$2.50 CONFORMED TO STONE by David Jaffin This newest addition to “The Abelard Poets” introduces a young poet who sees more with the mind than with the eye. His poems are delicate and wistful, and concise in form and meaning, as he believes that “poetry is after all the art of absolute compression.” Mr. Jaffin uses a sparse abstract diction somewhat similar, because of their confessional tone, to certain Elizabethan sonneteers. This diction has, however, passed through the emotional mill of surrealism and found its form in the short line. The poet creates an inner world of symbol and sense based upon recurring imagery, patterns of idea, and reinforced by the intensity of rhythm; a world reflective and lyrical, mystical and sensual, aesthetic and intellectual, social and satirical; a world of person and place, of touch and response, of God and the possibility of belief, of idea and the limitations to idea, of man and dehumanized man, of “passion conformed to stone.” “I should hope that once one has truly entered ‘my world,’ the gate is forever closed behind him.” CONFORMED TO STONE DAVID JAFFIN ij'arruet’ & ABELARD-SCHUMAN LONDON NEW YORK TORONTO © Copyright 1968 by David Jaffin Library of Congress Catalogue Card Number: 68-18971 Standard Book No. 200.71548.8 Printed in the United States of America LONDON Abelard-Schuman Limited 8 King St. WC2 NEW YORK Abelard-Schuman Limited 6 West 57 St. TORONTO Abelard-Schuman Canada Limited 1680 Midland Ave. CONTENTS The Winding Down 7 Raining 7 The Last Snow 8 Indecision 9 The Deer 10 For Grief 10 Woman in Mourning 11 Merry-Go-Round 12 To the Taste of Wine 13 In Defense of Free Will 14 From Summer’s End 14 Conformed to Stone 15 The Inexplicit 16 Study (woman around 50) 16 Sufficiently Human 17 The Idiot 17 Woodcarver 18 “Et in Arcadia Ego” II 18 Creatures of Stone 19 Self Portrait (at age 30) 20 The Quiet Within 21 The Fear of Winter 21 World that Wasn’t There 22 Anna’s Dream 23 Bruckner 24 Am I? 26 Abbreviations 26 Poem of Redemption 27 A Poem of Definition 28 Autumn Afternoon 28 The Last One 29 Professor K 30 Rachel 31 For mij wife, Rosemarie The silence Of others had Blinded my view (and the lamp), For I stood At the top Of the stairs Awaiting the Winding down (the steps): Material si- lence (and the manner of the fact). RAINING It was raining (i wanted to tell you i am not enough); Do you hear The rain, do You know what I want to tell you? 7 The snow had Come, there Was a sadness In the night (though i could not explain it to myself) Wanted to take Your hand a-gain (and a-gain), hear the Colors of Your dress— This loneliness Of thought (as stars arranged in the winter night), when I came to You as a child (and wanted to be touched and talked to) And told something that Would waken your eyes-. INDECISION The afternoon Stood still, A bird poised Its song in The clear Light—what Was it I Wanted to Say (relative to song, or attributes of light)? The afternoon Conscious of Neglect (and I paused to reflect), a Bird balanced with string. We saw it First after The rains, it Stood beside The advancing Columns of Night, unafraid; What it knew Was only real In the moment That it knew, The flight to The world within. FOR GRIEF Wanted for Grief, the leaf Falls, as if Hands pursued it there (through the silent air)— That’s death: Alarms of light, The final Calm of flight, Take me in Your hands, Thus. WOMAN IN MOURNING You should Forget (as i have done), Let light and Pleasure be, Become, appear, appropriate . . . Winds could Chill, your Hands would Take the blame— Be not again A face and mar-belled hands. MERRY-GO-ROUND for S.E. (and round a-bout the world would be, pleasurably turned); A mind of my Own (but cared for less), as Candles blown But bright (and round about the world would be); conversed With stars (though paper be their intent)—we Slowed, the Going smoothed (as silk to be touched), My mind was A mind of silence (and round about the world would be, pleasurably turned). Thus as I Break this Bread (with coarse hands) And touch my Lips to the Taste of wine (that sunlight shimmers in my veins), The silence Between us is Broken too— My hands (as birds released in flight), My lips form Your presence; But lightly You come (rehearsed in whisper), your Dress woven of The wind, Jewelled with Seven stars, Your feet as The falling of Leaves; but So lightly you Come that my Lips close your presence. IN DEFENSE OF FREE WILL Spring had Chosen its own Fancy (a floral setting), whims Of light (and pipes of Pan), Selected at Intervals (3rds and 4ths), and She matched To her dress A fineness of Scent and The fashions Of wind. FROM SUMMER^ END for my father (the farm in Vermont) The oars would Sing this sun Away into the Wood at summer’s end, The quiet regained, we Would glide As wind through The grass; Your hands Dipped again At the current’s edge: This water Was glass broken, the pond A child who began to sing. CONFORMED TO STONE A poem is The clarity Of winter, Light reflecting light, Passion conformed to Stone; a poem Is the mirrored facade, This gleam of Words reflected— You wore a Velvet dress, And, while I Much admired It, preferred Your nakedness. The permanent decline Of fact (and i grasped at your hand) Through the Fictions of Night (where stars subdued and calmed) To this bed Of stone and Laughter, Night ceased to define. STUDY (woman around 50) Your face a Web of sadness (the lines were broken through); Deceptive words (the partial pain) patched The image true. SUFFICIENTLY HUMAN A painted Smile (the rendered pose), Sufficiently Human to touch And expose Where the lips Creased and Eyes opened Full to the Artificial Light. THE IDIOT I looked for Light when The others were Away, found the Stone that was Almost me, pressed It hard, until I could smile. WOODCARVER (in memory of Barney Jafjin) I carved with The tools of Winter, the Sharp branches, The rook’s claw; Remember when I Was old (burdened with shadowy shapes of the city), this Sharp sun go Down. ‘ ET IN ARCADIA EGO” II (Poussin/Panofsky) Inscriptions Fade (distinguishing features): Wounds of the Blade extracted From time (protracted), as the Chance of recognition. CREATURES OF STONE Creatures of Stone confirmed as flesh Blood and bone, Insufficiencies Of time in the Shadows of the Fact (diminishing probabilities of Thought); creatures of stone (features of man), constructions of the Idea (transitions fail). SELF PORTRAIT (at age 30) I saw in my Eyes (reflections still) where Birds crossed Their flight (in and out into the night), Cried out for Want of light (the adherence of fact), And my eyes Were a mind Of silence, My flesh the Dried fields. The pain of The quiet within, the piercing (dying) sun In the sickled Shadow of winter, birds Thrown to the Sharp winds a- gainst the Unbroken sea, The snow high In the dark, The pain of The quiet within. THE FEAR OF WINTER I, thrilled With the sharp Veins of this River run, seeking my song In flight; winter is come, The rock narrowed to the Scope of fear. WORLD THAT WASNT THERE I was writing For a world That wasn’t There—stars In the uneven Night blown As moments of Regret, throbbing with the Autumn rains, Dry and unspoken now; Had I remained, My voice in An unseen light Would brighten Dimly clear, Unheard (by a world that wasn’t there), It would tear And splinter. ANNA S DREAM Snow was coming (a stranger with a sin- gle eye): His feet impressions of The mind, his Heart sped with Pain, but that Face (you know) Was mine. His Hands were gnarled (the pulse u-pon the cane) That beat his Heart too (dried and burned with rain); but A single eye He turned to Mine, turned Away the will Of time. I know your World (the God whose pain and light left the stars and the night at the cross), The valley of Birds, the Rock that bent The crescent Moon into the Wood, fields Of river, Wings of desire . . . Because the Snow was mounting In the autumn Sky, birds Whirled from The wood in Rows of seven, Their wings o-pened the light Of memory, The trees were Dead—is there A flame that Keeps our Song among the Ashes? In The glass of Winter, the blue Of the afternoon was broken with the Edge of twilight: I Heard a cry, It came from The night, Stars creating Light, another Cry before The sun was Struck from The blend of The mountain, It was the Nails splitting The cross . . . Spring begins, Cold and dark, But the rivers Run, the fields Gather light. AM I? Am I, for Example, the Way you look In my eyes; Am I the Wind (or the rain) Spoken or Believed, or The possibility Of many i’s: These words, The protracted Silence? ABBREVIATIONS Actualities Of the present (abbreviations of intent), The real as Imagined (i-magined as real), the Image of i (the i as i-mage)— Time reflecting Time (appearance and light), the Real exposed To thought. Once the sun Became apparent, it Ceased to mean (altogether) What we’d thought; Its light retained the Presence of Fact, maintained the Fictive stance (you might ask of the sword, the blunted edge)— Time eclipsed The moment in The shadow Of the fact, And we asked (i’m not certain of the question or its relevance). Though it was Only words That you spoke, And I heard Them not (for the awareness of you became the consciousness of myself); Though it was Only words— But you laughed, Revealed their Meaning. AUTUMN AFTERNOON The light Too soon wanted (this autumn afternoon), Breakwood between I and The understood; To touch was To seem, to Want to dream, Light reflected Sight (not the form or presence); as From a fixed. Point partitioned, A bird deciphered Flight, the Impermanency of light. THE LAST ONE Once more for The circus— A pfennig or Two, I’m The Jew, could Grow a beard, Keep my hat On, smile And dance; the Indian has Feathers (a pleasant stance) Proportioned To romance— Come one and All (blond and blue-eyed): A pfennig or Two, I’m The Jew. PROFESSOR K It’s difficult To believe (forgive me, forgive me) A German of Age, capable Of praise, but Your teeth seemed To dance (irregular, imperfect), as if Laughter were Possible now. RACHEL “als Israels Leib zog aufgeloest in Rauch” (Nelly Sachs) This land is Dry (and i thirst), my Mouth parched (the impression of words), My heart the Image after The fact; this Land’s dry, Faces of stone (flesh and bone) Reduced to the Common truth, My hands recount (after the fact) the Twilight instance—but I wanted to Touch the presence of your Eyes (that waken from the dead, resemble the thoughts of suffering); This land is Dry (the will of silence), Stars arrange Their form To the present bourgeois Norm. David Jaffin, born in America in 1937, earned his doctorate at New York University, where he won several awards for his scholarship. He settled in Munich, Germany, because he felt himself deeply drawn to the Central European artistic tradition. ABELARD-SCHUMAN LONDON NEW YORK TORONTO Standard Book Number: 200.71548.8