubtedly a difficult task, but
everything is possible with God and with those who believe.
Jesus is not the Saviour whom the Jews seek. He wishes to
save us from sin. We would like to keep sin, because it provides
us with pleasures, and we only wish to be saved from the
catastrophic consequence of sin. We want Him to speak to us
about our economic and political problems, and to save Israel
from oppression by other people, and enable her to triumph
over them. But He speaks to us of lilies, of birds, and of an
eternal kingdom of justice and light for all people.
But neither God nor the universe is as we would like it to
be. It is not reality that must change into what we want, but
we who must adapt ourselves to reality. The true prayer is
"Thy will be done," and not "Lord, let my will be done."
By accepting Christ as He is, and showing Him our con-
fidence, even when we do not understand Him, Israel will
fulfil its sacred vocation, for which it has been chosen. We
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embrace all His disciples, from all nations, with all their faults
and shortcomings. Even a flawed diamond is, after all, more
valuable than a perfect grain of sand.
Our Gentile brethren surrounded us at all times with their
love, and without their help our missionary work among the
Jews would not have been possible.
When the Jews hunger after God, they will no longer take
offence at the fact that the Christians possess in an earthen
vessel the spiritual treasure they have received from Israel,
that they have sins. The Talmud declares: "The man who
blows on a glass of beer to remove the froth is not thirsty.
And if anyone asks: 'What shall I eat with my bread?' thou
shalt take the bread from him, because he is not hungry." We
too received spiritual sustenance from the testimony of the
weakest Christian.
What shall we do to conquer Israel?
In the first place we must Jiot be dismayed at the magnitude
of our task. Jesus said: "Fear not, little flock; for it is your
Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom" (Luke 12.32).
We shall not achieve our goal by analysing the enthusiasm
of our convictions, but by knowing Him in whom we believe,
and whom we preach: God.
To what does Israel owe its miraculous history? Could it
be to efficient propaganda? No, but to the fact that without
anyone else knowing about it, one of our forefathers overcame
an angel as he wrestled with him, and wrung from him an
eternal blessing.
Step by step the discovery by one man of a new source of
energy—steam, electricity, the atom—has changed the face of
the world. An unknown source of power still exists: the power
which we inherit from the good angels, and from the prophets
and the saints, who have departed this life without having
their longing fulfilled or witnessing what we are witnessing
today—the time when Jesus will come again. This power is
still latent today, and it can become effective. In one night an
angel slew 180,000 Assyrians. Having an angel on your side
is more valuable than having the support of crowds of big and
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In order to unite Christian Jews with angels I spent years
in prison, isolated from the brethren. This road is full of
secrets, but it is the road along which we must walk. When
the time comes we shall be clad in surpassing majesty, and
Israel will belong to Christ.
When will this happen? It depends on how quickly each
one of us starts out on this road.
What is demanded is that each of us should dedicate our life
to the truth that is in Christ, and then the miracle will take
place.
But here are two practical pieces of advice: first, concentrate
your missionary efforts on the key personalities among the
Jewish people; second, include in the missionary programme
of your church the one third of Jewry which lives in the
Communist world and which is subjected to heavy persecution.
What would you think of somebody who pays a pastoral
visit to a family where one member is deadly sick and converses
with the healthy ones without even inquiring about the one
who is in bed? Two thirds of the Jews live in the free world
or in their own country where, though facing troubles, they
enjoy independence. How can a mission to the Jews not give
priority to the problem of the Jews in the Soviet Union who
are terrorised, kept apart for mockery and blows, but not
allowed to cultivate their specific Jewish values, language, art
and religion?
How will it end? There is not much chance that they will be
allowed to go to Israel. Even if allowed, how could Israel take
in a short time over three million new inhabitants? And how
will they rejudaize three million men and women who certainly
hate Communism, but have been indoctrinated only with
Marxism? They know no other teaching than that of fierce
atheism, wherewith they have been brainwashed. For the time
being in any case, these Jews are in the U.S.S.R. and they are
there to stay.
Any sensible man will tell you that there is not the slightest
possibility of convincing them to become Orthodox Jews. Who
will spread this religion to them? There exists no Orthodox
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work in conditions of illegality Orthodox Judaism is completely
unprepared. Neither would such a mission have the slightest
probability of succeeding. Should liberal Judaism try the
adventure? What will it propagate? The doubts of modernism?
The criticism of the Bible? The religious problem will come to
the forefront again, and in the spirit I already see Jewish
synagogues, schools, newspapers and publishing houses, Jews
in all the key positions in political, economic, cultural, scientific
and artistic life, in every country in the world, rallying to the
service of Christ. I see people of all colours and races turning
to the Jews, so that these can show them the way to the Saviour
(Zech. 8.23). I see Jerusalem as the capital of the Christian
world. I see peace, love, justice and understanding triumphing.
I see the lion lie down with the lamb. I see a kingdom to which
Jesus has returned to rule. I see an earthly life which is
consciously used as a preparatory stage for eternal life. I see
Jews in Christian pulpits, showing the peoples of the world the
perfect way to salvation. Faith sees all these things, and this is
how it will be. For I do not believe the reality before my eyes,
but the promises of God.
The dawn is appearing; soon it will be day; soon the sun
will shine on Israel.
This was the hope that inspired Nollensen, the Batakians'
apostle from Sumatra, and with his own eyes he saw the
fulfilment of his dream. It was the hope of Skrefsrud for the
Santalis, of Paton for the New Hebrides, and many others.
The Jews live on an entirely different level, and it is much
more difficult to convert them. They are a race which has a
great many outstanding personalities. But where God is there
to help us, there is no difference between what is difficult and
what is easy.
Up to the present the majority of the Jews have not believed
in Jesus, not because they wanted it so, but because God has
concealed the truth from them (Matt. 11.25). And God has
remained hidden from them, because He wished to retain them
as His strategic reserve. They are the future hope of the
Church. God has spared them from fifteen centuries of error
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use the Jews, who were not tainted with these sins, to re-
establish the Church at the decisive moment
That moment has come; and now Christ will be King of
the Jews.
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'The Jews have given to the world the Bible. . .
the only book capable of satisfying the spiritual
needs of the world. And it will satisfy those needs
when it will be once again in the hands of those
who have written it, and when they will gather
round Him who is the chief subject of the book,
Jesus, the Messiah of the Jews and the Saviour
of the nations. '
A quarter of a century has passed since Richard
Wurmbrand started the work of preaching the
Christian message to Jews. Himself a Jew, since
his conversion he has been in conflict with many
of the Jewish people, but his love for them
remains whole-hearted.